i just want someone to worship me to death and who never for a second even thinks about leaving me
*slaps my body* this bad boy can- ugh auugh that hurt
i love all my friends that are insaide my computer, im going to find a way to get u guys out someday trust me
I don't know a single disabled person who hasn't been traumatized in at least one way by the medical system. Moreover, how are we supposed to heal from our medical trauma when it is continuously reinforced? I act differently in medical spaces because of my medical PTSD to the point I used to have selective mutism in those spaces (it's much better now). But I was treated horribly because of the selective mutism and trauma responses, making my PTSD worse. How can doctors be okay with re-traumatizing someone who already has severe medical PTSD? How can doctors be okay with not being educated on medical PTSD or gaslighting? How can they be okay with ultimately making our lives, care, and trauma worse??? The lack of understanding around medical trauma is unacceptable, especially because of how incredibly prevalent it is.
breaking news: attention-seeking jirai girl (me) has killed herself after recieving no attention on the internet ♡
rb to tell prev they're being so brave right now and pat their head a little please
Someone please tell me this isn’t an original experience.. do you ever get so insanely infatuated with someone (who you don’t necessarily know super well/like that much) that you crave validation from this person to the point that if they look at you wrong or say one wrong thing you convince yourself they hate you and start deeply hating them and any little thing they say can send you into a mental breakdown ?? No just me?? Ok.
no I don't have a resting sad face I'm just constantly fucking sad
Dr Ignoreitandhopeitgoesaway does make some good points
when tumblr dies i'll live under your bed and you can say out loud what you would post and i will say LIKE or REBLOG it'll be just like we're still here
We mostly joke around on this blog but can someone unironically mail me prescription amphetamines