i think there will always be a part of you in whatever art i create. your essence will be in every poem i scribble on the last few pages of my notebook, on every page i type out on a word document and with every few strokes of paint that i line onto a canvas.
i will carry you with me forever, immortalising you in artwork, because isn't that what love really is? art.
if we were lovers i would write you the sweetest had written notes, my tender words written in cursive with my favorite pen, you feel my longing and endearment through the ink on the paper, essential oils and perfume on the paper so you remember my scent, a tea bag from my favorite tea, some pressed flowers on the inside on the envelope, the envelope sealed with a kiss before being shipped off to you, my darling
βSweet mother, I cannot weave β
slender Aphrodite has overcome me
with longing for a girl.β
-Sappho
i like art, and by art i mean music, poetry, sex, paintings, the human body, literature. all of this is art to me
thinking about how very cool and nice it would be to hold a girlβs hand right now
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βheatherβ by conan gray but itβs raining outside your bedroom. (headphones recommended) (youtube)
i don't consume gay media the gay media consumes me
my favorite part of loving someone is feeling the butterflies in my stomach dissolve. the anxiety and uncertainty eventually subsides and that person just feels like home
Can we just take a moment to appreciate that Conan Gray is really out here writing music about having good friends and a painful yet mostly made up romantic lifeΒ βcause there is nothing more valid.Β
when emily dickinson saidΒ βtoday is far from childhoodβ and when lorde said βit feels so scary getting oldβ and when taylor swift said βhow long will it be cute, all this crying in my room? when you canβt blame it on my youthβ and when phoebe bridgers saidΒ βand i woke up in my childhood bed wishing i was someone else, feeling sorry for myselfβ and when mitski saidΒ βto think that we could stay the sameβ andΒ βmom, am i still young? can i dream for a few months more?β and when-Β