What the hell is going on here??
So, I know there was a rough morning. Jackys been in and out of regression all day. So I'm trying to take care of him. But hes extra sensitive this time?? He's always really sensitive when he's little but it's worse today. He hardly even wanted to color!
And the body, this stupid thing, it feels like its been in panic this whole time. I can't get it to right itself. I've showered, eaten, gone for a walk. But I can't get the breathing to even out or the heart to slow down or to stop jumping at every little sound.
I keep trying to look at the notes about the system or ask around but I keep getting dizzy when I try or it feels like I'm bring spun to face the other way. IM JUST TRYING TO HELP??? And I asked HL about it and he just told me to "stop scrambling" myself like that gets me anywhere. NO!!! No it does not!
Fucks sake. Does anyone know what's happening or what I'm supposed to do here?? My head hurts.
-đ
"Worst thing about plurality is the amnesia" "worst thing about plurality is in-sys fighting" LOUD INCORRECT BUZZER worst thing about plurality is the strain on our bank account trying to accommodate eight different fashion styles
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âwait. I always refer to myself as âweâ in my thoughts. Are we plural???â
âdont worry about itâ
(And then ey did not rediscover eir system for another THREE YEARS)
-đȘ»sys
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Singlets will think having headmates is this horrible thing or whatever but really the worst part is when you don't hear from them
weâre calling them âPlease do not frontâ or âDNIâ songs.
basically we each assign ourself one and when that song is playing we donât front.
this could be for many reasons, such as; a headmate is handling a subject that another is sensitive to, a headmate leaving front because theyâre not doing well and needing reminders in case they forget and try to front again, someone else needing to hold front, etc.
they basically just act as a warning, not everyone has one yet but those who do are as follows;
Vesper - // Daddy Issues \\
Nikki - // Nothingâs new \\
and I think some1 else has one but I canât remember who (-Nikki)
(Edit from Ves):
Luka - // The Ballad of Jane Doe \\
ALSO GOD WE LOVE SIMPLY PLURAL!!!!
PERFECTLY MADE, IT FITS BASICALLY ALL OUR NEEDS
WEVE EVEN OVERHAULED OUR CUSTOM STATUS SECTION TO WORK AS A SYMPTOM TRACKER!!!
Not super active because plural communities intimidate me (the host, Jay) but trying to be more open so I donât suppress things Again. No clue how my system formed, but Iâm definitely endo supportive.
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