Well, I'm Still Pissed At People For Making Her Struggle All About Themselves And Forced Her To Delete

You’re not a slave. You’re not a god either. You’re just a person. You don’t need to obey anyone. You can decide for yourself. You decide. You choose. Will you stay here for eternity? Or will you end it all?                                                                 to you, 2,000 years from now

Realizing that the reason Taylor’s music is so compelling and lends itself to so much analysis is because it scratches the same kind of itch as reading novels or watching prestige TV does — there are so many recurring and complementary themes and motifs and evolving “stories” that it really rewards the part of the brain that wants to connect dots and escape into another world. (And TTPD is a masterclass in this.)

I hate it here so I will go to lunar valleys in my mind

t.s. + the motif of space

When Aemond sees Lucerys

12.02.2022 -

This year till now has been so weird to me. I've already finished my masters and started pursuing my internship. New faces, new workload but one thing I'm struggling is habituating with the change. I just don't know why but I am whining everyday after each workday and counting time in my head for the week to end. I can't even read books or watch any movies or series with concentration anymore. Life is feeling so suffocating, so monotonous, I just want to cry everyday...just want to go back to those days when I was looking forward to everyday. I just do nothing no social media, no social interaction, nothing. I don't know why but I'm struggling so much and it's taking a toll on my health. By this week end my bestie is moving to another city ! I'm just so so missing her that it's physically hurting me. I just don't know. I want everything to end already :(

P.s: these are some pictures from my rooftop!

When Aemond sees Lucerys

“i’ll be so lucky to have you” is such a beautiful line. himi knowingly returns to a world that is destined to consume her in the fires she holds dear, all because they’re also the very doors that’ll bring mahito into existence.

and that’s the enduring essence of miyazaki’s works: life, through all its suffering and misery, is still worth living. through the people we love and the memories we cherish, we search for and find our reasons to live.

seeing taylor say “we did it” and letting out a massive sigh of relief before taking her final bow at the last london show hits so hard after her instagram caption. i don’t think any of us can begin to fathom what she’s been grappling with in the wake of the thwarted terrorist attack in vienna, what weight it must feel like to have the health and safety of thousands of people resting squarely on your shoulders. for her to get back on the eras tour stage in london this week and put on a brave face for everyone — knowing that just one wrong action, one wrong comment, could “provoke those who want to harm the fans who come to [her] shows” — took an incredible amount of courage. idk about you guys, but i just feel so overwhelmingly proud of her and i hope that her, the dancers, the band, and her crew can get some well-deserved rest now.

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