This Week With The QSMP Reminded Me Of This Ramble I Wrote Last Year Thinking About Technoblade So I

This week with the QSMP reminded me of this ramble I wrote last year thinking about Technoblade so I thought I'd share it because it really does attempt to describe my thoughts and feelings quite well.

Little Flame

I dont know how to put it but life feels like holding a little star or flame and protecting it with all you got.

Some days there is no wind. No threats.

Some days fuel is added and it glows brightly.

Some days it's given just a smidge darker. Or it rains.

But it's always there. You might not remember it constantly but it's always there.

There are certain things that will remind you of the little flame you are holding and how precious and important it is. How much you could just sink into staring at it.

When I'm proud of other people it's because they are showing me their own flame/star. Showing me a vulnerable and deep side of them and its the coolest and most important thing to me.

I get to enjoy this little light in the world because people decided to share anything with me.

I think it also works with legacies too. When I think of Technoblade and his impact on the world, its a little flame that I cradle in my hands and time stops for just a moment. I'm so damn glad he existed at all. I'm glad he even remotely decided to share anything with his viewers. He was fighting until the very end when he needed to put down his sword and rest finally. Now we are left with a flame that burns brightly with his legacy and its our job to ensure it never dies or goes out.

It also applies to changing. The flame is always there. It never goes away. Maybe it smolders because rain poured on it but it's never gone. And flames fluctuate. You are constantly adding and even taking more and more. You have the room to change because you are still you.

The strongest people are the people that maintain their flame to the best of their ability. No matter what you've gone through, you are still here despite everything. You are still a flame burning.

I have even more respect for people that are willing to share their flame with others. It opens the possibility to rain or lack of oxygen or lack of fuel but if you are still burning afterwards, then you are strong. You made it.

Even more are people who share their fuel and fire to help someone else's flame. Giving just enough to restart the bright flame.

This metaphor makes me have so much value for life and the people around me. As well as just my own life. It's nice to think about my little flame that is still burning and fluctuating and changing. It's the most me I will ever be. And it will exist forever. I also love passing fuel and fire to other people because my flame does burn so brightly. I want to be blinded by how strong every flame is.

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1 year ago

I love the talent of the QSMP fanbase.

I love that the admins and ccs go out of their way to celebrate the fan creators.

They literally spent like an hour and a half watching fan animations and clips. I'd seen a lot of them but there were also ones I had never seen that have made me absoutely insane because holy shit it's all so good.

Also. I just love animations and animatics. I watch so many for every fandom I go into and I will rewatch them over and over and over again. They bring back all the joy and excitement I have over the server without fail every single time. Like Regret makes me insane. Genuinely. The details. The story telling. The original story itself that happened on the server. The talent of the artist too. Like it's just so good all around

GRAHHHHHH

I LOVE FAN ARTISTS AND CREATORS. MINECRAFT SMPS GIVE THEM SO MUCH CREATIVE POWER SINCE ITS LITERAL PIXEL CHARACTERS AND THE ARTISTS TAKE IT AND RUNNNN. THE EGG DESIGNS FROM THE QSMP >>>>>


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3 years ago

I'm glad I'm home alone because the way I audibly reacted to Grian's Double Life episode today would have gotten me some strange looks. I'm so glad he created the Lifes series like they are so unhinged but enjoyable.


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1 year ago

Quackity: These past days I've been in many calls, and I'm not done yet. I've spoken to a lot of people and creators. I've read your comments and I'm well aware of what needs to be done to carry out this project. I want to tell you all, beforehand, that for me the team's well-being is fundamental. I'm very involved in this topic to sort it out and I want to make that very clear. I want to tell you something... I want to tell you all that the administrative staff responsible for so much harm to the project has been fired. Specifically, those who made decisions without my permission, affecting the administrative and financial area of the project. Consequently, after this, I was in charge of doing a financial analysis that's carrying out for the QSMP.

Guys, to be really honest, it was not going to last. Therefore, I've had to make deep drastic structural changes that have lead me to reduce the performance of the server down to the most essential, and this is in order to ensure the well being of everyone involved in it. Having said this, I want to give a very important update: I want to let you all know that the QSMP will have to slow down temporarily. This is to ensure this new structure adapts to the project, because it's a restructuring that's taking place. I'm letting you know, and I reiterate, there are no voluntary positions inside the QSMP.

At the moment, there will not be any more individual update accounts of all 5 existing languages in the project. In any case, during this transition, there's going to be a temporal absence of all Eggs and NPCs. I know these are difficult changes, and I repeat, it's temporary until we adjust to these new conditions that will improve the performance of this new structure that's being made from scratch, both in the administrative and financial part. I'd like to reintegrate people fro the QSMP as time goes by if a financial viability can be found for the project Taking advantage of this update to tell you guys that within the changes of the server as it is, creators will have full control of their lore and stories. The team will not intervene in the way that it was being done. Moreover, efforts will be made to change the competitive dynamics inside the game so as to ease up the game style for the creators. Like I'm saying, all of these changes, and more, are being carrying out to have the project as best as possible, and they're being done little by little. This is a whole new structure that will ensure the best continuity and experience for the creators, the community and the team behind.

Guys, I want to make very clear that this is restructuring process, and again, it's not a fast one. The server being open does not mean everything's perfect, I understand that very well. Conversations will keep taking place, communication will continue and the constant improvement of the project as well. I ask, please, for everyone's patience and understanding regarding all changes. Please do wait for official announcements since a lot of incomplete and incorrect information is being spread. I want to tell you all something- if you don't trust in these changes or have many doubts about it, and don't want to consume any more of the project's content, I understand 100%. I have a personal commitment with the QSMP and I will work until it functions in the way it is supposed to do.

Lastly, I want to let you know that it was being worked on for months on finalizing the integration of Korean creators to the QSMP. For that reason, tomorrow we will be welcoming the new Korean creators of the QSMP, of course, taking into account all the changes I've just mentioned. I hope you can give the new Korean members warm welcome to the project. And as you know, their schedules are earlier. For everyone who would like to watch, they will be joining at 11am Mexico time and at 9am US time. Basically, I wanted to give that update regarding everything that's being done within the project. Again, thank you for your patience and understanding- these are necessary changes and I'm glad they're being done now. And many more things will keep being adjusted.

via @QuackitySubs

4 years ago

I've been waiting so long for the current part of the anime to be animated. I have not been disappointed. I can't wait until more of the future episodes come out. Plus the new opening might be the only thing I watch and listen to for the next week. It was such a good opening with the animation and the song and just makes me more hyped for whats to come. It also makes me wish that people who don't like the show or are stuck in some of the slower parts of the show can watch the new episodes and see how good the show gets the further you go.


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2 years ago

// Dream mention, grooming mentions (no details)

I'm taking this to other apps because it's important to talk about.

Today, another person came forward about Dream privately dming them and encouraging that type of behavior. Thread here:

https://twitter.com/jaydiarie/status/1634595594248265729?t=ml5wdZ-dqfEcN_c4ebGtUA&s=19

Yes this person was his age compared to the last two people who were minors. But it still shows him abusing his power and fanbase.

There are reasons that ccs and fans are separated. Every time those boundaries have been broken situations like this arise. It's been historic in the Minecraft creation community for years.

His fans will defend him to the ends of the earth but this conversation is important as hell.

What he has done here is wrong. Full stop. It is wrong to use power to communicate with people of a different power level. There are no other ways to cut it. Sexual or not. Minor or not. It's wrong and those people never learn or get repercussions for their behavior.

It's going to take other ccs speaking out on this publicly which will be hard but it's a conversation that needs to happen in this community.


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2 years ago
Day 31:

Day 31:

I'm back today with some Ranboo. Posts are going to be more randomly posted for a couple days since I work but I'm still drawing at least.


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5 years ago
Can We Just Thank Netflix For Putting One Piece On It? I Have Funimation But I Cant Easily Watch It On

Can we just thank Netflix for putting One Piece on it? I have Funimation but I cant easily watch it on my TV so this is nice. Also first episode Nami's look is something she should've worn again.


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