I'm Very Excited. Just Reached The Highest Page Count For Anything I've Ever Written!

I'm starting to think that I need a separate blog for all my build projects.

March 23rd and it's still winter here...

I can never tell if people are being honest with me or not unless I've known them for a long time.  It's one of my biggest insecurities because it always makes me think the worst.

Sleepless

I can't go to sleep.

About an hour ago I was hit with this huge wave of depression that seemed to come out of no where. It was this weight on my chest consisting of every fear, anger, and frustration I have about my life. It's not that I'm an unhappy person but for some reason I became terrified about the direction my life is headed in. I'm working a job that I can mildly stand, in a relationship I'm afraid to lose, and living a life that I've convinced myself will implode at any given moment.

The reason I can't go to sleep is because lying in bed will only serve to amplify the voices since there is nothing distracting me from thinking about them. They'll just get louder and louder until I finally pass out. These moods of mine aren't as frequent as they are for many people but they are starting to worry me.

Last chance!

Tomorrow is the last chance to jump into the August prop raffle on my patreon page! It's only $10 to enter for a chance to win something custom made! https://www.patreon.com/jlinneprops

On the 40th floor in the Chicago loop filming a commercial and got to see the early morning fog roll in and envelope the entire city. It was amazing.

Live in the sunshine, swim the sea, drink the wild air...

-Ralph Waldo Emerson