Went To The Bookshop Today To Buy The Divine Comedy So I Can Get That Sweet Academic Validation From

defenestrate me please so I stop feeling these things

I feel crazy about Elias's scar, I feel crazy I feel insane, he bears the mark of his own kindness, a young and hungry, brilliant scientist who forces himself to live in a world of logic, wincing at his own reflection in the mirror because he has to face the evidence of his own emotion and righteousness adorned in blood.

The way he has to pull his hat down to hide it, which means he always has to keep his eyes to the ground, his scar literally barring him from human connection.

How he's thought of that girl who looked at him and actually smiled for Years because it means she saw his face and wasn't afraid.

Somebody through me out a WINDOW I'm LOSIN it

adaine punching her dad to death "guess what bitch I'm strong now" adaine punching her dad to death "you never have to be afraid of being weak again" adaine punching her dad to death "your father hurt you and he hurt your sister and no matter what anybody fucking thinks about it guess what he never gets to hurt anybody ever again" adaine punching her dad to death ADAINE PUNCHING HER DAD TO DEATH

you ever just see a super niche piece of d&d advice (idek if this is the right word for it) and feel an itch in your bones to make an entire zine that's effectively an essay talking about how much you dislike it and the ableist implications of it being enforced at tables but it's just for you because you don't share your thoughts with other human beings that'd be wild and you don't particularly feel like being told it's not actually ableist and you're just oversensitive and can't take a joke today. no just me never mind dw about it

I don't know how the fuck this happened but episode 3 wealwell is giving aelwyn abernant in some major ways and I don't know how to feel about it

the amount of times I've dislocated my jaw from gasping (just heds things yk) at worlds beyond number is truly unhinged. like I feel like my jaw should be owed compensation for this storytelling

sometimes healing is forgiveness and sometimes it's devouring your dad with insect teeth from your ribcage and also biblically accurate criss angel is there yk

some out of context mentopolis episode 3 quotes because I am loving this season

"you are not an eagle"

"well, we are falling out of a window"

*inspirational speech* *everyone nodding except mr fucks* "I guess I'll do the balls thing"

it's day one of nanowrimo but it's also day one of mushrooms coming out in animal crossing so I'm conflicted

just thinking about jawbone saying "you're easy to love" to adaine at the end of sophomore year and sobbing what about it

I feel like the first class you played in DND tells a lot about you

Reblog and put in the tags what your first class was