Omg I’m Already Halfway To 1,000 It’s Only Been Over A Week Or So Since I’ve Been Here😭

when you get this, list 5 songs you like to listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your followers (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

👏 Ok so I got a shit ton of songs I like so this is gonna be hard lmao

Darling Dance: Kairikibear

Monster: Dev

Fiona Apple: I want you to love me

Pierce the Veil: Bulls in the Bronx

Yeule: Daizies

heyaaa jirais!! 🖤🪽 i wanna make another tag game but before that, i would like to find more landmine mutuals (⁠つ⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)⁠つ

interact with this post if you wanna be moots and also if you wanna be spammed with likes/reblogs!! 🩷🩷🩷

I made an art blog for stuff that I feel like showing off that are arts and crafts related.

So far there’s nothing on it but I’m gonna be posting some stuff there eventually.

I think it’s also generally gonna be a geekier blog than this one idk yet 🤷‍♀️

Anywho here y’all go.

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I’m crying over the stupidest thing rn.

I saw a yt short of a flipnote animation with the fucking grandma episode from SpongeBob as the audio, and IDK why but it just broke me.

I miss being a little kid so much. Maybe things weren’t the best per se, but it was the happiest and sweetest and most innocent and hopeful I ever was.

I miss my old room back in my grandmother’s house and the balcony. I miss those days where she’d make me oatmeal and we’d go do things outside like picking berries. I loved being on this little hill that I think was made of sand.

I just.. I miss it all. I can’t describe how much I do.. I’d do anything to relieve those moments again if I knew how bad things were going to get for me.

Jirai culture is feeling guilty for trying to recover

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WARNING:

SH MENTIONS

Genuinely scared to go to class because I feel like shit and I don’t wanna do anything today, especially after that fuckup I had yesterday. I hate how my scars look so much I wish I could just erase them.

Luckily I can cover them up but it doesn’t stop the fact that I know they’re there.

I don’t wanna go pretending like everything is normal because nothing is but… ugh I don’t want to bring suspicion to myself.

Why must I have a life?

I took this not expecting much out of it and to get a lower score because I feel like whatever trauma I have is milder or even nonexistent in some areas.(Even though it literally changed my brain chemistry forever but we don’t talk about that..)

Imagine my surprise.

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WOOOOO LETS LOOK AT OUR CHILDHOODS

starting a chain if i can lol

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15, 13 n 24 :3

13.)What healthy coping mechanisms do you use?

I listen to music as my primary coping mechanism. In fact, I’m listening to Yeule as I’m typing this. >:3

15.)Favorite game?

👏 SPLATOON 👏 EASILY

I was given the 2nd game as an early Christmas gift in 2018 and I have been a HUGE fan since.

I have a crap ton of fan ocs and almost all the amiibos in existence(I just need a squid one and the most recent additions).

24.)What is your biggest Jirai Kei pet peeve?

Either the elitism some spaces have when it comes to what defines a “true jirai” or the way that the term Jirai itself has become a loosely defined word online(kinda like how emo & goth have become watered down).

100+ Notes already, huh?

Thanks, y’all!

Fuck Gyaru vs Jirai discourse I want a cute Gyaru at my door in 10 seconds and if that doesn’t happen I’m gonna throw a fit.