It’s Crazy Being An American From A Southern Thus Very Conservative State Having Lived In Farther Left

One must, in one's life, make a choice between boredom and suffering.

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I Worried

Mary Oliver

I worried a lot. Will the garden grow, will the rivers flow in the right direction, will the earth turn as it was taught, and if not how shall I correct it?

Was I right, was I wrong, will I be forgiven, can I do better?

Will I ever be able to sing, even the sparrows can do it and I am, well, hopeless.

Is my eyesight fading or am I just imagining it, am I going to get rheumatism, lockjaw, dementia?

Finally I saw that worrying had come to nothing.

And gave it up. And took my old body and went out into the morning, and sang.

Give up your worries and sing.

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me because there’s no man in my house, no man in my phone and no man on my mind.

I worry that the only time I will ever feel comfortable is when a song I love is playing. One of the few constants in my life has been that I’ve always been able to effortlessly get lost within a song, an album or a curated playlist. Whenever I’m sad and blue, there’s a musician that’s already yearned the way I have and they’ve already written something that makes me feel safe and understood. The same goes for anything I feel, whether it be excitement or rage, there’s a song that speaks to that feeling. I’ve never found this sort of reliability or kindness within any person I’ve really known. I’m not a great songwriter and I’m most certainly no singer, but I really wish I could be among the many artists that have aided in saving my own, and surely other people’s lives many times.

The American people are made out to be stupid because those wig wearing white men that slaughtered an existing civilization to create what we know as North America today, knew that they’d have to keep the people of their new world uninformed by convincing the people that there was nothing worrisome to be informed about. Those men knew that these people could never know to think that they were allowed to act like their founding fathers did. They instilled the idea that America is the home of the brave, the home of equal opportunity and of freedom. So that for years, whoever had an inkling that something may be suspicious with the inner workings of their country was made out to be crazy and unpatriotic for thinking such things, shunned by the true god-fearing Americans. In America, if you express your worry and unrest for the things that you and everyone else know are going on, you are a radical who ought to be shamed for believing that this beautiful country and the men in charge of it would ever do something like that. You’re taking the news we’re all seeing out of context. This news channel is just so biased, you shouldn’t be listening to it. All these people are dying for the better. The men in charge know what they’re doing. They’re trying to help you. They have a plan. Nobody would ever be so evil. You’re just silly, and every other country says so too.

Not even a whole bottle of Klonopin can suppress my vibe (unfortunately)

ever since i was a child ive known that i wanted to, someday, be the mutilated corpse on a nature trail that ruins a hikers week