On Resentment Over Abandonment; I Am Still Filled With Anger And It Fuels Me; I Will Choose My Anger

I'm not sensitive, I'm traumatized

I can’t imagine a future. It feels as if I’m not meant to be here

I wanna burn down every single bridge I built cause I’m tired of being the only person that makes sure it doesn’t fall apart

I used to be so over-achieving when I was younger, but now I just feel like I cant do anywhere near as much. Its like after moving away from the trauma, even though I'm in a safer place now, I'm absolutely exhausted. While I was going through the abuse, I was able to achieve so much, and get everything done that I needed to and more. But now it seems like I've been weakened. I was capable of doing more, so how come I can't do it now?

Anyone else feeling this way?

Sometimes I cry myself to sleep, and I want to die.

But I don't talk about it.

I wanna take a shit ton of pills and take away the burden I put on everyone

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I want to be taken care of :((