Her shoulders lifted in quiet laughter, amused by the other’s confession. “Well, personally, I think art’s meant to be felt more than understood,” she offered gently. “But I know others have very strong opinions on the matter.” Her voice was all but a whisper, glancing around making sure she didn’t make the same mistake of offending one of the artists. Signe followed the stranger’s gaze, glancing back to see that it didn’t resonate with her either. “Nothing with this one either?” Signe wasn’t the kind to make someone feel bad for ‘not getting it’ so she decided to steer the conversation in a new direction. “Do you live nearby? I just moved into the neighborhood not too long ago, and I decided to go exploring.” After a brief pause, she added with a hesitant smile. “I’m Signe, by the way.”
Marcela didn't frequently spend her free time admiring the art at the Mango Bay Art District, but she had some time to kill after her shift at Retro Roots and decided to check out what local artists had put up recently since she was in the area. If nothing else, this was a step in the right direction towards her goal of being at least a little more responsible with her time this year. What trouble could she really land herself in here?
She was mindlessly wandering around, not spending too much time with any one piece of art when a voice attracted her attention. "Oh no, you're fine. I'm really walking around more than anything." She glanced around for anyone who looked like the stereotypical, pretentious artist types she imagined were responsible for the artwork here. "Between you and me, I think most of this lost on me. I'm pretty sure I accidentally insulted one of the artists the last time I was here by not seeing their vision or something." As she spoke, she shifted a little to peer around the other just to see if she was missing out on something by not viewing this particular piece. Sure enough, though, it didn't really stand out to her.
Signe grinned as she watched Bella work her magic on the bracelet, finally forcing the knot into submission and untangling it. She let out a soft, impressed laugh and shook her head. "I feel like that has to be a resume-worthy skill, right?" She offered the girl a playful, half-smile before reaching out to accept the bracelet. "Well, I am pretty well-known for my unwavering moral support," she teased, playing along. "It was obviously my standing here and doing absolutely nothing that got us through that whole ordeal." Signe turned the bracelet over in her hands, smoothing it out now that it was untangled. "There was a second there I thought we might have to sacrifice it to the jewelry gods," she glanced back at Bella, lifting an amused eyebrow. "But no, you pulled through. My hero!" Signe giggled and gently bumped her shoulder against Bella's. "No, but seriously. Thank you. I was going to toss it into the ocean and then I'd probably be fined for littering."
bella wasn't really one that liked to give up on anything so she was one that would continue with something until she ended up getting it. and that's exactly what she had been trying her best to do with this bracelet until the knot had finally began to be undone. " there we go! " she responded as if it was one of her greatest accomplishments that she could've ever made. wasn't sure how since it really was proving to be difficult. and quite stubborn and knotted up. " see it was your faith in me that let me do it. " she laughed jokingly before handing the bracelet back over to signe so that she could begin on what she was planning on doing. " maybe it was going to be but i am not one to give up easily. or that easily. maybe that was a slight lie since i almost did but we don't have to talk about that. " she'd respond playfully.
Ophelia had been browsing the stacks near the music section, scanning the titles when she heard the quiet chaos unfold behind the counter and gave an empathetic wince. "Yikes, you good?" she asked, taking a cautious step forward and then pausing again. A flicker of amusement passed over her face as she noticed the inky smudge on their forehead. "Um. You've got a little..." Lia gestured vaguely between her brows and offered a playful a smile. "It's kind of a look, actually." At their prompting, Lia nodded her head towards the section she had just vacated. "I was actually hoping to find something new for guitar--maybe jazz standards or fingerstyle stuff?" Ophelia had been playing guitar since she was thirteen and her father managed to thrift her first acoustic for her birthday. Since then, she'd made it her personal mission to never stop learning or honing her skills. The internet was great, but sometimes, a book is what really did the trick.
