Sergio DiIorio
one day i will wake up and i will get out of bed straightaway and i will make breakfast (and eat it) and i will journal and do yoga and clean while listening to music and bake and dance and love and love and love and go to work in a job i love and come home to the house i love that i share with the one i love and it will smell so much like love that it will make people sick and i will write letters to my friends with little mementos in and i will stargaze and i will watch my favourite movies in a pillow fort with hot chocolate and snacks on a rainy day and i will jump in puddles and shout back to thunder and howl and the moon and i will live.
one day.
Its okay if you're not who you thought you would be, take all the time to grieve the person you tried so hard to become when you wanted to better yourself and learn from your past mistakes. But its also okay to just love the person you are now and learn to get to know that person better. There is no shame in being who you are, even if you still have a lot to learn. You don't always have to upgrade yourself, sometimes there is peace in appreciating who you are and what you have right now.
feeling blue
Telling people to study magic, the occult, etc. by just "reading books" is incredibly irresponsible because many, many, many books on these topics contain pseudohistory, bigotry, and cultural appropriation that the average person is ill-equipped to recognize. Like, the average person isn't going to be able to tell, for example, when a text from the Renaissance is using fake Hebrew and making up shit about Jewish mystical practices or whatever. This is why the work of people like Dr. Justin Sledge over on ESOTERICA is extremely valuable, because it's a great place for absolute beginners to start developing a sense of this stuff.
velvet, flowers and lace. what could be better?
good morning!! lets go work on the tan 😌
'98 baby, she/her. ur fave pagan goth bitch. a lil dramatic. my body's not a graveyard. ask me stuff, i dont bite
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