So guess who came out to their counselor/therapist lady today like 10 minutes before my session was over :D I'm so silly. She was mid-Starbucks-sip when I was like, "Oh yeah, I'm probably not straight", and she paused and was like, "What?" while trying not to choke on her Starbucks it was great. I spent those remaining 10 minutes explaining and she was like, "You need to stop dropping bombs when we're about to finish 😭". I luv her so much.
Thank you @danielhowell and @amazingphil for being the ones that I blamed when she asked how I realized this, the coming out videos literally gave me that clarity that was like, "Shit, it was not a phase". Specifically, Dan talking about the word queer and fuck labels was great because I was like, "OH MY GOD WAIT THAT'S LITERALLY ME hold up."
Also thank you to Petekey and Fall Out Boy, because I also blamed Bang The Doldrums on my realization. It was great because I had to explain the whole concept of Petekey to her in like 30 seconds
Lmao that was both stress inducing and hilarious. Technically I think my bio said it first so Tumblr was the first place I came out? Good job y'all, my counselor was the third person I told.
i swear I got the ticket with the after party I think?? idk if I did help how do I figure it out ahhh it's telling me to buy it but I swear I got the after-party one
ok obligatory notes post
uhh tw for ed and depression
1 note i’ll tell my boyfriend how amazingly handsome he is
15 notes i’ll work on my school work (doing it now cause i need to :p)
30 notes ill work on my math project
50 notes i’ll go to sleep at a reasonable time
100 notes i’ll eat lunch at school at least 3 days a week
200 notes i’ll start writing microfics again
250 notes i’ll start a long(ish) fic
500 notes i’ll talk to my therapist about my dysphoria
750 i’ll talk to my therapist about how i think i have ADHD
1000 notes i’ll talk to my therapist about how my eating troubles coming back
1500 notes i’ll talk to my therapist about how i think i have an ed and be truthful about it
2500 notes i’ll talk to my friends about how im getting depressed again (it’s really high cause this is how i lost all my friends last time)
uh ok rule
5 comment/reblog max
idc if you mention a ton of people in ur reblogs tho :)
green=finished
orange=working on it
chat i'm not even really a rayrard person but this picture makes me giggle and kick my feet
also yes give me that kinda friendship I need that right now
need me a strangely homoerotic friendship where we dont talk about labels right about now idk about yall
Yo I'm super bored so I decided to make a Tumblr account isn't that great? Bitch nah it's 2024 people don't even know what Tumblr is anymore. Idk what to do or how to describe myself. Call me SaturnRolls ig, I'm a weirdo (hmmm perhaps you could tell because I'm on Tumblr), and I like stuff. Alr the end :)
So I went on another session of putting Bang the Doldrums on repeat and read a post about it when I just suddenly realized something. This song reminds me of my relationship with my ex. We were best friends, then we dated, then once we parted we weren't such good friends anymore. I mean, we were still best friends but something was different. And the whole part during the bridge from "The tombstones were waiting; They were half engraved; They knew it was over; Just didn't know the date" fits perfectly because we realized that this wasn't gonna last I guess. And I didn't cast a spell over the west but dude I was literally praying to the God I don't even believe in to make them think of me the same way I think of them.
There's more shit I could explain but y'all do not care and I'm just shitposting so anyway thank you for coming to my TED talk :D
I'm bored AF so it's 11:54 PM right now
do me a solid and just reblog this saying what time it is where you are and what you’re thinking about in the tags.
I'm sorry this took 3 days or something to reblog 😭
Last song: Bulls in the Bronx by Pierce the Veil
Favorite color: Purple but in an emo way
Last book: Uhhhhhhhhh a fanfic plz don't kill me
Last movie: The Lorax (It's my comfort movie don't come after me)
Last show: Rewatching the first episode of Sherlock for the 2351234th time
Flavor: Chocolate.
Relationship: A single Pringle whom no one will mingle with 😞
Last Google: Google translate
Obsession: My Chemical Fucking Romance it's my entire life at this point
Looking forward to: Vacation. Also Christmas. Also watching everyone talk about getting to go to concerts while I sit and cry in a corner wishing I was there becuz goddammit MCR will be my first concert on my life
@anglptera @roughbuddy @nimrodbydawn @eyelinerandmcr @scarecrowwannabe @cawforthecrows @constantemotionalcrisis @h3ad1st4hal0s @cemetary-romance @ebonydark-nessdementiaravenwayxx
POV you realize you don't even have 10 moots:
Ten People I'd Like to Know Tag: tagged by @retradwife ᓚ₍⑅^..^₎♡
Last song: bambi by aziya...
Favorite color: refused to have one since i watched ex machina
Last book: Backup and Recovery: Inexpensive Backup Solutions for Open Systems
Last movie: ...fight club for the millionth time
Last TV show: the first few episodes of how to get away with murder a month or so ago
Sweet/spicy/savory: savory
Relationship status: forever alone
Last thing I Googled: norway prison food (i'm so fucking jealous)
Current obsession(s): true crime and tumblr girls and being normal
Looking forward to: being an aunt :p
Tagging: @irkutskmmaniacs @bbbbasenji @rh1nest0neluvvsu @eloras-account @dread-and-despair-dyke @rivetsiege @bethelgirl @au-hemeanssomething @anthraxoddity @harvonite and anyone else i've ever interacted with ever
i think if i looked like pete wentz but especially pete wentz from the 16 candles mv like 1/3 of my problems would be solved
Jk there is no post
I am on my knees begging for boops
Perhaps...you could reblog and I could give you boops?
N-Not cuz I want to, baka! 👉👈
Who said that ._.
fucking whatever man. [my plumbob changes from green to red instantly]
I'm bored af so I'm on Tumblr now ig :D | minor | MCR obsessed and it's pretty much the only thing I post about | mentally a millenial who refuses to grow up | she/they (don't tell anyone tho cuz the closet is starting to get a little cozy) | i play games idk what else to add
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