「 ✱ 」 STATUS ﹕ open . 「 ✱ 」 LOCATION ﹕ the book nook . 「 ✱ 」 WITH ﹕ jasper & open ( @palmviewstarters )
it was a quiet day at the bookstore, with only the sighs of worn pages to keep jasper company, and so he softly hummed to himself as he sorted through the new arrivals. romance, mythological retellings, dusty vintage classics. piles towered over the timid boy that cast wobbling shadows over his features. the shuffle of company brought him from his trance. an elbow nudged the leaning tower of thrillers, and in a moment jasper’s arms were filled with cascading novellas threatening to spill. “hey ! sorry, one second … ” paperbacks were shrugged onto the counter with a limp plop. breathless, they attempted to fix a strand of unruly brunette which promptly pinged back into its clumsy position. the ends of their fingers were inky from refilling the receipt printer and they smeared a long black mark across their forehead. “are you looking for something particular today ? we have the right book for everybody.”
Signe couldn’t help the way her smile widened, teeth catching on her lower lip as she fought down the almost reckless urge to close the distance between them when he leaned in like that. Her heart gave a traitorous flutter when his voice dipped, and she felt the warmth of his breath against her ear. Signe felt the shiver that trailed down her spine that had nothing to do with the cool night air. He was so dangerous like this. The lights, the noise of the party, and all the people around them all seemed to fade until it was just him. That maddening, magnetic boy smiling at her like he already knew exactly what he was doing to her. Her cheeks flushed, but she couldn’t help wanting to meet his playful challenge. “And what if I do?” Signe asked, a teasing glint flickering in her eyes. “Just meet me for coffee, Charlie. Would you really deny me the simple pleasures in life?” When he grinned at the idea of another date, Signe laughed softly, shaking her head in amusement. “I guess you are,” she mused, laughing again as he pretended to scramble for a pen. “I could even draft that NDA for you, if you want.” Her teasing softened as he stroked the back of her hand, and when he asked if she ever wore the things she made. The question had been unexpected enough that she went quiet for a moment. “I do,” she said after a beat. “Not always. I’m usually designing with someone else in mind, but I do make things for myself from time to time.” Her gaze lifted to meet his and she smiled, sweetly and almost too innocently. “Why? Do you want to see me in one of my designs?”
“You won’t run with me to see the sunrise, but you’ll meet me after?” Charlie’s head tilted, his grin lazy as he gave her a once-over, eyes gleaming. “I’m startin’ to think you just want an excuse to catch me sweaty, Signe.” He gave a soft shake of his head, hair tossing slightly as he leaned back on one hand, all easy confidence. “Lucky for you, I do have a weakness for a good croissant after a run. Maybe some coffee… beautiful company.” His gaze drifted to meet hers again, lingering there on purpose, eyes dramatically fluttering towards her.
But then she threw that line at him, the edge of challenge in her tone, and it hit him right where she knew it would. His brows shot up, the corners of his mouth curving as heat rushed into his cheeks. Two could play at that game. Charlie’s tongue darted out across his lower lip before his teeth caught it briefly, tamping down the grin that threatened to give him away. Slowly, deliberately, he leaned in toward her, voice dropping low, “Don’t tempt me, love,” he murmured, his lips just barely brushing the shell of her ear. “I’m really tryin’ to do this the right way.” He lingered there for a beat longer than he should have, before easing back, slow and deliberate, like peeling himself away was its own kind of effort. His eyes met hers again, a spark flickering behind the teasing smile that pulled at the edge of his mouth.
“I did mention I’ve got a cocky streak, yeah? I did say I don't like to lose..” He gave a small shrug, grin still playing at his lips. “You go throwin’ around questions like if I’m a man of many talents… well, you’re practically askin’ me to brag.” But despite the bravado, there was something softer under the surface, a quiet honesty, a glint of the person he used to be and the man he’s been working hard to become. When her gaze stayed on him, focused, studying, like she was cataloging every detail of his face, Charlie felt his chest go tight for just a second. His brow, the one with the slit, lifted slightly as he leaned into the weight of her attention.
