I Paint Flowers So They Will Not Die.

I don’t know what business I thought I had listening to doddleoddle at 2:36 in the morning but honestly? F u c k  my emotions and f u c k  my need to cry over how much I miss you. Im gonna to go take a nap I refuse to write you another letter I know I’ll never send right now. 

Passed down like folk songs

our love lasts so long

<3

“Sweet mother, I cannot weave –

slender Aphrodite has overcome me

with longing for a girl.”

-Sappho

#making myself cry again today (╥﹏╥)

#kim seokjin#bts#BTS#jin#spotify#stream #epiphany

brushing hands with them while we walk is so painful. the urge to hold their hand and pull them closer is downright overwhelming

when emily dickinson said “today is far from childhood” and when lorde said “it feels so scary getting old” and when taylor swift said “how long will it be cute, all this crying in my room? when you can’t blame it on my youth” and when phoebe bridgers said “and i woke up in my childhood bed wishing i was someone else, feeling sorry for myself” and when mitski said “to think that we could stay the same” and “mom, am i still young? can i dream for a few months more?” and when- 

when ben platt said

“i want your friends to be my friends

i’ll make you breakfast in your bed

i want it all with you

and if I'm coming on too strong

it's 'cause i've waited far too long

for someone just like you”

i felt that in the most sapphic way possible.

—H.G. Wells, The Time Machine

ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ

mutuals im petting you like a cat rn

Sue Zhao