Me

the dream

i need to be able to fit on peoples laps.... this is a crime

I am, indeed, a lap dog

the watchers/listeners (evo smp, life series) and their many incarnations have been added to the pile of what i think the 'type looks like, as well as a mental connection to my friend's concept of hunters.

overall, i believe i an a vessel of the many winged, many eyed beasts, moreso metaphorically and related to my alterhumanity than a spiritual thing, but it may prove to be spiritual for me.

this is weirdly deep for me but i do really love the evo gods. they are beautiful.

[ID: 20 user boxes in multiple different colors. The first or left boxes have dark text, and the second or right boxes have lighr text.

In order: Red boxes that say "This Character is a Kin". Orange boxes that say "This Character is an IRL". Yellow boxes that say "This Character is a Copinglink". Green boxes that say "This Creature is a Therian". Teal boxes that say "This Character is Otherhearted". Cerulean boxes that say "This Introject is This Character". Blue boxes that say "This Introject Is A Creature". Indigo boxes that say "This Person is An Animal IRL". Purple boxes that say "This Person Is A Character IRL". Violet boxes that say "This Person Is an Object IRL". and Pink Boxes that say "This Place is a Hearthome". End of ID]

Let me know how i could make The ID better, because i don't feel like thats the best but its all i have spoons for. /gen

Some Kin , IRL, Therian, Coping Link, Otherhearted, and Introject userboxes! These are inspired from both @f-o-and-selfship-club and @berryshipbasket!!! While i did make these edits, design of these boxes go to them, so credit them at least /gen

i also have some Stars to go with them Here ( Link ).

[ID: a medium pink with light pink banner with dark pink text that reads "DNI: Anti Endos, Anti MSPEC gays/lesbians, Anti Furry, Anti Therians, Anti Kin/IRL, Discourse, etc." It also has Pink Diamond from Steven Universe both on the left and the right. End of ID]

My bones are that of the reeds in the riverbeds, my heart full of thorns that jut into my soul and scar anyone who comes too close. I have poetry in my soul and music in my blood, my wings are of silk and cashmere and I'm so tired.

I'm so tired.

My breath smells of lemongrass and my hair smells of longing. There's blood on my canine teeth as I rip into flesh with claws, covering my maw in delicious rust.

My face is freshly painted, dainty and porcelain with external joints and no human parts to desecrate.

I'm a carnivore. I am an angel. I am a jackal. I am a doll.

take me with you 🙏

[Image ID: Two versions of an 8-striped flag. The colors of the stripes are, in order: green, malachite, mint green, pastel yellow, cream, classic rose, pastel magenta, sky magenta. The center of the first flag includes the classic 7-pointed star otherkin symbol in white layered over the otherhearted symbol in black. End ID.]

KINHEARTED / KINKITH

A term for those who identify with being both ‘kin and ‘hearted/‘kith in a related manner - this can be interpreted however the user sees fit.

Examples could be fluctuating between “identifying as” and “identifying with” the same ‘type, or being otherhearted as a result of a kintype’s relation to the hearttype, among other interpretations.

If already coined, consider this an alt flag/label.

[Image ID: Purple banner with a lighter purple center, and small planets with rings decorating both sides. Text in the center reads, “My terms and flags are not intended for use by bigots, radqueers, xenosatanists, pro-contact/anti-recovery harmful paraphiles, harmful transIDs, and their supporters. I do not care or engage in most general discourse, but block freely if uncomfortable - it’s not personal.” End ID.]

faiel (pronounced fey-el)

a species term describing a hybrid, chimera, or otherwise mix between a fae/fairy and an angel

from the word "fae" and the suffix "iel", usually the suffix for angel names.

meant for nonhumans/alterhumans, but can be used for anything else.

requested by @rwuffles !!

please do not reupload without permission and credit

idk if this will resonate with anyone else very much but like. i think i lean more heavily towards kemonomimis/inumimi spectrum of things generally when i am calm, happy, feeling myself, etc. i get the phantom limb kinda feeling for a tail or ears. fangs claws etc depending on what kinda shift it is. along with other stuff that i just don't wanna talk about on here.

but when i do feel.. more feral i guess? more angry. anxious, frightened, feel like i need to defend myself, or like having a panic attack, i shift more into a 'wild feral animal' sort of mindset. i get that more, on all fours im a beaten down dog trying to fight back kinda feeling. idk its hard to describe. a lot of unpacking this is pretty new to me.