I'm Going To *remembers Suicide Is Often Not A Desire For Death Itself But Rather An Attempt To Radically

I'm going to *remembers suicide is often not a desire for death itself but rather an attempt to radically change one's life because the current state of being has become unbearable but the person can't think of any way to change it other than death* kill myself

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Making Biscuits

Making biscuits


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1 month ago

TUMMY HURTS

I HAVE TO KILL MYSELF NOW

Me rn if u even care...

TUMMY HURTS

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1 month ago

Even if they're not into it the state of distress as they watch my hands explore their innards would be great....i'd love to see the look on someone's face as I hold onto their lungs and hear them gasp as I squeeze...maybe even grab at their intestines and pull just to show them how pretty they are on the inside 🤤🤤

Ever since I could remember I've wanted to be vivisected painlessly but still able to feel it. The vivisection scene in JTHM did something to me.

I've wanted to be on the other side of that!! Having my hands in someones guts while they're clearly into it would be so good


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1 month ago

*typing into Google while narrating for myself frantically (on an old computer with a really loud keyboard ofc)*

How to...be cool on Tumblr when you're scared....so scared....oh boy......


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1 month ago

I'm just going to start saying shit and if someone sees them cool cool cool 🤷

Yesterday afternoon I couldn't. And I stress. Couldn't. Stop thinking about how nice it would be for someone to put photos of or like videos of me on the Internet after running out onto incoming traffic. Like the thought of my guts and blood sprawled against the warm pavement while some sick pervert puts the beauty of my death up on the internet for people to jerk to or something just really satisfies a part of me. Maybe even record myself absolutely slobbering over a shotgun before pressing the muzzle up against my pallet and blowing my brains out. Letting the camera or my phone capture the splatter of meat, bone, and blood against the ceiling and wall just so others can enjoy me for one last time!!

Maybe it's my newfound appeal to Newfag Runs the Gauntlet but guts and blood have always been a part of me, from the hunt to the kill it's all a thrill 🙏


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1 month ago

AHAHAHAUHDHDHSOFJFBFODV I'm def a casual enjoyer of KoRn :3

(seriously tho JDevil means the world to me)

“allll day i dream abouuut fucking…”


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1 month ago
Yeah, I Regret Nothing. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Yeah, I regret nothing. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯


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1 month ago

lovely character. i want to watch him drown in his shame


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1 month ago

i just think nothing breaks the ice better than addressing a group as "everypony" in the year 2025.


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1 month ago
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-19 yr old trans man who likes art!!- Reposting (and posting) makes me nervie - so I'm a chronic liker!

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