don't fucking interrupt me when i'm reading my x reader fics it's rude
And I guess I'll just miss her
Even though she isn't even really gone
But things are just different
Ever since she cut her blue hair off
No thoughts head empty just Saeyoung
Just imagine Saeyoung holding you tightly in his arms as you both lay down together on his bed. He has this happy smile on his face as he left many but small kisses on many parts of your face. Words can't express how much he loves you, you gave him hope and so much more, you are really an angel and he wants to show you how much you mean to him.
An arm wrapped around you, his hand rubbing slow and small circles on your back gently while his other hand was holding your own. His fingers brushing gently over your knuckles where you could even feel his engagement ring. He just has this smile on his face as he gives you more kisses, he can't help it, you are just so cute!
He makes many jokes and talks to you about pranks he has done in the past while giggling softly, his smile widening after listening to you being happy and laughing, it makes him feel so happy and warm inside. You two laugh together pretty much every night as you both cuddle and it has always been so nice. Saeyoung can have many weird but funny and amazing ideas and he is gonna tell you about them If you wish to hear! You often wonder how he comes up with a lot of them, honestly.
Ran your hand through his hair and he will absolutely melt. Sometimes he tends to act like a cat and rub his head more on your hand just to see your beautiful and adorable smile. Playing with his hair makes him feel so relaxed since it feels so nice. If he could, he wished he could stay next to you there forever, just giving each other affection and laughing through everything.
If you want to, you can try rubbing his shoulders gently, it's another thing he loves and he will have this grin on his face as his eyes are gazing with so much love at yours. Even the smallest things you do for him make him love you more and more, like I said before, words can't explain how much he adores you! Just rubbing his shoulders in the right spots makes him melt onto you. He remembered back then where when he went to bed, he would be tense, his whole arm pretty much sore from working, but thanks to you, not anymore.
Saeyoung recently brought some star and other space related stickers that he put on the ceiling and some on the wall so every night, it would feel like you two are outside stargazing under the so so many stars out there. It feels quite nice falling asleep with these stickers surrounding you two. Just burying your face in his chest and him putting his chin on your head is enough to make him cling to you like a koala.
If you had any bad days, Saeyoung will do his best to make you smile once more and snuggle with you under the covers and if you are up for it, why not build a tent or something like a small castle and lay under it together? You two could watch your favorite movie or anything that brings you comfort. Don't forget his affection as well! He will hold you and whisper the sweetest words in your ear as he holds you close as he could, rubbing your back or shoulders gently like how you do it to him so you could relax your tense muscles.
Sometimes, Saeyoung loves to hide his face in your neck or your chest to listen to your heartbeat since it calms him down and it's a nice reminder that everything is okay now. Stroke or play with his hair or even massage his shoulders and he will melt and get sleepy slowly but he never goes to sleep without making sure that he has his arms wrapped around you and holding you as close as possible.
You have to convince him to let you go if you wanna escape his grip. He enjoys every second that he spends with you and he is so, so happy and grateful for everything.
Words can't express how much he loves you, he will do anything for you to be safe and happy. Feeling his engagement ring on his fingers is a great reminder that you both will be happy and laugh through everything together. He loves you so much.
could you please hc for looking realizing he in love and all those new emotions and silly things, you know just something that makes my heart bound
Loki and falling in love
He doesn’t think it’s love at first but rather just a friendship because that’s how far he lets his relationships be
Then he notices the changes, how his eyes follow you whenever you’re moving around in the same room
Your little touches when you pull him somewhere or just brush a strand of hair out of his face
They lingered more and he finds himself thinking about your soft skin touching his face and hands
His body heating up whenever you hug him or hold his hand in occasions
He then comes to the conclusion that it might just be lust and nothing but how wrong he was
His heart burned for you when you laughed and gave your full attention to others
The bounding of his heartbeat kept loud in his eardrums whenever he made you laugh or smile
The way he finds himself getting lost in your eyes when you speak
The hesitation in his Demeanor just because he scared he’ll melt if he held you close
He notices the tiniest details about you
How your teeth show when you laugh genuinely and you pout when you’re in a bad mood
How your eyes sparkle with wonder whenever he showed you one of his spells
your cute little dance when you get something you wanted for long
He finds himself smiling softly at you, at the most random times
Being close to you feels like a really warm blanket being warped around his body
His name out of your lips makes him feel like time stopped and started In slow motion
His cheeks and ears would turn a light pink and sometimes blueish whenever you complemented him
It takes a lot for Loki to fall in love but when he does.
