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Birthday haul.

-J

Forgot to put my rope in the shot but still like the way this came out anyway :)

My days have become the vessel of an inevitable end. One that will consist of a tightened noose or the crimson blood of my one love. She suffers and I cannot bring myself to let her go.

Yay I've reached 20 followers! Not the greatest accomplishment for having a blog for about a year, but still, I'm happy about it : )

At the end of the month Allison and I will be moving into a new, nicer apartment. It's very exciting and big step for us as a couple. The only problem is that we've been having trouble with the rental company. They're very dodgy with any questions we might have and today I tried to drop off the security deposit and couldn't find their office at the address they gave me.

I'll admit I'm a bit paranoid of a person but Allison is starting to get worried now too, which worries me :/

love, love me do

Today is a very special day. It's the anniversary of when Allison and I first started dating four years ago. Who knew that going to a random party in college could lead our lives in the direction it has gone. It's a path I'm very happy to have taken.

Sleepless

I can't go to sleep.

About an hour ago I was hit with this huge wave of depression that seemed to come out of no where. It was this weight on my chest consisting of every fear, anger, and frustration I have about my life. It's not that I'm an unhappy person but for some reason I became terrified about the direction my life is headed in. I'm working a job that I can mildly stand, in a relationship I'm afraid to lose, and living a life that I've convinced myself will implode at any given moment.

The reason I can't go to sleep is because lying in bed will only serve to amplify the voices since there is nothing distracting me from thinking about them. They'll just get louder and louder until I finally pass out. These moods of mine aren't as frequent as they are for many people but they are starting to worry me.

I can’t believe that the idiot blob of orange colored fat currently in charge of our country keeps claiming he’s “handled this situation well.”

I’m also not a reposting kinda guy but these things need attention more than the lies Trump keeps telling.

People say their time is worth something, but time is worth nothing unless it's put to good use.

- Self realization while sitting in traffic