He didn’t look away. Instead, he nodded once, sure and steady when she'd questioned their expertise. When she'd brought up the idea of that next date, of mood boards and NDAs, a wide smile broke across his face, bright and boyish. “So I am gettin’ another date…” He gave an exaggerated glance around, patting at his pockets. “Anyone got a pen on ‘em? I should probably get started on that NDA, yeah?” His eyes softened as they met hers again, humor still there, but warmth blooming underneath it. “Gotta protect your trade secrets, don’t want the whole town knowin’ you’ve got a soft spot for blokes in bad designer prints.” He gave her hand one more gentle squeeze, his thumb brushing slowly along the back of her hand, the playful tone softening as he added, "You ever wear the items you make?"
She snorted at the question while she handed over the mess of string into Enzo’s waiting hand. “Well, I was trying to make a diamond friendship bracelet pattern,” Signe gestured to the pattern she’d been attempting to follow. “Clearly, my talents lay elsewhere.” There was no sting in her voice, only amusement. Her eyes flickered down at the beaded bracelet that was also before him and smiled. “Maisie’s is definitely better than mine. She’s clearly the true artist here.”
Enzo had been asked to join the Chief of Plastic Surgery's daughter at the friendship bracelet table. She had taken a liking to him from the moment he arrived at her third birthday party and brought her a life-size doll imported from Italy. Since then, Enzo and Maisie have been inseparable for the past three years. As she showed him the sparkly beads to add to their bracelet, the woman beside him displayed their failed attempt. "Well, not everything is a loss. No pun intended," he said, gesturing for her to hand him the knotted string. "What were you trying to do here?"
Signe startled as Adriana erupted on the other side of the table. She ducked her head in embarrassment, her cheeks flushed with a warmth that had nothing to do with the alcohol. “You are too much,” she said with a laugh, shaking her head at her friend. “I know, I know… I'm honestly glad that I listened to you.” Her eyes scanned around the room, lowering her voice to avoid anyone overhearing even though no one was really paying them any mind. The expression on Signe's face was a cross between something shy and glowing. “God, I am such a goner. I stood no chance. I am in textbook, no-way-out-that-man-smiles-and-my-brain-short-circuits kind of trouble.” At her friends encouragement, Signe finished her drink quickly, leaning in on the table. “Okay, hit me with your questions --and don't you dare climb on this table because I will pretend like I don't know you and walk right out.”
Adriana practically launched forward in her seat, both hands flying to her mouth as if physically holding back a scream. Her eyes went wide, then immediately narrowed in delighted suspicion as Signe spoke. As soon as the words “he stayed the night” landed, she let out a gasp that turned into a sharp squeal of laughter. "I KNEW IT! I told you to go to the store!" she whisper-shouted, grabbing her glass with both hands and clinking it a little too enthusiastically against Signe’s. "Oh my God, I might start dancing on this table. I’ve been waiting for this moment since you were, like, fifteen. The sparkly eyed gossip, the dreamy sighs, the soft smiles.. you’re doing all of it and I am so unwell."
She shook her head, her grin splitting even wider. "How much trouble are you in? So much. This is incredible. I’m going to need a full play-by-play. No—wait, finish your sangria first. I don’t want you choking when I inevitably start screaming again." Adriana giggled, kicking her feet beneath their table.
