i don’t know why but sometimes certain thinspo really resonates with me and motivates me. this is one of those...
ugh, to be her.... girl, i would not know how to ACT!
Transformation Tuesday!
May 2014 - December 2014
183.6 lbs - 152.2 lbs
I hope you guys don’t find this too inappropriate to post, but I thought I’d recreate one of my progress pictures that I had taken at my heaviest weight. I am standing in the same pose and wearing the same undies.
I love how I am feeling in my body lately and I cannot wait to continue getting better, faster, and stronger!
This audio is too realistic
reblog or the gods of glo up will not bless you
as someone who spent time in a mental institution because of an eating disorder and lived with girls with similar problems - body hair fucking MULTIPLIES when you lose weight it’s annoying af - please for the love of God at least take vitamins if you’re restricting your food intake - victoria’s secret models talk about how they eat five meals a day and it’s fucking BULLSHIT i ate five times a day but you know what i considered a meal? four whole wheat cookies that’s dinner, soup w 10 pieces of penne that’s breakfast. your brain doesn’t work like it’s supposed to with this disease it starts to rationalize things that are very very scary - you don’t even notice yourself lose weight when you pass 100 lbs - your stomach shrinks to the point where three spoonfuls of rice make it feel full and for the first few weeks of recovery you’re just stuffing down food until it hurts and it feels heavy and that’s normal but it absolutely gets better - your body needs carbs to survive - your brain doesn’t work like it’s supposed to your concentration turns to shit and you feel like you’re walking around in a thick fog - everything is mentally and physically exhausting - a banana is not a meal, it’s barely a snack
oh the things i’d do to look like this 😩
Body check :) eh, I wish my arms were smaller.
2 cups of water
3 tablespoons of chicken flavoring (30cals)
Lemon pepper (to taste 0cals)
Garlic powder (to taste 0cals)
1 tablespoon low sodium soy sauce (10 cals)
1 tablespoon Siracha (15cals) *Optional if you don’t like spicy stuff*
4 or 5 little leaves of cilantro just cause I like the way it tastes so also optional
✔55cals total
I made this randomly on the spot today and it was honestly good and I didn’t even finish it all and if you wanna make it hearty add some chicken n veggies or keep it all veggie up to you~♡☆♡☆