It Erases Everything I Hate About Myself. Nothing Can Hurt Me. I Feel Completely Invincible. I Feel Like

day 15: 102exam

FINISHED THE FUCKING LECTURE 26 VIDEO

Sent a super detailed email waiting for a reply about some questions

Did a few practice problems

Made a few flashcards

everyone make sure to set out cheese & crackers for neil tonight <3

~~~~~~~GIVE AWAY~~~~~~~

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The Rules:

Reblog to enter, but I’m only counting 1 entry per url. Meaning: you can reblog this 80 times but it will still only count as 1 entry to make it fair for everybody.

You have to be comfortable giving me a mailing address for me to send it

I’m only shipping to US/Canada (because international shipping rates are so high rn I’m so sorry) so if you live outside of US or Canada and win this, I’ll have to move on to the second runner up😔

The giveaway ends on Saturday, June 12th at 9 P.M. Central US time.

If you’d like to contribute, all the funds from this zine sale went to the Black Trans Advocacy Coalition

wow I know what I'm doing now

I really need to get a pfp so I look like I know what I'm doing

happy november 5th!!

phil tweet

23/12/24

we are sorry

having an experience

someone asks me my favorite show and i have to tell them it’s supernatural, much to my chagrin.

we get to talking and they find out that i have a near encyclopedic knowledge of it. i can recite the names of the episodes in the first six seasons from memory. i didn’t even try to learn that for the worlds lamest party trick. i’ve just seen them enough that it’s floating around in my noggin. i have the dialogue for entire scenes memorized. entire episodes, even. yet again, accidentally learned from repeated watchings. i know about the actors. i’ve met the actors. i know about the cast and crew. i know timelines and theories and why this went that way. i have characters and quotes (both from the show and fanfic) tattooed on my body. one of the things i’m best know for to an audience of 370k+ online is my passion surrounding this show and its characters. this hypothetical person says “you must be a real big fan.”

and i am. i love this stupid little show that’s objectively not very good with its silly little characters that i love so much it often keeps me up at night.

and you wanna know what always surprises the hypothetical person in these hypothetical conversations that are an amalgamation of real conversations i’ve had with real people the most? it’s not how much i know about the show or what it represented to me in my adolescence or even my love for the characters.

it’s the fact that i haven’t seen the last five seasons.

that i haven’t finished the show.

i started watching in 2013 and stopped in 2015. i didn’t pick it back up again in earnest until early 2022. i’ve been rewatching since then and despite watching it literally every single day, i’ve only made it to the end of season eight in my rewatch.

there’s always some form of indignation on the other party’s behalf. and they always ask me “why? if you love it so much, why not watch all of it?”

and the answer is simple.

because i don’t want to.

i know what happens. i was online nov 5th 2020. i know how it ends. and i don’t want it to end. i don’t like the ending. so i’m not gonna make myself watch something i know is just going to make me upset.

and does that mean i’m less of a fan?

spoiler alert: the answer is “no.”

despite what other people and fans alike like to say, it doesn’t make me less of a fan. just like watching the show in its entirety doesn’t make them more of a fan.

fandom allows for flexibility of enjoyment. and that’s what i’m in fandom to do.

enjoy.

to enjoy the same thing with people who enjoy the same thing as me. to share my joy with these people.

so no. you’re not less of a fan or more of a fan for consuming media a certain way.

if you enjoy something, you’re a fan.

and if you’re a fan, there’s a place in fandom for you.

I Will Not Apologize

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