The moment their lips met again, all of the doubt and hesitation seemed to disappear from Charlie as he pulled her close. The whole world floated away, and the only thing that was left was the dizzying sensation of his mouth on hers. He kissed her like she was something precious, like he’d been waiting to do it again from the second he stopped. When they finally broke away, Signe opened her eyes to see his still closed and the sight cleaved at something within her. He opened his eyes and laughed, low and quiet and the corners of her mouth tugged into a soft smile. God, he was going to be her undoing. And maybe it was too fast. Maybe it broke every unspoken rule she usually held herself to rigidly. But Charlie seemed to have a way of pulling all the caution out of her that bypassed logic and timelines and every hesitant script she usually followed. Signe should have been scared by how easily she could lose herself in this but all she felt was the quiet, heady thrill of wanting more. His whispers to her had her cheeks tinged pink, feeling the words settle in the part of her that still sometimes questioned if she was too much or not enough. He pulled back and with a crooked, playful grin asked for her favorite movie, casually, as if they’d been in the middle of a game of Twenty Questions or something. Her laugh came out a little breathless and she shook her head. “That’s what you’re going with after kissing me like that? My favorite movie?” Her eyes glittered with amusement as she just watched him for a moment. “You’re ridiculous,” she said softly, unable to stop smiling. “My favorite movie is called The Half of It. It’s about a queer Chinese-American girl and it’s a coming of age story and I saw so much of myself not just in the main character, but the supporting characters too.” It was a special story to her even if it was a more recent movie than some she’d watched and loved in her childhood. She glanced down at the hand still resting against her side and the soft drag of his thumb against her dress making goosebumps raise along her arms. Signe’s eyes lifted and watched as he took a drink from his water bottle, a wicked smile on his lips as he drank. Her eyes went a little unfocused as she zeroed in on his mouth, remembering the feel of it against her own and only snapped out of her thoughts when Charlie’s shoulder bumped against hers. She registered his words and his teasing smile and heat returned to her cheeks ( had it ever really left from the moment she entered his presence ? ). She fought a smile, knocking her shoulder against his. “Shut up,” she muttered under her breath, a little embarrassed at being caught staring, but not at all remorseful.
Once Signe’s hand found the side of his neck, Charlie didn’t think, he simply pulled her closer. The last shred of doubt, the fear that she might pull away, evaporated the second her mouth met his again, firmer this time, answering him with a tenderness that made his chest ache. There was no hesitation in the way he kissed her now, no lingering shyness, only this, only them, and the dizzying certainty that whatever this thing was between them, it was real.
He breathed out through his nose as they finally, reluctantly, pulled apart, his forehead pressing lightly against hers. Charlie’s eyes stayed closed a moment longer, as if trying to trap the feeling, the way she tasted like hope and the semla he’d spent the night before working on; the way the world seemed to tilt and steady all at once when she was in his arms. He forced his eyes open, and god, she’s looking at him like that, bright and unguarded. Like he’s something good. Like maybe she’s just as wrecked as he is. A breathless laugh escaped his lips without permission, the sound low and completely sincere. And then Signe’s hand slid down to rest against his chest, right over the place where his heart was thundering like it might break free. Charlie drew a slow, deliberate breath, hoping to steady himself and he knows, he knows, she can feel what she’s doing to him.
After all the years spent wandering from place to place, nights spent with people he hadn’t seen long enough to even learn their names, let alone remember them, Charlie had never felt anything like this, the gut-punch pull to stay. The need to memorize the way she flushed at a compliment, the way her smile tugged shyly at the corners before it bloomed into something brilliant. The need to know her, really know her. Charlie stayed still, like he was afraid even breathing too hard might break the spell between them. He tucked his head beside hers, huffing a shaky little breath against her hair, smiling against it because it’s either that or say something too raw, too soon. His fingers brush along her waist, slow. “You’re somethin’ else, Signe,” he says quietly, the words barely a whisper between them. Another breath. Another half-second where he almost says more. Where he almost tells her he’s never felt like this on a first date, never wanted to stay so badly it physically aches. But he swallows it down for now.
Instead, he leans back just enough to catch her eyes properly again, his forehead brushing against hers one last time as he grins, breathless and boyish and undeniably him. “I’m definitely startin’ to like responsibility,” he murmured, his voice low and playful. His arm tightened around her for just a moment before he peppered smaller, feather-light kisses along the slope of her cheek, a low laugh rumbling from his chest, half disbelieving, half proud. “And now that we got that bit sorted…” Charlie pulls back, finally giving them a tiny sliver of space, though his hand stays curled around her side, thumb tracing absent little patterns against the fabric of her dress. His grin sharpens, playful again but his eyes stay soft, drinking her in like he can’t look away. He bumps his nose against hers, that boyish, cocky spark reigniting in his eyes, “What’s your favorite movie?”
