My Friends Wonder Why I Hide Shit About Myself But Like This Kid And This Teacher Knew I Was German.

oh no

is she okay?

are you two okay?

Just a quick, sad thing

Logan's, "I'm here to deliver one last fact and then I will do you all a favor and spare you my company."

It reminds me of when my best friend attempted. Her last message to her girlfriend was, "Don't worry, this is the last argument we'll have. I'll spare you and Logan the pain of my words."

and this doesnt include all, but theres a LOT

sanders sides but only when logan is cut off or shut up!! enjoy the vid <3333

LOGAN NUUUUUU

Dead by Dawn- Part 1/?

Warnings: Suicide, self harm, unsympathetic sides I guess,

Summary: Logan is tired of being ignored and silenced.

Pairings: None

Logan stared at the others as they argued.

"Virgil, I think we should-" Virgil cut him off.

"Not a good time, L." Logan turned to Patton.

"Patton, please listen to me-"

"We can't logic our way out of this one, Lo, I'm sorry." His final choice was to turn to Thomas.

"Thomas, maybe we should-"

"Logan, let them handle this one, okay? This isn't really your thing."

Logan felt hot tears burning his eyes. He glanced down at the cuts on his wrists. Nobody noticed the marks. He pulled out a notebook and pen and began to write.

Dear friends,

By the time you read this, I will likely be gone. I am so sorry I was such a burden on you all this time. I understand now that I was useless from the beginning. You do not need me, and I know it now. That why I have done this. There must have been a reason you ignored me. What I said was not important. I was not important.

The pain grew to be too much. I do have feelings, and it hurts so bad. Do not blame yourselves for what I've done. It's my fault, not yours. I should have known sooner I didn't matter. I'm sorry.

Love, Logan

He tore the page out of the notebook. But before sinking out, he tried one last time to make Thomas listen.

"Thomas, I really think you should listen to me-"

"Logan! We don't need you right now!" Thomas was growing impatient. That stunned Logan.

"Yeah, Microsoft Nerd, we never needed your opinion!"

"Shut up, nerdy wolverine."

"You just aren't important, Logan," Janus said. "You're useless to them. They hate you." Logan didn't know then that Janus was being Janus and lying.

The words stung, like being shot over and over again.

"Whatever! It doesn't matter to me anyway! I'll be dead by dawn!" He held up the note. "I'll be dead by dawn!" He sunk out.

"'I'll be dead by dawn?' What does that mean?" Patton asked.

"I don't know," Roman answered. Janus thought about it. He thought about the note Logan held and the marks on his wrists and the last words he said, and he gasped.

"Oh my God!"

"What?!" Thomas asked.

"He said, 'I'll be dead by dawn.' Don't you get what that means?" The other sides shook their head except for Remus.

"Oh God no. Logan!"

"I don't get it," Virgil said.

"He's going to kill himself! He was holding a suicide note, and didn't you see the cuts on his wrists?"

The reality of the situation sunk into the sides, but it was just a moment too late when it did. They were just a moment too late when they broke down the bathroom door.

Remus: let's dissect a frog!

Logan: for science?

Remus: For science!

Logan: Alright

Me vs a random fander:

Fander Janus is accepted

Me: something's iffy

Fander: where's Virgil

Me: meh... He hurts Logan and Roman and despises Remus and Dee

Fander: Patton's evil?!

Me: HiS tRuE fOrM!

Fander: ignoring Logan

Me: thoroughly reading it through

Fander: *crying over Roman*

Me: ...but if Patton's "nice" and checking up on him why y'all crying

Fander: only caring about Dee Roman and Virgil

Me: WHAT ABOUT LOGAN?! IS HE WITH REMUS? REMY? EMILE? WHERE IS HE?!?!?

If you couldnt tell, I don't like Patton or Virgil

Headcanon

Patton was always mad at Logan for also being a blue side.

To retaliate, he took Logan’s logo and changed it so it wouldn’t be to obvious. He also made sure to make Logan insecure by making Logan think of himself like he was a joke. He also kept telling Logan to shut up. He even pretended to care for Logan so it wouldn’t be noticed by the fandom, and if it was, the fandom retaliated and made sure that his “nice things” to Logan were bigger

Sad Logan Sanders

In all honesty Logan’s probably going to snap soon. I commented this and I’m copy and pasting it: “Nobody gonna comment about how ignored and sad Logan was in this video? Like seriously, he just left without warning and they told him not to do that in moving on part 2 but they didn’t even notice!”

The rest of this is not copied and pasted: If you put on the captions for when Thomas call Logan “cool” it says “disbelieving noise.”

Then he got called the least favorite character and he gets called names and the only time the sides really listened to him was when Remus was in the episode and that was for their benefit.

And they kept him out of the courtroom scene and when Thomas started to sound like Logan a little Roman told Thomas not to talk like Logan because he wasn’t there and that they should act like it. He also talked over Logan when he tried to help out. Roman literally CUT LOGAN OFF THE SCREEN!

Patton just tries to get him to shut up. It’s not as noticeable but even he pushes him away. And he uses infinitesimal jokes all the time, no matter how much Logan hates it. HE EVEN SKIPPED LOGAN! AT LEAST WHEN ROMAN DID IT HE READ SOME OF HIS FACTS OUT LOUD BUT PATTON... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Virgil wants him to shut up too. He’s the one who called Logan the least favourite character and Patton and Roman laughed. He wanted to RESTRICT HIS BREATHING!

Dee (I refuse to use Janus because I love Dee and his real name won’t change me using the nickname) was the one to include Logan in the courtroom scene and has impersonated Logan more than the others because I think it’s easier for him in because he only has to talk when asked to which now isn’t very often anymore he also didn’t have to do anything to impersonate Logan. He said he did nothing to him when they yelled what did you do to Logan (if you tell me he was lying I will just mention this- his voice changes when he lies but his voice remained the same when he said that)

Remus was only listening to Logan and nobody else but for some reason the others don’t listen to Logan even after that. Unless it helps them. When it doesn’t help them... “Logan, shut up!”

I truly am sorry for this rant/vent but it’s true. Now please don’t steal this rant. I’m writing this at 4 30 am and I’m proud of it 

I mean im fine without Virgil but Roman or Logan not showing up? Scared

we’re in for a ride, lads. 😔

[ID in alt text.]

Never! I love Logan!

I could never make him Unsympathetic!

virgil who acts so calm when he’s done something wrong and you’re trying to call him out on his bullshit. it’s like talking to a motherfucking brick wall because all he’s saying is “i’m sorry i made you feel that way.” “i didn’t intend for my words to come across like that.” “maybe you could confront me nicely next time so we can have a civil conversation.” eventually you get so worked up you scream and yell and now he’s playing the victim card. “you screamed at me when i was being kind and listening to your words!!” “you were being completely unfair!!” and all his friends back him up. roman says “why were you being so harsh? virgil apologized, you should’ve accepted it and moved on.” “come on man, he was agreeing with you, stop being so sensitive.” 

Fuck my geometry teacher.

We have exams coming up next week. Tuesday for his class. And he decides its a good idea to have us do a TEST and give us more HOMEWORK. What the actual fuck. We have EXAMS. What made him think it was a good idea?!

Anyways, how's your day going?

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