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In my past I have experienced many awful things that has happened to me. For a decade I have dwelled on what people has done to me. After sometime I realize that nobody cared enough for me to be able to heal and go forward with my life.

In the past couple years I have drilled myself in a way that know one else could. I drilled and molded myself into the person I use to be that I somehow lost because, of all the trauma, pain, sorrow. It was like putting on a knew personality me having no choice. Why? Because, what woke me up is that I have only one life. I refused to let racism, rape, threats stop me from accomplishing my life’s goals and dreams. Not like anybody else would care.

Now, that I finally understood that concept that no matter how much I try to be the good person that I am people will be people. Talk bad behind your back, set you up, people do everything except be good to me. I have never experienced an actual friend even in Church. I have never met someone that is so polite caring compassionate like I am no matter how the opposite person is.

I finally understood that I am my own hero. Nobody cares about anything but themselves and what they can benefit off of me. They just sit around waiting watching how I live my life waiting to see if something great come my way just to disturb it. I wish they would teach there kids to never be like them when they get older.

Even though, going through the change I have learn so much. I learn so much that I want to hold a seminar to let others know. Yet, I think to myself, why would I do that? When nobody was never there for me?. They all just hurt me and why would I tell them things that would benefit them when I’m trying to get away from them?

My point is that I learned to not talk so much. Especially, if it is to benefit others in a positive way. It sounds cold and messed up. Just imagine people being like that towards you ever since twelve and going on fourty and it still happening. It’s not so cold then. I call it being wise.

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Such a weird and chilling story what if mankind made a time machine that can go back into the past on the day that Adam and Eve sin against God what if we could interfere and tell them NO don’t do it because all of mankind will be doomed. Many people do not understand why we go old and die in the garden of eden God said that they could eat from any tree but not the tree in the middle Eve was tricked by a talking snake it told her she positively will not die that she will become like god knowing good and bad. That is why we grow old and die. Because of the FIRST humans on earth which is the father and mother of mankind they gave us an inheritance which is growing old and dying. Which the wages of sin is death that is why god sent his son Jesus Christ because only a perfect soul could cover that sin of disobedience that was the sin disobedience. After the government do what they do mankind will be tested again but the world will not get as bad as it is today.

In The Next Life We All Will Be Opposite Nationality.

  A  group  of  friends  went  on a  hiking  trip  deep  in  the  woods  at  a  Recreation  Park. 

Coastal Climate-- defined

Coastal Climate– defined

The  Climate  area  in  the  Coastal  plain  are  mild,  with  hot  Summer’s  and  Cool  winter’s  with  few  hard  freezes.  Precipitation  is  high  mostly  along  the  Coast  and  seasonal.

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My Life Story

I guess nobody wanted to here about my life story so I took it down however, I will be doing the reading over again soon. LIVE in person on my YouTube channel.

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Roxie

Carnations, is the most beautiful flower to me. When I look at a Carnation flower I see myself standing in a field of Carnations wearing a beautiful dress. Holding my hands up , and out towards the heavens. I do not feel free yet, I feel a longing of something I know in my life time I will never see, feel, nor experience. I dwell about if I will have a more loving life in the next, if their is a next, which I highly doubt. Carnations, is a symbol of peace, free spirit, true love, and silence.

Carnations, is the most beautiful flower to me. When I look at a Carnation flower, I reach out to touch the beautiful flower. I like the way it feel so smooth, faithful, so honest, and true. I feel out of all a Carnation out of all unnecessary objects is such an important flower. Not because, Carnations is my birth flower. Because, it my symbol of true love, peace, free spirit, and silence.

The 24 Climate Zones part 2

The 24 Climate Zones part 2

Living  in  States  that  has  harsh  Winter’s  is  difficult  to  plant  a  Tree’s  and,  grow  them  because,  of  the  32 degree’s  and  below  Winter  night’s.  Most  plant’s  will  either  be  damaged  and  eventually  wither  away.

Zone 7- Oregon’s  Rogue  Valley  and, California’s  digger  Pine  Belt.  Because,  of  the  influence  of  latitude    this  climate  of  similar …

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The 24 Climate Zones part 3

The 24 Climate Zones part 3

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