The question was so normal he almost startled himself, like he’s inviting her into some private joke that only the two of them know now. Charlie leaned back properly for the first time all night, just enough to put an inch or two of space between them, though his hand never fully left her. He scanned her face again, greedy for it, for the look of her cheeks still tinged pink, the way her eyes softened even when she laughed. Grabbing his water bottle from the blanket, Charlie took a sip, glancing at her as he did, his grin lingering around the bottle. There was a steadiness under the teasing now, something unmistakable. Something that said he wasn’t going anywhere. That whatever this was between them, this quiet, slow-blooming fire, he wanted to stay and see exactly where it led. He lowered the bottle, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand, and then, without missing a beat, bumped his shoulder lightly against hers, the grin tugging at his mouth unmistakable. “Careful, love.” Charlie says, voice low and teasing, “Keep lookin’ at me like that and I’m gearin' to start askin’ a lot more questions.”
“…Then I’ll stretch, maybe sketch, take a climb… sew a dress!”
If she were being honest, the last bit of the movie she spent more time observing Charlie than the film. She thought since she'd seen it more times than she could count that she could be forgiven for the trespass. Signe watched as Charlie's body language just told her the movie was really bringing up some possibly unaddressed emotions. She said nothing, choosing to squeeze his hand instead. The ending, as always, had her eyes lining with tears that did not fall and a small, smile on her lips. She accepted the tissues from him and nuzzled her face into his arm in a show of comfort. At Charlie's question, she pondered for a moment, letting the credits scroll for another moment, her cheek pressed against his shoulder as she did so. Then, she turned to him and at their joined hands, fidgeting with his fingers. "It is honest," she murmured. "It's so vulnerable it kinda makes your chest ache, doesn't it?" Her green eyes flicked over his face, studied his glassy eye and the little crease in his brow. It made her want to cup his face and kiss the worry lines away. "I think they find themselves first. Become who they're meant to be and then find each other again." Signe swallowed, her own throat feeling tight, and dabbed her eyes with the tissues Charlie had offered her earlier. His thumb swept across her knuckles and she smiled softly. "I don't know if this is my boldest stroke," she began quietly. Signe snuck a glance at him, memorizing his features in this moment. "But I just wanted to say...I'm really glad you're here, Charlie. Not just—" she waved a hand around them dismissively. "—here on the couch, but here. With me." The quiet confession seemed almost too loud and Signe could hear her heart thudding in her chest. She leaned forward and kiss him, slow and sure and grateful. The gesture almost a thank you for the way he'd watched her favorite movie and made her feel seen and understood. It was absolutely maddening. When she finally pulled back, Signe offered him a teasing smile. "The Godfather has it's own place in cinema history, don't you thinkI It's own messages and themes to grapple with," she paused for dramatic effect before adding. "Like the importance of family, loyalty… and never trusting anyone who puts ketchup on their pasta."
By the time Paul was coming to the realization, hurling those words at Ellie, Charlie was on the edge of his seat, leaning forward on the couch, forearms braced on his knees, hands knotted together in front of him. He inhaled sharply, lips parting slightly at the sound of it, the blunt violence in Paul’s voice cutting through the soft hum of the room. The scene twisted something inside him. Memories crept in, uninvited of an old mate from school, someone he got too close to once, who smiled at him in a way that made everything confusing and wonderful. His friend's mum had walked in on them, too near, too comfortable, and that was it. Days of avoidance and one stern talk later, and suddenly he was told they weren’t allowed to be friends anymore. It had never even had a name. He blinked hard and leaned back slowly, wiping a hand across his mouth as if that would settle the shake in his chest. "Fucked up," he muttered. "She did so much for the guy." Beside him, Signe didn’t say anything, just quietly reached for his hand under the blanket again. This time, he squeezed back.
