New Outfit I Got :)

Loving the New Hair Color <3

Marlee Matlin’s SAG Award acceptance speech for Outstanding Performance by a Cast in a Motion Picture for CODA (2021) directed by Siân Heder

Outside Lands 2023!!!

I got to see Megan Thee Stallion!!!! :))

Reflecting

(TW // sexual coercion)

With all of the awful stuff happening on Twitter I recently read an article about sexual coercion on Planned Parenthood’s website, and a lot of the warning signs sounded very similar to something I experienced in a past relationship. There were constant repeated attempts to “convince” me to let them do something to me no matter how many times I said no. There was a lot of “Up-Negotiating” like waiting a year until or just sitting near their face with my legs open. I always felt incredibly guilty and uncomfortable for saying no to them so often and eventually one day I gave in because I had been broken down so much, I thought “I’ve said no so many times, I’m a bad partner, they want it so I can just get through it for them”, and then they proceeded to react with disgust when I finally gave them what they were badgering me for throughout our whole time dating. I’ve never let someone try to go down on me since then and it’s been so hard for me to accept that I was coerced by repeated badgering and pressure. I don’t harbor any deep-seated resentment since it took me so long to realize that this is what happened to me, I had a lot of time to process it and work through it in therapy. I wish this person a life filled with therapy and love.

Frothing at the mouth….

Need more tattoos and piercings ASAP

I’ve Had The New Piercings For A Bit Now

I recently got 3 piercings, my bellybutton, vertical labret, and rook, and I really love how they turned out. The ear still hurts but it hurts less than it did a few days ago, my lip piercing is doing great and I love playing with it I also think it looks really hot, and my bellybutton has healed so well I think I might change the jewelry soon!

One of my favorite wallows songs, really encapsulates the feeling of wanting someone and not being able to do anything about it.

HOW

I just watched the 2021 movie CODA and omfg HOW IS THE FANDOM NOT BIGGER?!??!? I absolutely loved this movie, I cried a couple of times and could rewatch it infinitely. CODA is really a work of art and I wish there was a bigger fandom so I could gush about it with other people!

wallows was right i am a scrawny motherfucker with a cool hairstyle

Homecoming Soon!!!

I’ve got a killer outfit for Homecoming and I can’t wait to get to dance with my girlfriend for the first time :)

I’m really excited to go to a dance with them and get to see them more, I really like her a lot!

I’m also throwing a Halloween party this year and dressing up as (slutty) Ghostface and I invited her, I really can’t wait for all of these firsts with my girlfriend! :)