The Fanon Perception Of Jayvik Is Always So Soft And Caring

Things I've written thinking about Caitlyn Kiramman:

"A reputation is living for others in the effort of embracing yourself. Losing ideals that aren't meant to be shared and the youth that would have allowed you to thrive. A reputation locks their views into what they want to perceive from your reality. A reputation keeps you alive in the eyes of society. And we all want to be remembered because a will to live can only come from the desperation of being someone deserving of love"

I am NOT constantly rewatching the sex scene (to think that Vi has gone YEARS without intimacy. She just keeps going in and in and in and taking and taking and taking in this scene because of how much she NEEDS it. And she DESERVES it!!! Vi leads and Caitlyn lets her, laying all the cards on the table and letting Vi just have whatever the hell she wants. Cait goes into for another kiss, but Vi wants to explore her neck. Cait wants to take a second to acknowledge her misdeed, Vi needs to keep kissing her. Cait wants to take care of Vi, Vi just wants to take. Vi is a lover at heart and life HATES that about her but Cait accentuates that in her!!!!!!)

okay maybe just once or twice

Devotion

"Eyes on me" in Heavy is the Crown is the best one so far

In almost every smutty CaitVi fanfic I've read, they develop a pavlovian response to a common phrase they use in daily life that got involved in sex as well, and I consider this to be a canonical perspective.

an adaptation of a scene from Vice and Crucible by sherwoodfox -- one of my very fav jayvik fics ToT give it a read! I made a 10 page comic just to shill for this fic, so trust my convictions. it's good I promise

CALLING OUT PEOPLE WITH A DIAGNOSIS—or "undiagnosed, but there's definitely something there"

Does your diagnosis define you? Is it a matter of personal choice?

Because I was having a discussion with my psychologist yesterday evening, and we couldn't reach a conclusion on that.

No right or wrong answers, I'm just curious about your experience/perspective:)

Please divorce my body from humanity when the cold surpasses the ink. When I die and my ideas with me, forgive yourself and dispose of what never belonged to us.

we don’t talk enough in the caitvi fandom about other king princess songs like, ahem, specifically - pussy is god?

like okay their first time? it’s fantastic obviously. don’t mess with those vibes.

after a few times though?

You're extra special, something else, Or maybe it's you, And I've been looking for something I want, And, baby, it's you

your pussy is God, and you know I think you're so cute when you get high, I've never been good at this nice shit, But I can try if you like it. It gets hard when you give a fuck, Get knocked down from some other love, But their best wasn't good enough, And you're number one to me

You know that it's God, baby, when you're around her, I've been praying for hours… She's God and I've found her, oh

sorry you can’t convince me this isn’t how Vi feels about Cait and her 🐱 when she’s down there

Your perspective no longer matches the reality. That's an old version of me. You don't know who I am anymore. Don't you dare come back and judge me when you were so desperate to fuck the girl but never the woman.