his voice in this clip hellooo!!! heyheyhey!!!🧎♀️🧎♀️
source: atp youtube channel
Jannik Sinner x Reader
You and Jannik had a brief, intense off-season romance. It was never officially labeled, just two people gravitating toward each other in quiet moments, shared coffees, late-night hotel calls, and accidental hand touches. He told you goodbye at 4 a.m. before flying out for the season, right when you were just beginning to fall. Now, he's in New York. You're in London. The time difference stretches like a chasm, and you never realized how much he took with him until you turned around and he wasn’t there anymore.
a/n: hey guys! another fic because i got an idea when i listened to taylor. i might do alot of these, just writing fics when i listen to songs. anyway, hope u like this! here's a fic based on the song come back be here, it is sad so buckle up.
You said it in a simple way.
4:00 a.m. the second day.
How strange that I don't know you at all.
You remember the time exactly. 4:08 a.m.
The soft shuffle of his suitcase wheels against the hotel carpet. The muted zip of his jacket. The dim yellow glow of the hallway light spilling into the room as he stood by the door.
He looked at you with that same calm expression he always wore after matches: neutral, unreadable, but somehow still gentle.
“I’ll text when I land,” he said.
You nodded from the edge of the bed, legs crossed, sweatshirt drowning your frame. You wanted to say something meaningful, something about how those last few weeks had meant more to you than you’d admitted aloud. But your throat was tight, and you didn’t trust your voice.
So you smiled and nodded.
And said, “Don’t forget to stretch on the plane.”
He laughed softly. Then came over. Pressed a kiss to your forehead. One last kiss. And then he was gone.
You didn’t realize it would ache like this.
Stumbled through the long goodbye. Right when I was just about to fall.
You’d told yourself it was just a thing.
Two athletes in the same city for a few weeks. Two people who liked the same quiet cafes. Who stayed up too late watching old match footage on hotel TVs. Who held hands under tables but never talked about what it meant.
You didn’t realize how hard you’d fallen, until the moment he left.
Now, everything you do feels heavy with the absence of him. The mornings feel emptier. The coffee doesn’t taste the same. The Spotify playlist you made together? You can’t even open it. Not yet.
Not when he’s posting selfies in New York.
Not when he’s half a world away and looking fine, golden, laughing, thriving.
While you’re in London, breaking.
And this is when the feeling sinks in. I don't wanna miss you like this. Come back… be here.
You miss him at the oddest moments.
On the walk back from the gym, when your headphones shuffle to a song he showed you.
In the grocery store, when you pass the same flavor of energy bar he always grabbed.
At 2 a.m., when your apartment is quiet and you’re tired of pretending you didn’t care.
You do care.
You miss him like something vital, like oxygen.
And it hurts, because you never told him. And you should've told him to stay, you should've pulled him back to the hotel bed and begged for him to stay.
The delicate beginning rush. The feeling you can know so much Without knowing anything at all.
You knew how he took his espresso; no sugar, a little foam.
You knew the exact breath he took before his serve.
You knew he hated flying and always triple-checked his passport.
But you didn’t know his middle name.
Or who he called after winning a big match.
Or whether he wanted you to ask him to stay.
You knew enough to miss him. And not enough to hold onto him.
If I had known what I know now… I never would've played so nonchalant.
You’d told yourself to stay cool. Not to get attached.
You didn’t want to be the girl who caught feelings first.
But now, you wish you’d said something. Anything.
You wish you’d kissed him harder.
You wish you’d whispered “Don’t go.”
You wish you'd done something to make him stay.
Taxi cabs and busy streets, That never bring you back to me.
It’s been three weeks.
You’re in London. He’s in New York. Then Miami. Then somewhere in between.
You see clips of him doing press, hear the way fans chant his name.
You wonder if he ever scrolls back through your texts. If he watches that video of you two at the charity gala, the one where you’re laughing, leaning into him, like there’s no world outside the frame.
You wonder if he’s still wearing the bracelet you left behind. The navy one. The one he called your lucky charm.
You wonder if he thinks of you at all. You wonder if he misses you like you miss him, in the most grueling way.
This is falling in love in the cruelest way. This is falling for you when you are worlds away.
You go about your life. You train. You stretch. You smile for cameras.
But at night, it’s different. At night, you stop pretending.
You stare at your ceiling and whisper his name like a secret, like a prayer, like an oath.
You’re not sure why you do it.
You open your phone. Scroll up to your last message with a frown, a meme you sent him the night before he left. He replied with a laughing emoji and a "you’re ridiculous."
You type.
“New York doesn’t suit you.”
You pause. Your thumb hovers just above the send button.
Then, a second message:
“Come back.”
You hit send.
You turn off your phone.
You sleep.
And you dream of him standing in that hallway again. Except this time, he doesn’t leave.
And when it happens, you're ready to make him stay.
holy shit midas touch
Posting photos of jannik daily till may 5th (day 58)
STOP I CANT HANDKE ANOTEHR TIEBREAK
only jannik sinner could’ve made me sit for 5 and a half hours in front of tv looking at a ball going back and forth
gorgeousss
I've already said that my number one piece of writing advice is to read.
But my number two piece of advice is this: be deliberate.
Honestly this would fix so many pieces of bad writing advice. Don't forbid people from doing something, tell them to be conscious and deliberate about it. This could help stop people from falling into common mistakes without limiting their creativity. Black and white imperatives may stop a few annoying beginner habits, but ultimately they will restrict artistic expression.
Instead of "don't use epithets": "Know the effect epithets have and be deliberate about using them." Because yes, beginners often misuse them, but they can be useful when a character's name isn't known or when you want to reduce them to a particular trait they have.
Instead of "don't use 'said'" or "just use 'said'": "Be deliberate about your use of dialogue tags." Because sometimes you'll want "said" which fades into the background nicely, but sometimes you will need a more descriptive alternative to convey what a character is doing.
Instead of "don't use passive voice": "Be deliberate about when you use passive voice." Because using it when it's not needed can detract from your writing, but sometimes it can be useful to change the emphasis of a sentence or to portray a particular state of mind.
Instead of blindly following or ignorantly neglecting the rules of writing, familiarize yourself with them and their consequences so you can choose when and if breaking them would serve what you're trying to get across.
Your writing is yours. Take control of it.
It probably sounds like I'm preaching to the choir here because most of my mutuals are already great writers. But I'm hoping this will make it to the right people.
JANNIK PLEASE
I CANT POST FICS i forgot to pack my laptop 😢
whatever man…..congrats carlos that was impressive……
STOPPPPPPP THIS IS SENDING ME
we're dying and he's aura farming i hate his ass