Who Is Brave Enough To Disobey The Law? Not Me, I Obey The Law.

Define True Love.... The meaning of true love can be found  in many books nowadays. True  love is not defined  the same way it was in the 1970s, or the 1950s.

Busy GrandMother

I had no choice but, to turn down a show if it was National television I would have excepted it. I am finally getting back on track slowly I wish that things could be different however, when I honestly think about it I am pretty blessed. My reality is not like the next person though in life one way or another we all have issues. My grandsons are growing. Publishing my book currently I know it will come out amazing. I have no knew topics to talk about because, I really do not like telling people what I study which someday people will find out. I am also writing new lyrics for an album after I finish publishing my book I will work on. So like that is my next goal to have a Full 12 track album out by September 2018. I will post while I am in the studio. I wanted to say hello everybody hang in there. It is just apart of life when we all sometimes get to a bumpy road because, of who we let in. So do not worry keep yourself occupied all the time by new hobbies, make up stories let your creativity explore. Well everybody have a wonderful day.

Worst Year 2017

Besides my first grandson battling Cancer at the age of two years old. I am forced to watch the man I am in love with love another woman in my face. I apologize for not being online I keep myself extremely busy so that I will not notice all the heart breaking events that is happening to me in my life. I started to hold on to Anderson Cooper because he is so understanding about my love life. And he is always there but since Trump been around I just do not want nobody to dislike Anderson because a black woman is in love with him. However, when I noticed Keanu he reminds me so much of you know so instead I just keep myself busy good things do not last forever and at least I will not have to die with my husband because I will never get married because people are to busy ruining my love life.

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Relationship

I was with my boyfriend the other night, and some bitch called him at 1:49 in the morning. And he said to me now do you think that you are the only woman in my life? I was so damn heart broken. Here I am faithful ain’t talked with no other man in 6 years only him, and some bitch called him in the middle of the night while I am in bed, bitch talking about somebody Robbed her. I was like so fucking what you ain’t no fuckin cop. Call the police shit. So for the past few weeks he been tripping about me texting him. And, I been kind of ill so I went to the Doctor today. I tested Positive in a severe bladder infection, and the doctor said, Is he the only partner? I said yes. and so the Doctor had a look on his face like. You need to stop having sex with that guy. Because, who ever he cheated on me with is infected with something. I am embarrassed to talk about this but, I just had to share it. I changed my number I hope he do not come over. I known him for over 16 years but, I did not know that he is a whore.

Sea Lion

Beautiful Sea Lion.​

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People always reap what they sew

The best revenge is living well

Years ago, I worked at a large chain grocery store in the Southeast US, you can probably guess which one. I had a manager that just did not like me. For example my car broke down on my way to work on my birthday, and when I finally made it there she chewed me out in front of the store for coworkers and customers alike to spectate. She often pushed me to quit school and work full time because she was so certain I would fail, and she needed the shifts covered. Well Saturday before Easter(a busy day for them) I was back in my old city, now gainfully employed and quite happy. I stopped in that store to pick up a few things. It was so busy that she was relegated to bagging groceries.Perfect. I made my way to her line with a huge grin on my face. She recognized me. This particular chain makes baggers ask guests if they would like help taking their groceries to the car. She must have forgotten, so I specifically asked her for help. She would have been reprimanded for refusing, and thus obliged. She’s a big woman, the uniforms are conservative, the parking lot is huge, we are in South Florida and the employees can’t accept tips. I relished in walking her to my new car, a car that would have been far out of my reach on a grocery clerk’s salary. As she finished loading my groceries, she said “Come back and see us again!” and I said “Yeah, I guess you’ll still be here.”

Past-present-future

In my past I have experienced many awful things that has happened to me. For a decade I have dwelled on what people has done to me. After sometime I realize that nobody cared enough for me to be able to heal and go forward with my life.

In the past couple years I have drilled myself in a way that know one else could. I drilled and molded myself into the person I use to be that I somehow lost because, of all the trauma, pain, sorrow. It was like putting on a knew personality me having no choice. Why? Because, what woke me up is that I have only one life. I refused to let racism, rape, threats stop me from accomplishing my life’s goals and dreams. Not like anybody else would care.

Now, that I finally understood that concept that no matter how much I try to be the good person that I am people will be people. Talk bad behind your back, set you up, people do everything except be good to me. I have never experienced an actual friend even in Church. I have never met someone that is so polite caring compassionate like I am no matter how the opposite person is.

I finally understood that I am my own hero. Nobody cares about anything but themselves and what they can benefit off of me. They just sit around waiting watching how I live my life waiting to see if something great come my way just to disturb it. I wish they would teach there kids to never be like them when they get older.

Even though, going through the change I have learn so much. I learn so much that I want to hold a seminar to let others know. Yet, I think to myself, why would I do that? When nobody was never there for me?. They all just hurt me and why would I tell them things that would benefit them when I’m trying to get away from them?

My point is that I learned to not talk so much. Especially, if it is to benefit others in a positive way. It sounds cold and messed up. Just imagine people being like that towards you ever since twelve and going on fourty and it still happening. It’s not so cold then. I call it being wise.

Values Of Life Pt. 2

Values Of Life Pt. 2

     Good  Morning,  to all  in  the World  that  prays   to  God  with  a  humble  heart  for  better  days.  When  this  world  began  our  first  parents  Adam  and  Eve  disobeyed  God  by  eating  the  forbidden  fruit  from  the  tree  in  the  middle  of  the  garden.  Instead  of  Man kind  inheriting   the  most  beautiful  gift  which  is  everlasting  Life  to  live  forever  we …

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