I AM A MASTER MANIFESTOR!

"𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒂 𝒎𝒖𝒔𝒆𝒖𝒎 𝒇𝒖𝒍𝒍 𝒐𝒇 𝒂𝒓𝒕. 𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒂𝒎 𝒂 𝒑𝒐𝒆𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒔𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒄𝒉 𝒐𝒇 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒑𝒊𝒓𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏."

𝑨𝒗𝒊𝒋𝒆𝒆𝒕 𝑫𝒂𝒔

“Step into the fire of self-discovery. This fire will not burn you, it will only burn what you are not.”

— Mooji

Congratulations! Today, you get to learn the difference between memory and recall. There is an important difference, and understanding that difference will make you a better ally to the disabled community and also more understanding of your own brain!

What is memory?

Memory is the information your brain has stored for later. Let's make an analogy: your memory can be compared to files stored on a computer. Your brain is extremely complex and has a deep, layered filing system.

When your roommate's friend visits and introduces herself, you put her name in one of the many name folders. Our brains are complex enough that we can assume there are thousands of those folders, each for a different type of name and how you know it: friend names, immediate family names, extended family names, classmate names, coworker names, celebrity names, and so on and so forth, forever.

What is recall?

Recall is not whether you have something stored, but whether you can find it. Like that photo of you at summer camp in sixth grade that's stored somewhere on your computer, the information you learn throughout daily life is sorted somewhere into your brain's filing system. The longer ago that you put the information into the system, the harder it is to find, unless you frequently visit those files.

For the average instance of recall, people generally use the equivalent of the search bar of their brain's filing system. The information is sorted precisely so it's, naturally, recalled in the blink of an eye.

However, you may have had moments of recall issues. Everyone does here and there. The sensation of a word being on the tip of your tongue is a common example of issues with recall. You know the word, but it's just not coming up when you search for it.

In instances like these, you end up kind of manually rooting around in your brain's folders, desperately looking for associated folders that it might have been mis-stored in. You're trying to think of a vegetable you know of, so you start listing off other vegetables to yourself, as if sifting through the vegetable folder.

Sometimes, this association game can bring forth the missing file - or in this case, vegetable name. In other cases, you simply have to let it go and wait for it to come to you later. That might mean you smacking your forehead 48 hours later when you're in the middle of driving to work and the name of that vegetable suddenly throws itself right in the middle of your internal monologue.

Recall and disability

So, what does this have to do with disability? Well, the average person may have occasional recall issues, but for many disabled people, these issues are extremely prevalent. For neurodivergent folks or those with brain fog, we can end up having trouble recalling things many times in a day. It is extremely frustrating and can even be embarrassing in social situations.

For example, your roommate's friend, who you've hung out with on multiple occasions and heard numerous stories about might drop by six months later and you might stand there trying to avoid talking while you scramble desperately through your name files trying to recall her name when you know it's in there somewhere. It's a real life reproduction of that scene in SpongeBob where he only knows how to be a waiter. By the time she addresses you, it's too little too late and you have to admit that for some reason her name is evading you. It's humiliating.

Be understanding of recall issues

These issues have little to do with how important something is to a person. If you know someone who's disabled and they have frequent issues recalling words or names, it's just because the search function in their brain sometimes breaks down and they have to rely on manually digging through the billions of memories they have to try and find what they're looking for.

If you know someone with this issue who is comfortable with it, try filling in the gaps for them! It can be a fun bonding experience, especially between two people with recall issues, to immediately offer a word that seems to fit the flow of the sentence as soon as the other starts to draw a blank. The better you know them, the easier it is.

If you know someone with recall issues, be patient when they use you as a living thesaurus. You're saving them countless hours of googling or agonizing over what that word was - you know, the one that's like willingly suffering for an extended period of time about something that may or may not matter? (I just had issues recalling 'agonizing' 😔)

Anyway, that's all for today! I hope you've all learned something new about recall and how it affects people with disabilities differently/more frequently than the average person

embraces (melt into me)

joseph lorusso, nicoletta tomas, malcolm liepke, joseph lorusso, ron hicks, peter wever, joseph lorusso, colley whisson

PAC - Affirmations + Uplifting Words

10.14.22 Instagram Services Artist credit at bottom of post Use these affirmations daily for a month and see the difference <3

