Hate Hugs, Love Cuddles... Crave Affection But Wanna Throw Up At Any Compliments. What Is My Life 😭

This.

Someone on Pinterest requested a Dan version so here it is🫶

I feel like pads were designed by people who have never seen a vagina, let alone had a period

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S w i r l y

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I grew up being told to hug family I didn't want to and was low-key treated like a doll to be dressed up/act however they wanted. No input from lil ol me.

I love cuddling but get overwhelmed really easily, so it's easier to just say I don't like being touched; but that's not true! I just don't want to push someone away and hurt their feelings so I just say I don't like it. I feel intrinsically guilty at expressing boundaries, but also know that they are important and have improved on doing it anyway. Physical affection and compliments are incredibly hard for me to accept and I get nauseated whenever being told positive things. It was always a manipulative tactic (and some people in my life are still like that). Now I have a very strict touching boundary. I'm proud I can do that for myself, but I do wish I could just cuddle on the couch with someone in a platonic way, and then get away from them without it being a big deal. I'm sensitive to smell, touch, lights, and sound like a LOT. So many people have gotten butthurt about me not liking their perfume or being uncomfortable when they get in my bubble. I give good eye contact, but responding to things is tough for me. I give a lot of thumbs up like 🙂👍 and some people think it's a disrespect thing. It ain't, I swear! If I don't know how to respond, I have no issue saying that! Like "I don't know how you want me to respond" or "Very nice".

It gets tiring constantly having to justify myself to myself, let alone to other people. Like yes, I don't wanna handshake, high-five, or hug. No, I actually don't know how to keep conversing with you or respond to your joke, I'm sorry. Especially since I work with customers all day, I get a lot of backward moments bc I can't always get the tone when someone is actually upset or joking, so I do a lot of head tilts or "very nice" and "no problem" And some people do NOT like that at all, others get embarrassed on my behalf. Doesn't help that I wear a mask, but I mask less when I'm wearing it (ironic I know)

Anyway, I'm good 😂

Don't think you can hide the existential crisis from me, I'm gonna find it

That's a promise

When I made a friend at work I was literally like:

and I regret nothing 😂

My body craves the stars while my bones crave the earth; my mind is torn between the interstitial and I just wanna ✨ v i b e ✨

The ace to bi to pan pipeline needs to be studied.

"Oh I don't really like anyone, so I guess I'm ace"

"Well, I like girls and boys romantically so I guess I'm bi?"

"I was wrong, everybody's hot 😭"

This is my new fav Spencer look, I feel it in my soul 😂 And Shane's there too

From smosh games called "do the dare or push the button" at 17:21 (linked)

Something about their lack of rizz amuses and entices me