FINISHED LEC 21
Such things
formulated a way to ask sterographic question
1/3 of lec 21 (actually can kinda solve 1D Schrondingers (cant spell but can solve) equation)
I respect poetry so much because it does what I cannot do - say so much with so little.
When I have something Much to say, it takes me just as many words to say it. I say it with words that are each of them bland and common, unimaginative by their lonesome, with the hopes that if I stack so many together and squeeze a single drop of Much from each that it might flow into something meaningful.
When I have something to say, I say it twice. I say it three times. Because the first or second may not have captured the point. Because I do not trust myself to express the full essence saying it just once. Like just now, those last two sentences. I’ll repeat myself a third time for good measure - because I do not say it right just once or twice.
Poems say things in only a half, only a quarter. They choose single words worth more than ten of mine. I want to know how their minds shop for words. I want to distill myself like poets do. I want to trade in all my too many common words for the way they use an extraordinary few.
If I keep writing this, I’ll write it forever. I’ll explain myself again, as I have already, as I’m doing now. With more and different other words, with the hope of saying myself fully, like how all the hatched and messy wanton scribbles from a pen might finally color in a page. I want to change that. I want to not rip the page I’ve oversaturated by the tip of my pen.
I’ll start tomorrow, maybe, to explain myself less.
LMFAO
feeling like violating OSHA protocol
lmfaooo y’all remember that john green post that was changed to cock is my favorite tastes
a lego t-rex and a dead rat just staring at the wall
your discord pfp and your tumblr pfp are locked in a room together. what happens?
ok i did it
Hose sucked in by fire Tornado