Why Am I Scrolling . What Am I Hoping To Find

what a beautiful horrible thing to feel so much

I wrote this two hours before a friendship ended

I missed the feeling of being drunk and dumb with my friends some stupid part of me thought that was left in my teenage years

Good mental health is a complete clown show, I have been super depressed for days on end it turns out I was just thirsty as hell and I'd only drunk coffee all week....

Remember to always be cringe and weird and off putting and odd and annoying and faggy

how it feels to know that all things are delicately interconnected

As someone who has lived under a government I didn't vote for that wrecked our economy and picked on the vulnerable I just wanted to say - change is slow, but it happens because of people who refuse to give up. Keep hope, stay informed, and remember it will get better.

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I'm legally required to make this

you really just have to say 'it is what it is' and move on. like. completely move on. focus on what's important but also just have a nice life. play with your pet, go outside with someone somewhere, see a movie in theaters or borrow/buy a book, sit in the sunlight, get a plant, get a recipe, wear a fragrance, dance, talk to ppl, do pilates/sports/walking/swimming/biking, go somewhere new, start a casual or compelling project, compliment a stranger genuinely, call someone, drive for a while. remember that you're here. you're important because you're alive and that's enough