It a hard fall that leaves a permanent mark in his heart
Your mark
perishable hours
tasm!peter x reader
summary: peter reminds you how important sleeping is. and then proceeds to keep you awake.
warnings: fluff, insomnia, half-asleep drabbles.
a/n: and in this i attempt to write fluff without writing fluff
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bound by a secret;
c: peter parker x gn!reader;
wc: 0.9k
an: i hate writing on my phone and bc i don't have my laptop rn, enjoy this rushed scenario that it's haunting me since nwh <3
ps: i imagined andrew garfield's spider-man, but you can imagine the one you like the most mwah
"Wait," Peter held your hand as you walked away from him, forcing you to stop in your tracks and stare at him curiously, your steps slowly approaching your boyfriend. "There is something I want to tell you."
his tone was serious, Peter's beautiful eyes running away from you, too scared, too anxious, too nervous to face you.
"Okay.."
your smile quickly faded from your face, your eyes attentively catching every move Peter made.
"its a secret."
your heart began to beat rapidly.
a secret.
you've known Peter forever, your childhoods crossing the streets of your neighborhood playing together and your adolescences gathering in libraries embellished by the tender exchanges of glances you couldn't disguise. years were spent side by side, conversations and games gaining great prominence in your lives, a whole storybook to be filled with the memories you shared.
as such, there were no secrets between you.
or so you thought.
"Okay..."
Peter took a deep breath and grabbed your other hand, trying to borrow a little of your own strength so he could have the courage to verbalize the various words that dazzled his mind.
calm and clearly; Peter just needed to be calm and clearly declaim the speech he had rehearsed so many times in front of the mirror. Peter just needed to be calm. Peter just needed to speak clearly.
"I am Peter Parker."
silence followed Peter's words as you stared at him, confused and somewhat amused.
"I am aware of that."
it was hard to talk without laughing after Peter's confession, your words sounding so fast and jumbled that they took Peter by surprise.
"What?" he looked at you and quickly noticed your smile that was beginning to form. his words replayed in his mind and brought him some lucidity, and embarrassment, making him even more nervous and letting the whole alphabet mix in his mind and run over itself every time he opened his mouth. "No. No! I mean, I am Peter Parker, of course! I am, yes. But what I mean is that I am Peter-man."
"and here i was, thinking you were Peter Pan."
a small laugh escaped your mouth as Peter let out a grunt of frustration followed by a muffled laugh.
he dropped your hands and stared at you seriously, the tension settling once more after a brief moment of relief caused by Peter's nervousness.
silence formed once more and the secret remained untouchable, inaudible, non-existent.
until he opened his mouth once more, this time clearly and calm, formulating the three words he had rehearsed for nights on end.
"I am Spider-man."
Peter's secret fled across the roof of the school, scattering the crucial information across the vast streets of New York, preventing that hero's identity from being known to the wind itself.
Peter's secret was released and told, a huge weight from Peter's shoulders flying at his little words, his back feeling instantly lighter as soon as his confession was heard by you.
but there was no reaction.
Peter was staring at you impatiently while you looked at him as if you were still waiting for something more in his speech. there was no blink or smile, no monosyllables or laughter. you just didn't give anything. Peter Parker has revealed himself to you and you have given him nothing.
"oh, was that it?"
when time seemed to have been consumed by the rudeness with which you dealt with the revelation, your words stabbed Peter's ears, waking a small dramatic flame within him.
