The First Rule Of Writing Is That There Are No Rules. The Second Rule Is To Save Your Work Every 5 Minutes

Being ace in fandoms is so awkward sometimes because yeah the allos like the irredeemably evil villain who has murdered countless innocent people and experiments on children because he's conventionally attractive, what's my excuse? I like this guy for his personality. His personality is a burning truck of chemicals without a driver rolling at 220 km/h down the hill towards the daycare.

Paras asia kun lukee kirjaa: Ei mainoksia. Ei yhtäkään. Vaan kirja johon voi kadota maailmasta muutamaks tunniks.

Muummoassa tän takia kirjat ei toivottavasti oo katoomassa mihinkään.

Best thing about reading books: No ads. None. Only a book you can disappear into for a few hours leaving the world behind.

This among other things is why books hopefully aren't going anywhere.

Kirjottamisen kahdeksan vaihetta:

- tää on mahtavaa

- tää on vähän vähemmän mahtavaa

- tää on paskaa

- olen paskaa

- ei jumalauta voi vittu mitä helvettiä teen

- hetkonen tää ei välttämättä ookaan niin kauheeta itse asiassa

- miten vitussa tää toimii

- tää on mahtavaa

The eight stages of writing :

- this is awesome

- this is slightly less awesome

- this is shit

- I’m shit

-oh god oh fuck what the hell am I doing

-wait this might not be that bad actually

- How the fuck is this working

-This is awesome

HOW DO PEOPLE WRITE CONSISTENTLY. HOW. I SPENT 3 HOURS STARING AT A SINGLE SENTENCE YESTERDAY. meanwhile someone out there has written a trilogy this year and i am one (1) typo away from fighting god. send help.

screaming, crying, throwing up, as I force myself to write a story i'm very passionate about and love writing and have no obligation to write except that i want to

Me: I am going to stick to just one story idea. No more changing. No more abandoning half baked ideas. No more distractions. I will be focused. I will finish a project.

New idea:

Yes, I am writing a deeply vulnerable exploration of the psyche and the human condition.

Yes, I am writing about blorbo getting railed nasty style.

They are the same work. This is not a contradiction.

Daydreaming about my book:

Writing my book:

POV: you try rereading your work with a clear and non-judgemental mindset and end up discovering that you can't remember what tf u wrote cause HOW does this trash that I've been bleeding on digital paper for the past two years and have been thinking of scrapping recently actually make sense now unlike what I thought?