I Am Getting All My Desires Today

excuse my foolish heart but i think we should hold hands and go on bookstore dates

it doesn't matter where you came from, what matters is that you're here now.

one thing that really bugs me about spiritual communities in general (reality shifting, law of assumption, non dualism, etc.) is that a lot of people shame others for not understanding things or for believing in things that are limiting when they first start out. i mean, i understand the frustration - anons can ask a thousand questions that could be answered if they read pinned posts, and we all just want everyone to abandon their limiting beliefs and just get it.

but the fact is that we were born in a society that teaches us that we are limited and that some things are impossible, from the time that we are small until we find these teachings, and we are slowly undoing them through exploration and self-inquiry. it's an overwhelming and tricky journey, filled with so many beautiful highs and a lot of devastating lows, and i feel like everyone deserves a whole lot of compassion when searching for answers. i know i needed love and compassion when i first started, because my ego was scared and sad and was searching for answers in order to feel loved and secure. being told i was dumb and having someone be frustrated with me for my questions was the last thing i needed to become self-actualized. i know that everyone is different, but this is just my experience, so i wanted to share it.

my beliefs are constantly evolving into what brings me more peace and understanding. in the beginning, i wouldn't have been able to believe that my assumptions create my reality (law of assumption) if i hadn't been introduced to the idea of reality shifting. i wouldn't have understood the fact that this life is just beautiful dream and that my true Self is the dreamer (non dualism) if i hadn't first been able to separate my "imagination" from my "real life" (3D and 4D from law of assumption). these were all stepping stones in my understanding of the greater ideas that i needed to get to, and i feel no shame in formerly having beliefs or practices that i don't identify with anymore. i don't believe that you should have shame, either, regardless of where you are at in your journey of self-discovery and creative power.

i get so sad when i see bloggers shaming others for not understanding things when all of this is so fucking difficult to grasp when one is first starting out. i mean, we come from societies that have beliefs as foolish and damaging as skin colour making you inferior, or that gender is binary and you can't express yourself the way you feel inside. with beliefs such as these, of course the beliefs of anything being possible and the fictional being real are going to sound impossible and profoundly false. in my personal opinion, the tough love approach has never helped me - compassion and patience has. i feel like so many people believe and understand that we are all one and have a great understanding of the truth of things, and yet go around and are rude to those seeking answers. it just feels so pathetic to me to see bullying of those seeking answers when they're literally just an extension of the answerer. anons are showing up with silly questions because bloggers expect them to have silly questions. and i realize that even this is hypocritical of me to say because i could just choose to see a spiritual community full of love and compassion instead of what i'm seeing, but i still wanted to share this while i unravel my own hypocrisy.

i feel like if you are wanting to be a teacher of others, you have to take on the responsibility that being a teacher holds, which includes patience, patience, and more patience. that's just my own perspective at least, and everyone is welcome to have their own, but my favourite teachers have been ones that guide me to my own answers with patience and compassion. i am also profoundly sensitive and feel wilty when others are cruel to me, so maybe i'm just trying to speak out to those who feel similarly, because this is a post i wish i could have read when i first started my journey. ultimately, everyone can do, be, and say whatever they like - it's their own blog after all - but i just want to be a voice of compassion to anyone who is in the beginning stages of learning about the law of assumption, non dualism, or reality shifting. it all comes down to the same profound teachings that we are, at our core, limitless.

all of this is to say that i am proud of you. you are doing a good, great, amazing job. you are worthy of love and goodness in your life no matter what others may make you feel. you are worthy of the absolute best and nothing less. it is a hard journey at times, but it is a worthwhile journey, and you are brave and creative and beautiful for taking the steps to expand and give yourself the best life. you deserve compassion and love and patience, and i am rooting for you every step of the way. i hope you are rooting for yourself, too.

ultimately, it doesn't matter where you got your beliefs. what matters is: does it feel right to you? does it make you feel connected to your true, unlimited Self? does it open up your world and your heart to the endless possibilities available to you? does it give you peace? if so, it doesn't matter what practice or teaching you believe in. you are your own greatest teacher.

it doesn't matter where you came from, what beliefs you once held, or who you've been in the past. what matters is that you are here, learning and growing, learning how to give yourself the most beautiful experiences that your creative power has to offer. be kind to yourself and remember that we're all just trying to expand and love and open ourselves up.

the version of you who has and is everything you want is one assumption away. assume boldly. you have the final say because you have the only say.

Mars and Earth Dance - Hubble Space

Wealth is my birth right!

Everything you can think of is present now. You cannot conceive of something that is not already worked out in detail; but it is a shadow if you do not dwell in it.

—Neville Goddard

Take your attention away from your problem and the multitude of reasons why you cannot achieve your ideal. Concentrate your attention entirely upon the thing desired.

—Neville Goddard

Here's a tip for anyone wavering,

Remember that at any moment in your doubt, you have the CHOICE to choose which reality you want, that's really what manifesting is all about- deciding something and persisting in the choice that you have it,So always dare to choose the one which favours you and your desire,

not against it.

The academic urge to master every subject I'm taught. To learn the intricies of every language and to study every known piece of literature for the sheer fun of it. To investigate the very workings of history and bask in your discoveries. To look at art and know everything about it.

The urge to learn and know and to know it all.

God-Status ♡ Affirmations: based on "Komi Can't Communicate"

I am constantly mistaken for a divine entity.

People act like I invented happiness or something.

My beauty is way too stunning, some people can't even talk to me without getting dizzy with love.

I can't help being sparkly, I was born like this.

Respecting me is a default setting for everyone in existence.

I have a once-in-an-eon type of beauty.

It's normal for people to dote on me, like I'm literally used to it atp.

I can't even recall what it's like to not be praised and worshipped for existing…

It literally blows my mind how transfixed people are when it comes to me. (I mean I get it, but you don't have to throw yourself at my feet wtf???)

If the choice was between me and a bottle of water, dehydrated-and-stuck-in-the-desert bxtches would choose me every time.

It's like people don't physically know how to be mean to me.

I do everything perfectly; I don't mean to, it just works out that way.

Everything is easy for me, I barely have to try.

I am effortlessly talented and competent.

I am way too good at everything I do.

Nobody can be jealous of me, cuz why wouldn't I be this way???

I could glance at someone and they'd be like, "Is this a gift from god? 🦋"

Nothing I do should warrant this much attention, but I always find people hyping me up over the bare minimum.

I'm perfect lol.

My birthday is an international holiday for people.

Everyone is just so sweet to me!

I literally have to be the voice of reason at all times because my words hold too much weight and power.

People scrap the Golden Ratio when they see me.

I make people feel happy and giddy.

I could sell salt to a slug.

I'm like that gorgeous Student Council president Universities would die for.

I'm the queen/king/sovereign of this universe.

I control my reality pretty easily.

I want for nothing; my reality showers me with my desires every second.

The world is madly in love with me.

I'm the prince/princess of all things wonderful.