"What do you mean 'that's it"?! I just gave you the revelation of the year and you just say that? seriously?!"
Peter's screams were always funny to you, especially when you knew there was drama and outrage behind him and never, ever, hate or anger.
"I just don't think it's such a big revelation when I've known it for months."
"you what?"
a squeak from Peter, a laugh from you, an autumn breeze.
"the fact that you're always late for our dates just minutes after Spider-man saved New York? the fact that you got incredibly strong overnight? the fact that you forgot to hide your suit when I went to your house last month?"
Peter was speechless.
glaring at you in the last rays of the day's sun, Peter didn't know if he should be upset or impressed; your words echoed through Peter's head, making him laugh as reality hit him, his hand once again reaching for yours, while the other held you by the waist.
"so it's no secret?"
"nope, sorry. you know you can't keep secrets from me."
he pulled you to him with care, now his two hands gently holding your waist as you rock your bodies according to a song just dictated by the vast universe witness of your everlasting love.
"not even one?" he brushed his nose against yours, teasing your lips with his as he waited for an answer from you, the smile he possessed being simply mischievous.
"nope."
"what if I tell you I love you? Is that a secret?"
finally, a kiss.
"It's more like a promise."
"a promise?" he brought your foreheads together, the sunset light painting your love on a city canvas in the hopes of preserving the confession of your love for all eternity.
"a promise you will never leave me. or lose me."
Peter smiled and kissed you again, his fingers gently squeezing your waist as he let the autumn breeze take with it all the words spoken at that moment.
for, among you, bound by a secret, there was nothing but a promise made for the first time.
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he constantly talks about his mother because he trusts you with his feelings
he’s definitely the type of boyfriend to get super jealous
someone will look at you for too long and he can’t control is jealousy and possessiveness
you mean the world to him so you wouldn’t really fight a lot but if you did they were huge and sometimes would get out of control
but you make up with angry sex so it’s all good
he wants to give you everything he didn’t have because he knows what it feels like to have nothing
like if you want a throne he’ll give you one, all you have to do is ask
his love language is 100% touch but soft touches i.e. hand holding, cheek strokes, playing with your hair etc.
he has trust issues...shocker...but once he lets you in he tells you everything because he trusts you so much
will definitely gossip with you, especially if it’s about thor...i mean who are we kidding
FOREHEAD KISSES
NECK KISSES
he needs to be reassured a lot, so expect days were he’s pouty and comes back to his normal self when you smother him with love
would always try to prank or scare you with his illusions but you always see right through them, making him believe that you’re truly his soulmate
will cry on your shoulder after frigga’s death
loki would protect you with everything he has, even if that means with his life
he would literally make fun of you after trying on his helmet and looking like an idiot
you would definitely have a sarcastic-type of relationship where you poke fun at each other constantly and people around you are confused if you’re serious or not
but god forbid someone else makes fun of you...they might as well flee asgard or new york depending on where you’re currently staying
you are always his number one priority
late night walks
stargazing
staying up late and talking about everything and everyone
being disappointed in him when he ordered the attack on new york
and he realised he messed up big time
he was so disappointed in himself for hurting you and took out the hurt on himself
you would constantly be surrounded by words like, ‘why are you dating him?’ ; ‘he’s evil.’ ; ‘how can you love someone like him?’
he loves sleeping next to you
he just feels so safe
so mark zuckerberg is allowed to recreate a reality he read in a book, but when I try to make enemies to recreate an enemies to lovers, I'm toxic and mentally ill ???
Who here doesn’t like some good old Winter Soldier angst? Raise your hands. Now leave, this post is not for you.
Just kidding. Stay if you want. But be warned: it may get a teeny bit angsty.
Okay, so, we all know The Phrase. We’ve had this phrase destroy our souls again and again, in the canon, in fanfiction, in our unruly daydreams about the beauty and tragedy of a certain brainwashed supersoldier.
Oh god. The feels. But on we go.
