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ehhhhhhhhhh :/
you are stronger than you think
I thought you were a good person but you messed up and you used me and you still donโt remember when my birthday is and you never even knew my middle name. And you tricked me into thinking you wanted the same things as me and you acted like you cared about what I was doing on the weekends and how my sisterโs classes were but I donโt think you really cared about anything at all. And thereโs a lot I should have said to you but the only thing I want you to know now is that none of that was okay but I am.
(via i-wrotethisforme)
Dog bios that will hilariously remind you of somebody you knowย
(#5ย @ralphienyc)
I have no special talents, no real sense of direction or where my life is headed. I hold on to the bad things, they keep me up at night. I suppose I have a purpose in life, I tell myself as the days pass Iโm getting closer and closer to my destiny. I donโt exactly have a plan, Iโm just rolling with the punches.
Tenari Ioapo // where I was at 4 years ago. (via tenari-ioapo)
Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy can you do some controlling or dominant starters?
Sure can do!
โYouโre mine, so stop complaining.โโStop looking at them like that.โโWhat are you doing wandering around the house like that? Who said you could do that?โ โAre the restraints chaffing, love?โ โIf youโre good, Iโll let you out.โ โObey, or no dessert.โ โWhat to do with youโฆ. so disobedient.โ โBeg for my forgiveness.โ
Sorry if these arenโt the type you were looking for. you can always send in another ask specifying, if these arenโt to your taste.
[Heyo! Mod Ekho here, I figured I could add to this list as well]ย
โI promised you this, so listen.โย โBe good and youโll get something special in return.โย โI may be harsh, but Iโm fair.โย โYouโre MINEโย โLook at me, and only me.โย โSorry that you were asleep so long, I mis-measured the dose.โ
Hi! Could you 50 for Mafia au! Kai please? Thank you so much!!โค๏ธโจ
50. โI need you to forgive me.โ
Kim Jongin (Kai) x Reader
Genre: Mafia AU, angst
Word Count: 506
You were woken up by someone shifting at the end of yourbed. You opened your eyes and looked up.
โJongin! What are you doing here? When did you come back?โ
He didnโt say anything just gave you a faint smile which youcould barely see in this darkness. You checked out the clock. It was 4 am.
โDid something happen?โ you asked him.
โNo,โ he replied. You stared at each other in silence for abit longer then you lay back down on the pillow and rolled to one side.
โIโm going to sleep, are you?โ he continued to sit there butafter a while you felt him getting closer. He pulled you to him.
โY/N?โ he asked you when you were almost asleep again. โIneed you to forgive me. I know I promised it wouldnโt happen again.โ
You immediately turned to him, threw the covers off andturned the light on. You noticed that his shirt was stained and beads of sweatwere forming on his forehead. You literally ripped the shirt off him to reveala badly bandaged wound.
โWhy didnโt the others help you?โ you said standing up andrunning to the bathroom to get the med kit.
โY/N thatโs not it. The wound will be fine.โ
โNo it wonโt. Sit up,โ you ordered.
โY/Nโฆโ he said when you came back. โIโฆ I killed someone.
You froze there in the doorway, the way he looked at you,you knew you had to brace yourself for bad news but you didnโt expect this.
โIt was your brother,โ it seemed like you were suddenly hitin the stomach, you felt sick, you needed air. You dropped the med kit on thefloor, went to the window and opened it fully. You couldnโt believe it.
โY/N, please. It was me or him. We werenโt prepared fortheir attack.โ
Me or him. He always said that when he killed someone. Asmuch as you hated your brother he was still family. You knew something likethis will happen sooner or later but why did it had to be Jongin out of allpeople. You slumped down by the window. He groaned out in pain and slowly cameup and sat behind you. He wrapped his arms around your waist.
โY/N, say something,โ but only a few tears dropped.
โDid he suffer?โ you finally asked.
โNo,โ he answered quickly and somehow you knew he wasnโtlying.
โThank you,โ you said and finally let your emotions takeover. He listened to your quite sobs for a while when you turned around andpressed your hand to his wound.
โCome I need to patch you up,โ but he stopped you before youstood up and gave you a tight hug.
โAre you okay?โ
โI will be,โ you said. โBut I will be even happier if youdonโt die on me.โ
He chuckled and sat down on the bed with you still in hisarms. He stroked your cheek gently.
โI promise I will never make you cry again.โ