Prom Plans!!!

SH Scars

(Trigger warning for mentioning of self harm scars)

I have a bit of a history with self-harming and self-harming behaviors and fidgets. When I’m stressed out I tend to unconsciously cause myself pain and one thing that I stopped doing years ago was chewing the skin on the insides of my cheeks. I have these long scars running up to the corners of my mouth on each side on the inside of my mouth from the skin being chewed off, and recently I don’t know what triggered this relapse but I’ve been causing more damage to the scarred areas and making the lines longer than they used to be.

I don’t know how to stop since I started again and I’m really worried that I’m going to cause more lasting damage. I luckily haven’t made myself bleed but I have been making the scars longer, I’m going to look into ways to try and help myself stop.

Frothing at the mouth….

Need more tattoos and piercings ASAP

HOW

I just watched the 2021 movie CODA and omfg HOW IS THE FANDOM NOT BIGGER?!??!? I absolutely loved this movie, I cried a couple of times and could rewatch it infinitely. CODA is really a work of art and I wish there was a bigger fandom so I could gush about it with other people!

New to Tumblr

My first official post! I've never used tumblr before, I'm happy to be joining the platform!

My bestie just told me I’m in a situationship. Help.

in a relationship, you should be able to say, "this is the healthiest love I've ever experienced." if you can't say this, keep looking. - renuka i. chemistry is great, compatibility is great, love is great, but what we're looking for now is a relationship that nourishes your soul. one that makes you want to be the best version of you - for this person, and for yourself. do not settle. follow for more inspirational quotes @renukawrites

There’s a Difference

I am not a “you’re doing so good” praise enjoyer.

I am a “you’re so gorgeous” praise enjoyer.

Homecoming Soon!!!

I’ve got a killer outfit for Homecoming and I can’t wait to get to dance with my girlfriend for the first time :)

I’m really excited to go to a dance with them and get to see them more, I really like her a lot!

I’m also throwing a Halloween party this year and dressing up as (slutty) Ghostface and I invited her, I really can’t wait for all of these firsts with my girlfriend! :)

I Got my Results!!!

So today I got to leave school a bit early (I had to come back after lunch tho) to hear the results of my evaluation! I met some of the criteria for ADHD and Autism but not nearly enough to get a diagnosis, it’s something I should keep an eye on but not extremely possible from what they’ve seen so far from me. I got a diagnosis of Generalized Anxiety Disorder AND Social Anxiety Disorder, which wasn’t very surprising but I wasn’t expecting 2 diagnosis. I’m now eligible for medication and a 504 plan for my debilitating Social Anxiety, I’m really excited for next year to be able to have accommodations that will hopefully help me do even better and feel more comfortable in school than I already do!

I have therapy after my Driver’s Ed today so I’ll be excited to tell my therapist that I finally got a diagnosis and we can work out how to best move forward from there.

Piercing Craze

I just got my bellybutton pierced and I already booked an appointment to get 2 more piercings 😭😭😭😭

I’m officially obsessed