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Mx. Sinister at Ventura, CA 6/10/25 (via Instagram)

Artwork for 'Tom, Thom' by K. M. Ferebee, 2016 (Rovina Cai)

Call Me Back Again

— Charles Bukowski, “fate”

Paul McCartney singing ‘Nineteen Hundred and Eighty Five’. From ‘One Hand Clapping’, 1974.

We keep going

GILLIAN ANDERSON as DANA SCULLY The X Files, ‘War of the Coprophages’

they should invent a life that is liveable and a sleep that comes easy and a winter that doesn't feel like decay and a spring that doesn't feel like the past and a head that doesn't hurt and a heart that doesn't sit in your chest like a rock and a body that doesn't hate you and a hometown that doesn't make you lose your mind and a university that won't kill you they should invent a me that is normal I think that would be really neat. ok good night I love you

NANCY GROSSMAN YOU WILL SEE HEAVEN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

patrick for billboard philippines

i love writing. i hate writing. i have so many ideas & quite literally nothing to say

I am unfortunately just like other guys. I like trashy horror, dog poems, cannibalism as a metaphor for obsessive devotion, religious imagery, people who use my name in a sentence, academic validation, lying for fun, being bisexual and bleeding out in the snow.

giant portraits VINH Sidney

*through gritted teeth* it doesn’t have to be perfect, it just has to be done. it doesn’t have to be perfect, it just has to be done. it doesn’t have to be-

There is a specific and terrifying difference between “never were” monsters and “are not anymore” monsters

“The thing that was not a deer” implies a creature which mimics a deer but imperfectly and the details which are wrong are what makes it terrifying

“The thing that was not a deer anymore” on the other hand implies a thing that USED to be a deer before it was somehow mutated, possessed, parasitically controlled or reanimated improperly and what makes THAT terrifying is the details that are still right and recognizable poking out of all the wrong and horrible malformations.

"Sometimes you climb out of bed in the morning and you think, I'm not going to make it, but you laugh inside — remembering all the times you've felt that way." -- Charles Bukowski

its so crazy that the actual answer to: ‘how do i stop feeling horribly embarrassed by my own existence ?’ is that u just have to tell urself and others that what ur doing isnt embarrassing and eventually everyone just believes u

Bad hair day

Kiki’s Delivery Service (1989) • dir. Hayao Miyazaki

That’s incredible 😍

Blade Runner 2049 (2017, Denis Villeneuve)

Wires

Josan Gonzalez