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Salton Sea, California, US by Phillip Jun
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A Hot Day Today was a hot day it was 101% I felt lonely then again I felt disappointed about a lot of things.
In my past I have experienced many awful things that has happened to me. For a decade I have dwelled on what people has done to me. After sometime I realize that nobody cared enough for me to be able to heal and go forward with my life.
In the past couple years I have drilled myself in a way that know one else could. I drilled and molded myself into the person I use to be that I somehow lost because, of all the trauma, pain, sorrow. It was like putting on a knew personality me having no choice. Why? Because, what woke me up is that I have only one life. I refused to let racism, rape, threats stop me from accomplishing my life’s goals and dreams. Not like anybody else would care.
Now, that I finally understood that concept that no matter how much I try to be the good person that I am people will be people. Talk bad behind your back, set you up, people do everything except be good to me. I have never experienced an actual friend even in Church. I have never met someone that is so polite caring compassionate like I am no matter how the opposite person is.
I finally understood that I am my own hero. Nobody cares about anything but themselves and what they can benefit off of me. They just sit around waiting watching how I live my life waiting to see if something great come my way just to disturb it. I wish they would teach there kids to never be like them when they get older.
Even though, going through the change I have learn so much. I learn so much that I want to hold a seminar to let others know. Yet, I think to myself, why would I do that? When nobody was never there for me?. They all just hurt me and why would I tell them things that would benefit them when I’m trying to get away from them?
My point is that I learned to not talk so much. Especially, if it is to benefit others in a positive way. It sounds cold and messed up. Just imagine people being like that towards you ever since twelve and going on fourty and it still happening. It’s not so cold then. I call it being wise.
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