3am thoughts:
the places that resonate most with me, are part of me, are the liminal spaces. the places that aren't proper places, but spaces betwixt; waystations, transitional places.
crossroads, stairwells, gas stations, train platforms, airport gates, cemataries. rooftops at dusk, or any time really. long stretches of highway in bad country when no one else is on the horizon. a pier with a lone bench at the end and a flickering lampost, surrounded by 70 year old bullet scars in the concrete. 3am at the waffle house, where everything is real and nothing is. an abandoned railroad bridge where your friends used to jump in the river, but you refused knowing instinctively the nature of the place. the waiting room of a hospital when you're silently pleading with gods who don't listen about a beginning or an end. overgrown trails and backyards that abut the highway. an out of the way park, with a monument so weatherbeaten and overgrown that no one remembers what it once commemorated. a party when you're not sure if it's too late or too early but you're the only one left awake so you sit at the window and wait to see what comes.
my heart resides in these spaces and my thoughts often turn to them. rarely are they pleasant, often discomforting because things are thinner there, both less and more real. have you felt it, the power of liminal spaces? that niggling sense that things aren't as they seem and really never were? that feeling that you've overlooked something important but can't remember what it was? next time you find yourself in a place such as these, listen, there is power there, and a promise. the promise that everything changes, moves on, passes for good or ill and the power to see it through. change, transition, death and rebirth.
Magical properties were existent in such incantation Mantra chants circulated throughout the room Sacred utterances flowed out like the serenade of a songbird Her last breath was her silence; this was done in profound stillness Altering the perception of duration; an understanding of the length of time Punctuated equilibrium at spans by the changing of these vibrations The element of space channeled in the base of her throat
Ritual magic sang; fathomless signals of energy could no longer be stifled Generating something that the ear could comprehend as more than sound Bond jointly with runes; there was a perpetual glimmer of light A magnetism that streamed in never-ending spirals
She finds herself in eternity, amid the boundless Beyond this, all physical understandings, she felt the boundaries of the unknown decline Reverberations of metaphysical phenomena jolted throughout her body A riptide of turbulence, but non-hazardous to the conjoining Incantation nurtured the awakening of the esoteric properties Gaining the power of comprehending non-duality, basking in the glows of the chants
Walata M.
Pic by Holistic Health from Pinterest
The first thing that made me interested in manifesting time changes was a line from the blog “I Am Love” where she talks about revising her dogs age and meditating for an hour in a couple minutes.
The simple intention of “I intend for reality to prove to me that it is malleable and that time is an illusion”, is more than enough.
(⋆❛ ہ ❛⋆)⊃▂✫⌒*・゚✲ my success stories
🕯⊹ : ̗̀➛ One morning I was listening to a meditation in bed while affirming that my intention was to prove that reality was malleable and time was an illusion.
I sat up after some time of listening, noticing that only 10 minutes on my clock had passed. Yet somehow the marker for my meditation said 15 minutes had passed!!
🕯⊹ : ̗̀➛ My bf and I were hanging out downtown but had left the house about an hour later than I’d initially wanted. So I decided I wanted to revise time to about an hour earlier around noon. I went about my day believing we’d have left the house around noon.
When we got home around six my boyfriend had mentioned how he was surprised we spent six hours out of the house. Which had proved to me I had successfully revised the time.
🕯⊹ : ̗̀➛ I made two hours happen in the span of an instant (or maybe that would be considered stopping time? lol).
The other day I woke up at 1:06 pm (regrettably) and decided I wanted to revise the time to 11 am about two hours prior. I wanted more sleep so I kinda turned over and repeated it was 11 am as I was tossing and turning until I passed out again.
I woke up again worried I’d slept too long and picked up my phone to check the time. Once again it read 1:06 pm. :)
have you ever said to yourself "why can't I manifest my desires? why am I struggling? why is life so unfair?"
then you are suffering from a severe case of 'victim mentality'.
you feel like you are a victim, you feel like nothing goes your way and you always fail
THIS is the victim mentality and fun fact: it doesn't serve you any purpose because you are NOT the victim. you literally create your reality and by thinking that you're a victim, your reality is reflecting that thought
stop. stop right there. stop thinking that you're a victim and stop thinking that you are helpless. BELIEVE in yourself and trust yourself. have faith in your power to manifest because believe it or not, manifestation is real. the law of assumption is real. if you assume that it's not real, then the law of assumption will make sure it's not
STOP doubting yourself and START believing in yourself because YOU ARE NOT the victim, you are the operant creator of your reality, you get to decide what happens here.
why are you struggling when you KNOW that you are the creator of your reality? why are you still struggling when you are AWARE of the infinite power you hold? why are you anxious of your desires not showing up in the 3D?
only YOU can answer that question.
because everything is YOUR CREATION
you don't like the way you look? you don't like the way people treat you? you don't like your grades?
