I'm Looking At My Phone Again Wondering

I'm looking at my phone again wondering

should i take the risk and tell you all this ?

should i keep inside and let this eat me alive ?

I'm so mad at my heart

Cause lately he don't seems to be mine

And I'm so mad at myself

For not being able to do anything else

I'm looking at my phone again wondering

Is enough for me to keep things like this ?

I can't not having you in my life

so i think it is

I can't not talking to you all night

So i think that's it

I know

both ways i lose

both ways is hell

I wish I was brave enough to tell

I don't wanna be just friends with you

but there's too much to be afraid of

and I'm too coward to take the risk

and I'm too coward to tell you this

so I guess you will be my forever what if

– akkaiito