PILE 1 "I live in the moment, embracing my mind with love & understanding. Having empathy for myself is a priority, so I'm always sure to be kind to myself. I'm at peace with the hidden aspects, what ifs, twists, & turns of life. Because I understand these are all just moments that serve a purpose in the grander scheme of things. I transmute my heartbreak into abundance. I am beautiful, I am sexy, my body is worthy. I love myself, even if others don't show me that love. Other's opinions of me do not affect me. It is only me who has say in my world. I retain my Autonomy at all times, only agreeing to what sits right with me in my mind, body, heart, and soul. My creative endeavours are abundant, people support my ideas, I have an abundance of creative energy and ideas. I am Goddess." Recommendations: Meditations, Dark Green colors & forest imagery, Earl Grey Tea, Sensually rubbing lotion on your body, removing calorie counting from your routine, Daily prayers to your higher self, Journaling, developing a healthy relationship with exercise, citrine, carnelian, cats claw bark If you want personalized advice on tapping deeper into the themes of this reading you can book a 15$ consultation with me! Some of you could have a mom who lives vicariously through you. Or you feel like you need to fill the shoes of a female figure in your life. Others of you could've had a Feminine Role Model who died and you want to dedicate your life to her. You deserve to explore, she wants you to explore too. Dedicate your life to living it in its fullness. perfection is not viable and also completely defeats the purpose of existing. Life is meant to push us to deeper understand ourselves. You don't have to nitpick every flaw, embrace who you are Pile 1.

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PILE 3 "Everything I cultivate is secured, I am the creator of my life. A master manifestor, my life is a canvas and I am an artist. Etching the lines of my wishes into the malleable canvas of the universe which supports my goals and wishes and births them into reality as I am an extension of the universe. I am source, and source is me. I am so decisive, I am beautifully and unbelievably graceful in nuanced and difficult situations. I approach difficulty with ease, I always know exactly what to say to quell and moderate any situation without burdening myself. People love how unique and strange I am, it's seductive, I have a natural funk to my personality that has people wrapped around my finger. I make clear and precise decisions, I know when to temper myself and how to remain calm. My emotions flow smoothly & freely, I process them with patience and love. I love myself, I appreciate being alone, I understand my worth. I protect myself from harm, and I know that I deserve nothing but the best. I move on from toxic situations, people, and places with ease. My strength and willpower is astounding, nothing and no one can stop me. Not even myself." Recommendations: Pinesol?? idk if u need to mop but get on that LMAO, Purple candles, yellow and orange makeup or clothes?, meditation focusing on your lowest 2 energy centers. (Root, and Sacral), dancing, try out new music, walk to the park more often. If you want personalized advice on tapping deeper into the themes of this reading you can book a 15$ consultation with me! You are literally soooo creative and cool, stop worrying about the shit other people have to say. They don't even know you, let people be assumptive and keep thriving. Try to upkeep your space a little better, I know some of you have ADHD or really bad depression + anxiety. Try to make things more manageable don't be afraid to put yourself out there. Be sure to be professional when approaching possible collaborators or business partners. Be you, but try to keep the cussing to a minimum. Someone might be able to quit their job at quiznos/subway soon and do something involving cars? One of you needs to get off your ass and MAKE THAT MUSIC VIDEO.

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PILE 5 "I am a powerful force of love and nature, nothing stops me from achieving my goals. I am in love with myself, my love, my power, my body, my mind, my soul, MYSELF. I function with confidence, I can feel in my body, in my bones, in my mind, in my soul, in my everything that my success is here. It is succulent and delicious, juicy like a fruit. Waiting for me to devour. All I have cultivated is growing beautifully, I am a walking Goddess. My reality bends to my will, it bends, and shapes itself to my liking I am deeply in tune with my femininity. My sexuality is a point of power, and expression. I understand my magnificence, and people frequent my business or appreciate my artistic expressions. They see my knowledge, wisdom, power, and want to engage with me. Give me their money, ask for my guidance and seek my acknowledgement. I am a powerful force, fame, fortune, fantastic experiences with only the finest, most luxurious food, clothing, items, and lifestyle is what's meant for me. I am the Witch, I am the pinnacle of individuality. People admire that about me, I am well liked and well recieved. I accomplish every single one of my goals with ease, while still having the time to relax and longue. I am motivated, I am healthy, I transmute the confusion, frustration, and bullshit into stability, money, and clarity. I am." Recommendations: Sweep your home and workspace with a cinnamon broom often, plant seeds of plants and herbs correspondent with your goals and cultivate them and care for them as you grow them to help feed into your goals. It's time to trip and do a spiritual bath for some of you, I recommend shrooms or acid. Dancing in the shower, hip heavy movements, fixing your posture, Create a weekly schedule. If you want personalized advice on tapping deeper into the themes of this reading you can book a 15$ consultation with me! Keep going I heard, please keep going, you're so close. Last stretch, you need to put in some extra work for the next 3 weeks. Develop a genuine schedule and watch it all literally transform. You are so amazing and interesting, people want to hear from you.