Charlie's heart nearly dropped out of his chest as the film edged toward its closing, going still again. His breath caught during the painting metaphor, 'Maybe if you never make the bold stroke, you’ll never know if you could’ve had a great painting.' It hit different now. With Signe pressed into his side, with her warmth grounding him, he felt that line down to the bone. 'Is this really the boldest stroke you could make'. He swallowed down on the large lump in his chest as Ellie spoke to her father, those moments of silent cooking together drawing his mind to his mum. He missed home, he missed his friends, he missed her. But he wasn't sad about it. It felt right. And then came the train station. Ellie’s quiet 'I’ll see you in a couple years'. Paul running alongside the train. Ellie laughing through the tears.
Charlie sat in silence for a long moment, eyes glassy and locked on the screen. The first tear slipped free before he even realized. He laughed softly as he swiped at it. "Shit, love. You weren’t jokin’." His voice cracked with the words, a disbelieving sort of fondness in it as he reached for the box of tissues on the table. He passed one to her first, then grabbed a few for himself, blinking fast as the credits rolled. "Proper hit me, that one." His voice softened as he turned toward her, eyes still wet but shining. "You think they find each other again?" Charlie’s eyes lingered on hers a beat too long. His thumb brushed hers again. "Don’t think I’ve ever seen somethin’ that honest," he said, almost like a confession. "Definitely nothin' like The Godfather, yeah?" He leaned in, pressing a soft and delicate kiss to her lips, voice dipping sincerely. "Thank you for sharin' that."
Signe let out a soft, relieved laugh, handing over the tangled mess of her bracelet across the table toward the girl without hesitation. “Thank God,” she muttered under her breath, offering the other a sheepish smile. “Thank you truly. I was literally just two seconds away from tying a note and pretending it was supposed to look like that.” Signe leaned her elbow on the table and rested her chin on her hand as she watched the girl tackle what she viewed as the gargantuan task of untangling her bracelet. “It really didn’t look that complicated from the tutorial.”
Though Georgia usually works with wire or chains, she isn't unfamiliar with the old art of friendship bracelets. She'd made many in her time, not very often for anyone in particular, but a young Georgia could at least pretend someone else had the other half if she wore hers proudly on her wrist. She hadn't actually intended to come over to the station, but the call had eventually gotten too much to resist, especially with her friends busy socialising with people Georgia doesn't and has no interest in knowing. It'd been nice at first, to have a moment to herself amongst the chaos of an otherwise heated party, but a voice beside her crying out for her help isn't unwelcome either. "No, no. Give it here; let me have a crack at it." She insists, already carefully laying hers down flat in front of her. "It comes with practice, like the first few times you'll have braided your hair and it all got tangled."
Signe bit her bottom lip, fighting a smile as Charlie painted a picture of his past self. “Don’t you worry, Charlie Hughes,” she murmured, tilting her head up to look as him with mock irritation. “I absolutely believe you were a menace. All the proof I need is glittering right there in those eyes of yours.” She pointed an accusing finger at him before letting her fingers brush his side in a teasing, fond gesture. Charlie leaned closer, and Signe giggled, her cheeks flushing pleasantly. “I mildly enjoy your presence under very specific circumstances.”
Her face softened as he asked for her interpretation of her sexuality and the label that she chose. She gave him a gentle smile and nodded, her fingertips tracing absent-mindedly along his arm as they swayed. “For me, it’s not so much about how someone looks although I won’t say it has no part. It’s more about the way someone makes me feel, how their mind works, how they move through the world.” Signe’s voice was sure, but thoughtful, like she was still discovering her own definition as she spoke. “I’ve been equally attracted to softness and sharpness, masculinity, femininity, androgyny…” She shrugged her shoulders as her words trailed off, a slow smile forming on her lips. “It’s like art.”
