Preparing For My First Market Ever, Drawin Merch

journal page for johnny too yayy

attack dogs shouldn't bite the hands that feed them

the dutch -> john -> jack violence pipeline drives me insane. admire me, admire my home!! admire my son, he's my clone!!

i think we need to talk about john’s dead daughter more can we do that is it okay if we do that who wants to do that

this as a first post ig..guh it's quite old but my newest drawings are kinda shit and i have school so its hard to focus and draw </3 so ya here's john marston!!

DO NOT STEAL!!

anywayayya have a great day guys

the way john whines out dutch’s name in american venom has me in a fucking chokehold like i actually start tweaking the fuck out every time i hear that little break in his voice, throat heavy and itching “dutch… dutch, come on, now!” aauauhhauuhhh im throwing myself off a bridge

it’s never coming back

I was so scared chapter five begun that I decided to replay rdr1

i know it’s a dumb cheat code but i’m not listening lalala it’s actually god (the strange man) speaking to john because he’s running around like a maniac killing folk for being a little snarky and building an even higher price on his head and hunting bounty hunters for sport because ranch life makes him feel miserable and useless and too fucking still, and it wasn’t enough to see micah’s brain matter scattered over the snow, it wasn’t enough to see dutch’s last act of care and kindness towards him because he still looked at him with disappointment in his eyes and he left him again, alone on top of a mountain with nothing but bleeding friends and gold that sits heavily in his pockets like the grief in his throat.