PILE 6 "I am above mediocrity, I am a QUEEN and I will be approached as such. I am powerful, I am beautiful, Men are lucky if I even look or nod at them. I owe no one my acknowledgement. I embrace myself, I approach conflict in a self advocating way. I simply cannot be put down, those who attempt to unfairly put me down. I understand my worth, and I realize that Nothing is going to break me down or cause conflict in my life without my consent. I am deserving of patience and kindness, and only accept when people approach me in a manner that is respectful and kind. Those who seek to tear me down or belittle me I simply don't make time for. I only require validation from self, I am beautifully complex & unique. Being in my presence is a privilege within itself. I flawlessly establish emotional and financial stability into my life. I am so deeply in love with myself and my success. I know I deserve nothing but the best." Recommendations: WARNING 18+ TOPICS- Touch yourself sensually, rub lotion onto your thighs and boobs thoroughly and lovingly, meditate, play your favorite game, go on runs, wear fuzzy socks, FACE MASKSSSSS, luxurious shampoos and conditioners and body washes, GHOST HIM!!! If you want personalized advice on tapping deeper into the themes of this reading you can book a 15$ consultation with me! You are not a doormat, you are a loving beautiful person. Put more time into really developing boundaries and self love because you deserve way better than you accept from others. Until further notice quit giving to those who don't give. Start positioning yourself to cut off people who are literally loose ends.

ARTIST CRED: Pile 1 @oyouun Pile 2 @dreambabyart Pile 3 @shawnax For some reason 4 & 5 I was completely unable to find :( but if anyone knows the artist PLZ let me know so I can credit them. Pile 6 SilllDA

the state of the wish fulfilled + neville’s words

what is fulfillment?

fulfillment is the feeling (not emotional feelings but the feeling of knowing) that something is certainly true. “assume the feeling of the wish fulfilled” means assume that what you want already is. its done, its fulfilled, you have it already. that is the feeling of fulfillment. i can be fulfilled with the idea that i have my desire already because i accept it/assume it as a fact. i can also be fulfilled with the idea that i dont have it yet and manifesting is hard bc i accept is as a fact. you are always fulfilled in something. the focus should be on how natural it feels to already know you have that desire aka focus on the feeling/knowing!

the state of the wish fulfilled is the state (identity/mindset) of already having your desire in imagination. being in this state means that you know you have your desire in imagination (not in the 3d). this also means no longer feeling the need to desire that thing because you are so sure that its already yours

what does being fulfilled ‘in imagination only’ mean?

you should know you should focus on having your desire in imagination only because you can experience anything instantly in imagination. imagine a pink elephant. you could have visualized it or imagined the words ‘pink elephant’. boom you experienced it instantly. now find a pink elephant in the 3d now. you see how you will only be searching for things that are clearly not there. this is why the 3d and your 5 senses never matter because they are limited. you cant truly accept/be fulfilled with “i have $100,000” in the 3d when you clearly dont have it. this is delusion and it will only cause stress and desperation. this is not fulfilling yourself which is why its hard to be fulfilled when you identify with the 3d and try to change the 3d. since imagination literally molds the always changing 3d, the only goal should be changing imagination and by law the 3d will reflect that. if you identify with the inner self (imagination) and claim you have $100,000, you can instantly experience being the one who has that money. then you can fulfill yourself. so focus on fulfilling yourself in imagination, not in the 3d (to add: the 3d is always dead and neutral, therefore only an illusion).

how to get into the wish fulfilled

1. imagine what you want as the person who already has it by using any technique or simply deciding; embodying your desired self

2. imagine to enjoy yourself, this means not getting attached with seeing change in the 3d because you are already enjoying yourself in imagination

3. repeatedly give yourself that feeling of enjoyment until you are completely satisfied in imagination and know its 100% done and feel no lack; you can feel fulfilled with doing a technique once or after doing it for 5 min etc. doesnt matter because the goal is chasing the feeling, the knowing that what you want as already been fulfilled

4. after feeling fulfilled, you operate in the neutral 3d as the person who knows its done aka you continue operating and going thro life while being the fulfilled state bc you just experienced it. you dont desire what you want anymore because you know its already yours

tips for the state of wish fulfilled

- if you fall out the state, gently go back in (via any technique or simple decision) whenever you feel ready

- any state is always available to you so you can choose to get into the state any time and states that you arent occupying have no power because you are always what gives everything power and meaning

- @/piercedblunt likes using affirmations like “i am / i have (desire) in imagination” to remind herself that her only job is having it/being fulfilled in imagination; there is no effort to find find fulfillment in the 3d when its clearly not there and when having it in imagination will change the 3d either way

- in the state of wish fulfilled, you will feel so good and relieved because you rly feel like you have your desire (which you do because imagination is the only reality). if you feel anxiety when you think about your desire, if you find yourself entertaining or agreeing with negative thoughts, if you feel lack: those are signs that you arent in the state of wish fulfilled. remember: that state means you feel satisfied because youre sure its done! if you feel lack then you are not fulfilled. no worries, get back into the state when you feel ready and calm, dont force emotions away bc you are human so let them out. also, you can simply decide you are still in the state. ppl (like me) literally manifest with doubts and negative thoughts by feeling fulfilled once or a few times so dont stress about getting out the state. go back in and relax. its done.

