Hate how lighting a candle does wonders to my mood. Like wowwww. Grug like fire? Grug not sad anymore because Fire in Cave? Wow. Real predictable of Grug.
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thereβs a real problem with non-melanated shifters in this community acting like βinfinite realitiesβ = morals no longer apply. iβm not gonna name names, but the lack of empathy and basic awareness outside their own ego is deafening. itβs also indicative of the unresolved trauma their ancestors left behind. just centuries of entitlement, destruction, and disconnection all culminating into the type of shifter who refuses to take accountability and weaponizes a specific brand of ignorance dressed up as βopennessβ.
youβre not being expansive. youβre just being harmful.
and these displays of hubris show up most in the way yβall behave when it comes to simple boundaries. the moment someone says βhey, thatβs not okay,β itβs met with deflection, dismissal, or that tired ass excuse: βbut in infinite realities, this realityβs morals donβt matter.β IDGAF! killing innocents is wrong! incest is wrong! race changing is wrong! pedophilia is wrong! fetishizing trauma is wrong! when you promote it, youβre just showing your ass as someone who hasnβt shifted because if you had? youβd have actually understood the fucking implications of coming online and ADMITTING that you, in real life, did any of these atrocities or agree with them KNOWING what itβs like to live there! youβd know just how vile, insidious, and deeply unserious you sound.
and imma get into how this shit is wrong in another post, yβall gon hear my ass today!
follow up!
alright, let's have a little intervention. a public service announcement. an exorcism of the word "attempting."
might rock some reality boats, so grab a life vest or a martini.....whatever makes you feel more secure. we need to abolish, no, incinerate, the concept of "trying" to shift. the idea that you are "attempting" to manifest. because what do you mean youβre βtryingβ to shift? what does that actually mean. are you βtryingβ to exist? are you βtryingβ to walk into a kitchen? you either do or you donβt. there is no βattemptβ in action, there is only action. you are shifting every second. every thought is a step. every breath is a move. every blink is a new scene. there is no in-between state, no limbo where you sit and mull over whether or not youβre doing it right. you are doing it, whether you recognise it or not.
this applies to loa, too !!! you donβt βtryβ to manifest. you donβt βattemptβ to believe. you either accept reality as yours, or you hesitate at the door, and hesitation is not movement. you wouldnβt say youβre βtryingβ to breathe. you just breathe. you wouldnβt say youβre βattemptingβ to see something with your own eyes. your eyes are open. the world is there. whether you acknowledge it or not is your own decision.
when i tell you the single biggest thing that helped me shift was just realising i wasnβt βattemptingβ anything. i wasnβt waiting to get it right, wasnβt holding my breath for some imaginary confirmation screen to pop up and tell me iβd done it. i was already doing it. the only difference between me and the person βtryingβ was that i stopped questioning whether i was moving and just started walking.
please !!!! letβs abolish βattempting.β letβs retire this whole "mini shift" nonsense, this "i think i almost did it" foolishness. no. you walk. you step through. you are there. no intermediaries, no limbo, no shaky maybe-land where youβre wading in ankle-deep hesitation. either youβre in or youβre out. there isn't some vague purgatory of almostness. you shift every second. you can manifest in seconds. no trying. just doing. throw it into the fire. take it out back like an old tv set that no longer works. you are not attempting. you are being. and the moment you get that....youβre already there.
with all the shit thatβs going on in the world rnβ¦. yeah iβm gonna actually lock in and shift out of here before everything falls apart. HOGWARTS HERE I COME!!!!!
ACCEPT that it is simple, ACCEPT that it is easy
You are just struggling to find something because you don't accept that you have already found it and that it is already done.
The moment you accept that
> you don't need to affirm
> you don't need to believe
> you don't need to impress your subconscious
> you don't need methods
> you don't need more knowledge about
> you don't need to have another click
You only need the I AM (your consciousness) that is you, that is inside you. You only need to want and decide.
Live FROM it. and not for it.
Sp? Create your logical basis.
I AM perfect, I AM loved. Why? Because I exist. Because I want. Because I say so.
The basis is ready. STICK TO IT. And he/she has no choice but to correspond to that.
Why? Because you decided.
Money? create the logical basis.
I am worthy. I am abundant. I am valuable. Why? Because I exist. My existence is worth millions.
The basis is ready. STICK TO IT. And money has no choice but to come to you.
Why? Because you decided.
you know what.
I am so fucking tired of rape fics. I am a sexual assault survivor and you sexulise rape. why. why do I work so hard to get better and it all get ruined by some horny asshole just like last time. THESE CHARATERS DONT WANT TO RAPE YOU. rape is horrible, its NOT sexy. its traumatizing. why do you keep talking about it and writing about it. STOP MINIMIZING MY PAIN WITH YOUR DERANGED FANTASIES.
Simon Riley isnt a rapist
Leon Kennedy isnt a rapist
and belive it or not Jonathan Crane ISNT A FUCKING RAPIST
dont tell me not to kink shame
do not tell me to skip it
you cannot tell me that my trauma doesn't matter
STOP WRITING RAPE FICS
trigger your mind
i talked about this before as "triggering affirmations" i want to say couple things more
you know sometimes our minds talk back and acts b*tchy. you see your friend, mind says "she doesn't love you"; you see a motivational post, mind says "it's not for youu π"; you say "i will shift tonight" your mind says "naah you won't don't lie to yourself".
let's accept we don't own those thoughts. because why would you do this to yourself? are you a bully? would you roast someone else like this? i don't think so.
so how to deal with our β¨bratty mindsβ¨ because they are spoiled...
you'll talk back and your mind will be stunned. it's like exorcism trust me. find the most triggering thing for your mind. spray it on them like holy water. example dialogue:
you: i shift in seconds
mind: βοΈπ€ no you don't
you: π
you: i shift in seconds
mind: wait, what's going on? π€¨
you: i shift in seconds
mind: wait, listen you don-
you: I SHIFT IN SECONDS
mind: π₯π² okay okay...stop- SHIFT RIGHT NOW IF YOU CAN?? πΆβπ«οΈ
you: i did
mind: what? no you didn-
you: i did. i shift in seconds
mind: don't lie, you know you di-
you: prove
mind: *sighs* i don't know...just look around-
you: you don't even have eyes
mind: rude.
you: where were we? I SHIFT IN SECONDS.
mind: I AM SORRY OKAY? I WON'T TALK BACK AGAIN. PLEASE STOP YELLING. I BELIEVE IN YOU
you: i shifted everytime i attempted
mind: but-
you: what was that? you say something? π§
mind: nothing. i said good for you...π
do yall just ever sit and wonder if youβd be able to get your dr s/o if you didnβt script itβ¦ cause yeah me too