Like And Reblog To Push The Button

“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

Please don't report my account, this is all I have left as a safe space. I don't want to trigger anyone but this is my only safe space. If you're triggered by my content please just block me.

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please reblog to let your mutuals and followers know you love them even when they can’t love themselves

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for anyone considering joining an0blr

i remember coming on here and reading those “get out whilst you still can” posts. i thought to myself “oh me? i’m just doing research. i just want to see what it’s about. i dont restrict that much. im not stick thin. im not /that bad/. i can control myself and leave whenever i want!” it’s been 4 years since i had that thought. im still here. that’s the funny thing with this ana thing. you think you’re different. you think you’re the one in control. you think “oh i’ve only been doing it for a few days/weeks/months”, “oh i’m only restricting a little”, “oh i eat over 1200kcal”, “oh i dont puke or exercise all that much”. you think because of all these things, that you’re different. but we are humans too. we are just like you. we all started out curious, just like you. and now we are in so deep, we can’t get out. we keep coming back to this site. we have friends here. we keep looking for our inspirati0n. so /please/, when we say “get out whilst you still can”, we don’t say it to make this some type of invite-only group. we don’t make it to exaggerate. you need medical help. we all do. you’re never “not far enough” to receive that and stay away from these things. this site will trigger you. and we are all here, having been on your side and now on ours, and we are screaming at you that it’s not as easy as you think. we were all once you.  please get away from here and any other sites like this whilst you still can. please seek medical help now. this place is where people die. please don’t let yourself be dragged in. im begging you, dont let yourself go through this like we have. leave whilst you can.

idk if those “spells” work but………. somehow it’s working, is it a placebo? anyways 10 lbs weight loss spell!

like to charge

reblog to release

for everyone who has to lose 20+lbs

youre going to be hungry a lot. but itll only be for a while

you don’t have to feel like this forever. even if you binge when you get there a few times and have to lose 2lb or 3lb, if youre careful you’ll never have to lose this much weight ever again. you can do it.

An apology

I'm sorry if I help fuel your ed

I'm sorry if this account is one of the reasons you have an ed

In sorry if you looked on my page out of curiosity then stumbled down the tabitha hole

I'm sorry if my page influenced your ed in anyway

But let me say something

It might be too late for those people but please I'm BEGGING you if you don't have an ed and are at the "curiosity" stage let me tell you the saying "Curiousity Killed the Cat" has never rang more true, so LEAVE. I'm not asking you nicely I'm telling you FUCKING LEAVE.

I don't care if I seem rude to you, get the fuck off tumblr RIGHT NOW. I ignored these when I saw them and I regret it this disorder is one of the WORST things that happened to me, you know anorexia is the most deadly mental illness ? If you don't recover you will DIE.

I want to scream through my phone, I am so fucking angry, I don't want to influence any eating disorders !!!

As the sister of a recovered anorexic being their family member is horrible, seeing someone slowly deteriorate, hearing the fights escalate, not knowing when you would see them for the last time, wondering why they won't eat this. When I was 8, my parents FORBADE ME FROM WAKING MY BIG SISTER UP IN FEAR I WOULD SEE HER DEAD BODY. DO YOU UNDERSTAND ?! THEY THOUGHT A CHILD, A BABY, WOULD SEE THE PERSON SHE LOOKS UP TO DEAD.

THIS ILLNESS IS NO JOKE, NOT A SKINNY DISNEY FAST PASS, NOT A CUTE QUIRK, IT'S DEADLY.

And as an anorexic let me tell you, it's even worse. You will cry in front of the mirror, pinch your "fat" until it's red, shower in the dark, the scale will be your best friend and worse enemy, you will hate yourself so much more, you will MISS FOOD, you will miss being able to eat fries or pizza or spring rolls or crisps or potatoes, you may be thinking "I'll still let myself eat them from time to time" NO YOU WON'T, you will probably have a breakdown when you have them on your plate, you might purge, you might starve for the next day or more. Your personality will dissolve, you will be constantly angry and irritable.

Oh and also, if you have siblings or cousins I would like to inform you that people are more likely to have an ed if a family member had one and I KNOW you care about your family. (I am not accusing any one of purposefully influencing family members it's just for information)

If you have an already existing ed you can stay, if not then get the FUCK OFF MY PAGE YOU BEAUTIFUL PERFECT HUMAN BEING AND GO HAVE A SNACK. This illness is not beautiful and aesthetic, it's torture.

Like I said my body is against me currently and for some reason I ate terribly today

Today's Log: Blueberry Jam

Peanut butter

2 GF blueberry waffles

Peppermint mocha Kcup

Almond milk

SF peppermint mocha syrup

Plain potato chips

Slice of Goudah

Light Greek yogurt

French onion dip powder

Liquid IV acai berry flavor

SF berry gum

6 GF thinmints (serving is 4)

Stuffing casserole

The person I reblogged this from deserves to be happy.

remember to drink lots of water, because your insides are a swampy bog and a water shortage would affect the local frog population