I want desperately to use this phrase in my fics for obvious angst purposes, but here’s the thing: I’m a native Russian speaker and a professional translator, and the Russian version of the phrase from the movie is cutting my heart into tiny miserable pieces every time I think about it. (Which is, admittedly, A LOT.)
So, what is wrong with it?
In Captain America: Civil War, we hear Bucky say in an accent heavier than his metal arm, “я готов отвечать” [“ya gotov otvechat’”], after being put into the mindless killer machine mode by a bunch of horribly mangled Russian words and phrases. According to the subtitles, it means “ready to comply.”
Except that it doesn’t. The Russian verb “отвечать” [“otvechat’”] has a range of meanings, from “to reply” to “to account for” and so on. The only context in which it can correspond to the English verb “to comply” is when talking about a gas pipe complying with safety requirements or a rant post complying with Tumblr community guidelines.
So, “я готов отвечать” can mean something like “I’m ready to answer [your questions]” or “I’m ready to assume responsibility [for something],” turning the scene into some kind of an interrogation or an investigation, while we all know that it’s neither.
There’s another version, straight from our dear Google Translate.
(I love Google Translate so much. It always proves that the need for human translators will never cease.)
What’s wrong with this one? Well, “я готов подчиниться” [“ya gotov podchinit’sya”] is much better in terms of word choice. The Russian verb “подчиниться” [“podchinit’sya”] does, indeed, mean “to obey, to submit, to surrender” and so on. The problem is with the verb form.
Verbs in Russian have two aspects: the perfective aspect, which indicates a one-time action, and the imperfective aspect, which points to a more ongoing kind of thing. Unaware of the context, Google Translate uses the perfective aspect, which turns the phrase into “I’m ready to comply, but only just this once, don’t bother me after that.”
The proper form would be “подчиняться” [“podchinyat’sya”] instead of “подчиниться” [“podchinit’sya”] (yes, it’s a one letter difference, but see how huge it is?). The whole phrase would then be “я готов подчиняться” [“ya gotov podchinyat’sya”], which might even pass for an adequate translation.
But there’s one more thing.
The English phrase doesn’t have a first-person pronoun. In fact, it doesn’t have any pronoun at all. It doesn’t indicate the speaker in any way, because the one saying it isn’t supposed to be a person. The ‘who’ here isn’t important. What is important, is that whoever (or whatever) it is, is ready.
Here, have a tissue.
The Russian phrase, however, begins with “Я” [“Ya”], which means, unsurprisingly, “I” and is not syntactically mandatory in this case. Just like in English.
Moreover, it doesn’t figure much in standard military expressions. Why waste precious army time on such meaningless things as personal pronouns? Again, there are no persons here. Only soldiers.
My personal favorite for rendering “ready to comply” in Russian is “готов служить” [“gotov sluzhit’”], which means “ready to serve” as in “to serve one’s country.” Or one’s captors. Take your pick.
Oh wait, you’re not allowed to choose. Sorry.
The pros for this version are: it’s a standard phrase that indicates one’s willingness to obey and submit and is primarily used in the military context. Moreover, it’s a standard Russian phrase, and seeing Bucky utter it like some common Soviet private would be so much more heartbreaking. (Yes, even more.)
The cons are: it’s a standard phrase. As far as I understand, “ready to comply” isn’t standard military lingo, so maybe the Russian version should reflect that as well. Or maybe I’m overthinking it.
In conclusion? Marvel couldn’t splurge on an actual Russian speaker to proofread a couple of sentences, and now I’m forever torn between wanting a phrase that sounds like idiomatic Russian instead of machine translation and wanting to make a recognizable fandom reference.
Fandom life is hard, people.
do you all ever miss one of your old daydreams and the characters that it had? it feels like a old movie or book that i once watched or read. Sometimes like friends that i used to hang out with.
I really miss one of my daydreams now and i wish i could watch it all over again. That was one of my favourite. I even have some of the dialogues written in my notes and a drawing.