- checking to see “if it manifested” is not being in the state of wish fulfilled since you already experienced having it! that would be you going back to a state of lack. it doesnt make sense to search for something i already gave myself. dont forget that everything is already within you

- remember: your goal is feeling the satisfaction/knowing regarding your desire, do not be obsessed over whether or not you are in the state. if i was naturally in the state of being rich, would i worry about whether or not im in the state or would i just know im rich and operate as that rich version of me (in imagination)?

why is it good to become fulfilled?

when you are fulfilled, you are satisfied with having what you want and when youre satisfied, you accept that you have it already aka you assume it true about yourself. fulfillment feels so good and in my (and other ppl’s) experience when we become fulfilled we dont care about the other useless things that might have given us anxiety before like time, negative thoughts, etc. this is because when we focus and identify with this fulfilled version of ourselves, the other anxious and desperate versions of us die off

inner fulfillment validates inner self and forces you to detach from the 3d easily. once fulfilled, you naturally practice indifference and you finally realize that all the power was always within yourself. and ofc when you persist in this new fulfilled assumption and are indifferent to the 3d, the 3d changes! its like a cherry on top!

explained by neville goddard:

“The way to use your imagination creatively is this. Relax in a chair or on a bed and close your eyes. First determine what it is you wish to experience. Then, in this state of complete relaxation, bring to mind the end result of what it is you desire. In other words, if you were seeking a promotion at work, the end result might be that people would congratulate you on your promotion. You might move to a larger office. You would enjoy an increase in pay. Take any one of these events and, with your eyes closed, actually hear your friends congratulate you on your promotion. Feel their hand in yours as they tell you how happy they are for you. By actually feeling that you are being congratulated, your imagination will go to work to bring about that state in your outer world. You need not be concerned about how this will be accomplished. Your imagination will use whatever natural means are necessary to bring it about. “I am the beginning and the end.” “My ways are past finding out.” What you do in imagination is an instantaneous creative act. However, in this three-dimensional world, events appear in a time sequence. Therefore, it may take a short interval of time to realize in the outer world what you have just experienced in imagination. After you have performed this act in your imagination, open your eyes and go about your normal, natural affairs, confident that what you have done must come to fruition in your world. Make your inner conversations conform to your imaginal act. You have planted a seed and you will soon see the harvest of that which you have sowed.

When you go into your imagination, make sure that you are actually performing the action, hearing the words, touching the object, or smelling the aroma in your self-conceived drama. What you do in your imagination is not merely a daydreaming which you see events in your mind’s eye. You must enter the dream as if you were actually there. You must make “then” now and make “there” here. To make this perfectly clear, imagine that you would experience driving a new car after you have achieved your goal. In that case, you would not merely see a new car in your mind’s eye. You must actually enter the dream. Feel yourself seated behind the steering wheel. Smell the newness of the interior. Feel yourself enjoying a comfortable ride. Feel the happiness that would be yours after accomplishing your dream.”

neville’s wish fulfilled quotes:

“Mansion is the state desired... telling of an event before it occurs physically is simply feeling yourself into the state desired until it has the tone of reality. You go and prepare a place for yourself by imagining yourself into the feeling of your wish fulfilled. Then, you speed from this state of the wish fulfilled — where you have not been physically - back to where you were physically a moment ago. Then, with an irresistible forward movement, you move forward across a series of events to the physical realization of your wish, that where you have been in imagination, there you will be in the flesh also.”

“Hold fast, in your imagination, to all that is lovely and of good report, for the lovely and the good are essential in your life if it is to be worthwhile. Assume it. You do this by imagining that you already are what you want to be — and already have what you want to have.”

kisses, jani ☆

The most fundamental aggression to ourselves, the most fundamental harm we can do to ourselves, is to remain ignorant by not having the courage and the respect to look at ourselves honestly and gently.

Pema Chodron

Shoshin

Shoshin (Beginner's Mind/Spirit) is the Zen concept of maintaining a beginner's mind, a state of childlike curiosity and open mindfulness that allows us to let go of biases and assumptions in order to further progress in our understanding of a subject or skill. When we think we already know something we tend to reject or challenge new information, blocking us from going deeper. It is important to allow yourself to listen and to view something from a new perspective, then you will be able to gain deeper insights into your own way of doing things. It is like having a cup that is already full, you cannot fill it again until you have absorbed the previous cup. The mind must be emptied before it can be filled once again. By using this process of open mindfulness and childlike eagerness to learn, you can acquire and improve your skills and abilities much faster if you realize there is always more to learn.

Thinking about how the temporary nature of some things, relationships, experiences, etc. can actually make them more beautiful. What felt soul-crushing before is now a fond memory that I carry with me everywhere i go.