are we talking about ep 115 gillion again. because im crazy about 115 gillion
i have to point out how during the first half of this episode he was the most level headed person on the ship, someone to fall back on when chip and jay didn't know what do to; he took the responsibility of figuring out how to split the crew after finding the news about the traitor even though he was the least personally affected by it. chip stayed in the black sea because he'd never get the chance to come back after this, and jay had obvious reasons to leave due to her affiliation with the navy and therefore the war, but gillion is solely support for them, from taking over the phone call (albeit. not very well) to stopping chip from going to find arlin by himself. and nobody else picked up on that!!!! chip said nothing at all before planning to leave yet gillion saw straight through him.
sidebar but its related trust— the albatrio are always trying to be honest with each other, but none of them are very comfortable talking without being prompted; theres always information being omitted between them, but at the same time none of them can successfully lie to each other anymore. which is such good development considering that during the first half of the campaign (and to many extents still now) there was always a point where one characters moral standings contradicted with another's. but even though gillion is quite unclear on where he is morally (to the camera And to himself) it slips through— “Even if it’s inevitable, I’m glad we got written in the same story.” "Despite what my oath says, I don't believe that." he doesn't know where he stands in the greater scheme of things but he knows where he is now and what he's fighting for in this moment is right. and back to 115 when jay asks gillion what he'd do in an ambush and it's like oh wait. oh wait. he was raised for this. because his whole thing throughout the campaign was just Haha i have a cool sword and can use lightning!! kapow!!! and everyone forgets he was a trained soldier who grew up in simulations of war. he was not meant to be here with chip and jay. had he stuck to the original prophecy, he was meant to be fighting fights only fallacies could justify, but instead the only direction he's following is wherever his crew is going and by god does the crew need him
tldr 115 has banger pc narrative + development moments id argue gillion was the most fundamental character in the episode even though he's the least relevant in the current plot
went to the cc tour and i feel like i astral projected for 2 hours
miku is becoming one of my favorite muses😭
also rotating troy in my mind. he really does care he's just so so bad at expressing it and it makes me a little insane like. calling blink and runt his team. hyping them (especially runt) up constantly. making himself the "fall guy" so runt, blink, and ripley could escape what he thought was a dangerous situation. giving runt his goggles when it was too bright for her to see. using himself to shield blink, runt, and ripley from the clockwork soldiers' view. giving runt his spare change of clothes because she was freezing (and snapping at her and blink when they commented on it being nice of him.) looking proud of lint for stepping up in his stead, only to bury it as soon as HE noticed it (and proceeded to shove lint into a trash can.) he cares so much, but it's easier to be mean and still be perceived as cool than it is to think about it much deeper than that.
I have a controversial idea too. If you don't want people to do something, don't tell them to do it. You tell people that if they never go to school, they deserve to work for a poverty wage forever. Now you tell them that if they do go to school, they deserve to be in debt forever.
Here's another controversial idea. Going into debt to get an education shouldn't even be an option.
Posting this stupid tribute to JRWI Riptide I made when their hiatus first started, now to Tumblr to memorialize it (I originally posted it to Tiktok and the sound got copywritten 😞)
the silliest
times not real quit your day job to watch hit dnd podcast jrwi
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reblog if you think minecraft youtubers should be gay bimbos who wear skirts and shit
oliver / parsley (+ any nicknames of those) // 20 // he/him only pls // (infrequent) artist // multifandom // trans, demi + pancurrently fighting myself w/ my absolute brainworms for troy lougferd
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