THEY ARE YOUR CREATION
your reality right now is the product of your past thoughts. but you STILL have the power to change it. you are limitless
don't like your looks? assume you look like the ideal version of yourself
want to change your past grades? manifest it
want to date your celebrity crush? know he's already yours
don't want to live here? shift to another reality
don't want your parents to be strict? EIYPO ( everything/everyone is you pushed out ). assume they treat you the way you want them to
you HOLD ENOUGH POWER TO CHANGE YOUR REALITY
stop reacting to the 3D because it's just the creation of your past thoughts and let go of your victim mentality because it doesn't serve you any purpose
the reality is nothing but your consciousness, you can change anything and everything about it that you wish to. everything is your creation
Sigils were the first magic I ever learned. As an artist, symbolism and aesthetic are things that are incredibly important to me. I have used multiple ways of crafting sigils, but I have created my own personal way of creating sigils using a method writers have used in poetry- the stream of consciousness technique.
I put my pen to paper, call upon what I wish to make a sigil about, and let the pen create what I need.
These are the sigils that I use the most frequently (you may use them if you wish).
You may notice that my sigils in the form of arrows. Arrows are a symbolic representation of aiming and shooting for something, and I love the vertically long look because I like to draw these sigils on my forearms.
I created all of these with stream of consciousness drawing.
It is almost like a form of meditation for me. Allowing myself to simply create what I think “focus” or “protection” looks like visually makes the end results beautiful and meaningful for me.
I do have a few running themes. Here are a few symbols I love to throw in.
These are used a ton in my art.
So here is a step by step of what to do-
1. Clear your mind for meditation. (Tip- if you have crystals that symbolize your intent, surround yourself with them. And example would be having a rose quartz for love on you or near you.)
2. Put your writing utensil to your paper. (I recommend using paper before digital.) Have your energy flow from your body to the focus of the tip of the pen/pencil, repeating the intent you wish the sigil to have.
3. Make a first draft of your sigil by allowing your hand to simply move as you think of your intent.
4. Make as many reiterations you wish until you have something you feel satisfied with. (Editing is a big part of writing as well.)
5. After a few tries making different sigils, make a list of your own common symbols you see popping up in your sigils.
And there you have it. If you are not comfortable, try mixing this technique with others to find what works best for you, or simply only use other techniques and make sigil arrows. I think using the look of an abstract arrow helps with directing intentions.
You can also request a sigil from me if you so choose in my inbox, for I shall be making them for anyone who asks for free.
I hope you find yourself using this technique of stream of consciousness to create wonderful sigils.
The Altar of a Green Witch
Marvel ladies aesthetics: Wanda Maximoff
"I can't control their fear, only my own."
Thinking about myths
you don't have to believe the 3D. you are allowed to observe your 3D but you don't have to acknowledge it or give it any importance because it is simply the result of your old thoughts. in your new mindset, there's no place for the crappy old story or any 3D circumstance created by it.
circumstances are malleable. they can change at any moment & they don't matter!!! changing your thoughts will eventually change how the circumstance shows up in your reality.
keep affirming. it doesn't matter if you believe your affirmations, say them anyway. have 2-3 go-to affirmations & loop them. they don't have to be painfully robotic, feel free to change the words as you feel comfortable.
do not doubt your ability to manifest. this entire law depends on your beliefs! you are a powerful creator, never ever doubt the enormous amount of power your thoughts hold.
partial manifestations or manifestations that haven't occurred yet are not failed manifestations, keep affirming till you get the exact output you visualised! don't get discouraged by hiccups! this is literally a law, it is always working. keep persisting and being faithful to your mental diet. there's no way it won't work!
work on your self love and self concept. self-concept is not necessarily required to manifest but it helps you build confidence and stability when it comes to battling old stories, doubts & fears. it gives you confidence to trust your manifesting process.
stop waiting around. stop trying to manifest signs or confirmation 'if your affirmations are working!' - all this implies lack & insecurity! your job is simply to choose your desired reality and persist in it. you don't have to manipulate the 3D or even figure out how/when it will happen! TRUST YOURSELF FOR ONCE that what you're doing is working! who cares when it's gonna show up, you're gonna be as happy if it shows up tomorrow than you will be if it shows up two months later. what's a little persisting in front of getting to experience the feeling of finally having your desire?!
keep an open mind. anything can happen any moment. keep persisting, knowing that you don't give into old thought patterns & only put your energy into the new story!