Thinking Of Kayne From Malevolent. I Hate Him So Much I Need To Make Out With Him Right Now.

Can I just pretend I never went to the doctor about my sleep problems? I would prefer to go back to how I was, living in ignorance and assuming being tired all the time was just my fault for sleeping late. I don’t want to upturn my entire routine that I’ve held for years just for the chance that I’ll feel better. I’d rather keep feeling tired so that I can still live the way I want to. If I abided by the suggestions the doctor gave, I lose my nighttime peace hours, I don’t get an evening, I’ll have no more late mornings, and I can’t watch tv with my parents at night anymore.

If I convince myself I was just being silly and that there’s no way I have a sleep disorder, I don’t have to keep fighting, right? I don’t have to keep asking the doctor to test me or insist to them that something is wrong. I can just…give up.

I’m fine. I’m just lazy. And that’s okay. It has to be, because I hate the alternative. I don’t want to keep fighting a losing battle.

This user has idiopathic hypersomnia

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The sillies

Reblog if you think asexuality is a legitimate sexuality.

I'm trying to prove something.

Chatgpt? Never heard of her. The only gpt in my life is gunpowder tim

Hakuryuu you're so special to me

fucking. what?

you knock on my door and hear loud barking and scrambling noises and me yelling "no!! down boy!! down!!!" and then when i open the door there is a single crab on the floor