wheres all the support for the emotional abuse victims
You do what is best for you Cloud, and I hope that you can come back to the fandom some day but I’ll love you and your works no matter what you do.
@highabovethecloudssomewhere
I’d wanted to do this several months ago, when I first returned from my break through the month of February, but at the time I was wound to the point of snapping, exhausted, and overall in a pretty rough state of mind creatively. I’ll go into why in a moment, but either way, now, I think enough time has passed for me to be able to articulate my thoughts in a readable way that makes sense.
Before I get into it, let me start by saying:
A lot of this is personal. A lot of you will agree with me; a lot of you will disagree with me. Overall, please take this as my own personal thoughts and experiences. I’m doing this in the hopes that you can at least understand my mindset and where I’m coming from. I’m not attacking anyone particularly. I just want you to be able to understand, because you’ve all stuck with me this long, and feel you deserve an explanation.
This is not a callout post. This is just me, a tired writer and creator, explaining my mindset in a way that I hope you can understand. And maybe even relate to.
This has been long overdue. Here we go.
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About a week ago I posted this.
I’ve been getting horrible messages like this in my ask for months, including:
and my personal favorite
After getting the message saying “Just go kill yourself” I was completely done dealing with this person’s horrible messages and replied with just an “Okay.” and logged off tumblr.
About a week later I logged back on with 17 messages in my ask, most of them from the anon. I scrolled down and at first when I logged off, the anon messaged me things like
I scrolled up more and all of a sudden they started sending me more and more messages like
This was extremely surprising to me. I thought “After all those horrible messages you sent to me for MONTHS about hating me and wanting me dead, you say ‘sorry’ and that you ‘cant be responsible for someone’s suicide’?”
But I guess the lesson goes like this:
DONT TELL ANYONE TO KILL THEMSELVES UNLESS YOU ARE PREPARED FOR WHAT MIGHT ACTUALLY HAPPEN
Less of a monster fucker and more of a xenofucker. He's very much humanoid and completely sapient, the combination of which kinda voids the 'monster' lable.
This. Just, just this is perfect.
Considering that Aoba and Sei adapted to their surroundings, wouldn't that just mean that Sei would end up looking like a long haired human Ren? Or an exact twin of Aoba with blue hair and hazel eyes if he was raised outside of Oval Tower?
Hard to say! It could have to do with their psychology as well as their surroundings — it’s not like Aoba ever started to “blend in” with the locals, and he didn’t pick up the pink or red hair of his family either. Plus with Ren, his human form is obviously based off Sei’s current one. I’d suspect Sei would look vastly different in some way though, and I wouldn’t be surprised if he looked either very much like Aoba (with smoother hair and features) or an inverse Aoba in some way, given their “true” forms have inverted patterns. A negative for blue is orange though so maybe not lmao.
This is the nat20 cat! Reblog him for good DnD luck or at least because he’s so cute, c'mon.
this looks delicious
gin
soda
sweet berry syrup
blackberries
rosemary
PSA if you’re medicated or are new to medication: do not stop medicating cold turkey without supervision from your psychiatrist or without letting them know you’d like to quit. these things need to be done gradually, doing it abruptly can fuck you up really, REALLY bad, long term. please please please don’t be reckless about your mental health.
tearing up because i’ve been very close to the person op followed, and i’m damn glad that i didn’t manage to kill myself