His hands came up to cradle her face and Signe’s eyes searched his. “Yeah, tell me about it… if I had known the Florida humidity was a part of the self-discovery package, with this hair? I would’ve asked to stay in Sweden,” she joked. But then she gently wrapped her hands around his wrists, grounding herself in the moment. The teasing in her voice faded a touch. “It was hard, being a teenager in a place where I already felt like I stuck out didn’t really help with figuring any of that out. But it all made me, me, right? I think the journey was worth it.” She licked her lips, a bit of nervous energy at being so honest, so soon. Charlie made her feel safe, made her share too much too soon, but he didn’t seem to shy away from any of that. You’re safe with me. Always.
She listened closely, hearing the words he didn’t say as he gave her a peek into what his adolescence was like. “I get that. The whole…being shaped by expectations thing. It’s exhausting. Spending years unlearning versions of yourself that other people wrote for you before you even had a chance to hold the damn pen.” Her thumbs stroked the back of his hand, lifting it to press a gentle kiss to the inside of his wrist. “I think it says a lot that you did unlearn it, though. A lot of people never even try.” Signe tilted her head and offered him a half-smile. “And for what it’s worth … I’m pretty glad I met this version of you.”
His lips brushing against her head made her eyes flutter shut for a moment, butterflies swarming in her belly. She didn’t answer his question right away. She instead took a steadying breath and prepared herself to say things she didn’t usually say aloud. Then, her voice barely above a whispered, eyes focusing on the buttons of his shirt. “I’m afraid that I’ll do all this self-exploration and discovery only for it to still not be enough. Not for my parents – God knows they would never set out to make me feel like that but – for myself. That no matter how much I do, I won’t think it’s enough for the love I’ve been given.”
Her fingers curled gently into the fabric of his shirt as if it were an anchor. “I’m afraid that those feelings will chase away something good because who wants to deal with someone who second-guesses themselves so often?” The final words came out as a whisper as if she was still too scared to say them any louder. Signe finally looked up at him then, her eyes wide, shining and vulnerable. “So…that’s what I’m scared of.”
"You think I’m insufferable now?" Charlie grinned, eyes glittering with mischief. "You should’ve seen me back then. I were a huge menace. My mates would back me up on that. I could ring any of 'em up right now and they'll tell you I were a proper little shit. Marketable, quick on the field, but absolutely relentless to be around. Especially for my mum." He leaned in a bit, voice lowering just enough to tease. "But you think I still get away with it, don’t you?" His smile curled, playfully cocky. "Oh, so you proper like me."
The teasing faded into something quieter as he listened to her. Charlie’s expression softened, and his fingers traced gentle circles at her back. "Can I ask what pansexual means for you?" He asked gently, not wanting to prod, just trying to understand her a little better. "I’m still learnin’, yeah? Like, I get the idea.. but I’d rather hear how it feels from you." He gave a small, self-deprecating laugh. "Movin’ halfway across the world on top of that, tryin’ to figure yourself out in the middle of it all… Shit, puberty in a foreign country, that really sounds rough. I'm glad it led you to here, though.." He paused, lifting both hands to her face, thumbs brushing her cheeks, "Thank you for tellin' me that, yeah? For trustin' me enough with that personal information. I know it’s not easy, but you’re safe with me, alright? Always. Means a fuckin' lot. Genuinely."
He smiled down at her with a laugh as she pictured him as a tween. "You have no idea. I was gettin' myself into all kinds of trouble. Granddad really put that movie in the wrong hands. Led to many-a-confrontations." He shook his head, she hadn't known the half of it. On top of his new obsession with the mob, Charlie was also going through a period of getting really good at football and getting really angry with his father. Defenses grew quickly; sarcasm and goofing off becoming an easy deflection. He hadn't fully realized just how much work he'd put into changing who he used to be until he was here, thinking back with a girl who would've never given him the time of day if she had known him then. "Took me years to unlearn all the shit that got built around me.. being told who I’m supposed to be before I ever had a say."
His voice dropped as he kissed the crown of her head, holding her for a beat before whispering, "Signe, what are you still afraid of?" The question wasn’t casual. It was quiet, weighty, like he was asking her to hand him something delicate, and he was ready to hold it with both hands. His blue eyes stayed fixed on her, waiting.
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