LMAO I Have Two Goldfish, One Of Which I Got At A Fair 3 Or 4 Years Ago- They’re Big As All Fuck And

Oh my god this is my time to shine

It was January 30th 2020, my mom’s birthday.

I was in fifth grade, and it was the day of the puberty video

I, being a biological female, was obviously watching the female one. And I got scared and started crying.

What was I scared of? The 3D model with boobs. I didn’t even make it to the part about periods before my dad came and picked me up.

I should have realized I was trans then.

I remember during puberty talk in 6th grade they handed out permission slips for parents to sign if they didn’t want their kids getting sex ed and like five students ended up having to wait in the library while the rest of us learned about puberty and health stuff.

Afterwards during lunch recess almost everyone in class spent our time telling those five kids what we learned and showing them our handouts.

Don’t mind me, I’m just simping

a redraw of an almost yr old piece of beast au albatross (design by me, au owned by me and some friends!!)

Real

I never know when a new BSD chapter's coming out btw, I just open Tumblr and find my mutuals and the entire Bungou Stray Dogs tag screaming.

Ahem...if your up for another free date...I'm willing to once again pay for you and chuuya to go on a date.....

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@chuyankhr @chuyankhr @chuyankhr

I WANT CRAB!!!!!! hear me out.

GORGEOUS

Long time no post hi

Can we talk about how *safe* Atsushi and Akutagawa feel with each other

How much they're connected to each other is actually insane

They have innate trust with each other (Akutagawa even gave his coat to Atsushi), and they're comfortable with each other, it's wonderful

I think the best depiction of canon "domestic sskk" per se, is in beast

The direct passage from the beast light novel is:

"They continued to shoot the breeze for the next few minutes or so. Both boys shared small yet profound experiences that their colleagues would never be able to understand or even empathize with. The two of them could just be kids, something they seldom did around others.

'This is the first time I've ever been able to talk to someone like this,' the white-haired boy said with a chuckle."

They can relate to each other so strongly, they're opposites yet they feel intertwined. God they have such a well written and like at this point really romantic relationship

I really like how beast can show us a new perspective on sskk (among other things in the Bsd universe), comparing their first meeting in the main series to their first meeting in beast is kinda crazy. When Akutagawa nor Atsushi has the prior information of who they work for, they can get along. In a world with no abilities, no Mafia, no detective agency, they would know each other so well

Also, I'm sure Akutagawa has smiled more than twice in the series, but both most memorable times he's smiled they were both directed at Atsushi (one smile was the one he gave Atsushi while he told him to run before dying, second smile was in beast, shown in the picture above)

It's like Atsushi brings out the best of him, and vice versa. They're just so *perfect* for each other 😭

I will always love their parallels and similarities, their relationship balance is a perfect representation of the yin and yang

Atsushi knows he can't bear to live without Akutagawa. Akutagawa knows that Atsushi is the only person he's ever met who really, truly understands him. And no matter how much they're in denial about how they're a lot more than just "rivals", they still scream each other's names when one of them gets hurt, because they both *care*

Akutagawa is definitely going to go feral in the next chapter or so oml

You’re delusional

ultra rare live footage of you a year ago in your shipping container at 4:36 am precisely

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this is scarily accurate. except for the drawing being weirdly romantic.

we are not romantic. i draw him to MOCK him because he's TINY AND STUPID

Am I getting a good grade in tumblr mutual?

NAH THE VAMPIRES MAKES ME CACKLE-

Crack Concept: Atsushi doesn’t believe he’s the tiger.

His ability is completely nullified by Dazai’s ability during the full moon so there’s no proof of it afterwards.

And Atsushi straight up doesn’t believe Dazai when he explains what happened. Just stares at Dazai and asks if he hit his head when he jumped in the river.

Atsushi’s just in full denial about him ever being the tiger.

He is still employed by the Agency because of tou kniw clearly the tigers still out there and hunting you. And he’d be better protected with them.

Atsushi does feel bad about taking a job in an organisation that primarily employs ability users. But it’s not like he can be picky right now.

The Agency still try to convince him he’s the tiger to no avail. It’s really frustrating and Atsushi gets closer to Ranpo because he’s the only one who doesn’t try to convince him of such things.

He wonders if Ranpo pretends he has an ability just to keep them all at bay and sympathises with the guy.

No wonder he’s like this.

Akutagawa is the next person to get completely and utterly frustrated by his lack of acknowledgement about his ability.

Atsushi’s starting to seriously wonder if people know what a tiger looks like. Maybe he should start carrying around a picture?

It doesn’t help that the only times Atsushi’s able to use his ability are during intense moments where it’s basically life or death. And when he does it’s a full transformation.

Where he can’t recall a thing that happens during it.

There’s definitely some kind of mental block, something keeping him from accepting the truth and keeping it from him.

Perhaps it’s the tiger itself…and probably also trauma.

But for now Atsushi is non the wiser and thinks everyone around him is mildly insane.

“You are the weretiger! You insufferable idiot!”

“Weretiger? What are you 5? Next you’re gonna say vampires are walking among us.”

Saw this post which was extra funny to me because I literally just had an RP that went almost exactly like this a week ago except it wasn't Fukuzawa and Kunikida... so I got inspired lmfao.

Not super polished but it was nice to just draw rough and loose without fussing over quality.

Bonus: