Damn Imagine Being Helena Eagan Like You Have No Friends And Not Even Your Father Likes You. The Version

damn imagine being helena eagan like you have no friends and not even your father likes you. the version of you that you think is so beneath you you dont even consider her a real person manages to build more connections with people (both platonically and romantically) in a few weeks than you did in your thirty years of life. and to make matters worse the only time you feel the warmth of human connection is when youre pretending to be that lesser version of you except you suck so bad at being nice they clock your ass and try to drown you