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"Repugnant is a creature
Who would squander the ability
To lift an eye to heaven,
Conscious of his fleeting time here"
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(Right In Two - Tool)
beverages
butterbeer
caramel apple hocus latte
chai, cider and caramel fall drink
dates hot chocolate
deluxe hot chocolate with marshmallows
homemade hot chocolate
hot apple pie punch
lemon and ginger tea
moroccan style white hot chocolate
mulled apple juice
mulled tea
pumpkin juice
pumpkin nutella hot chocolate
pumpkin spice latte
desserts
apple and cinnamon loaf cake
apple crumble cake
apple hand pies
apple and honey challah
apple pancakes
apple turnovers
autumn cheesecake
butterbeer cupcakes
caramel apple bars
carrot cake balls
carrot and sultana cake with creamy orange frosting
chewy oat cookies
chocolate pistachio fudge
cinnamon roll pancakes
date and walnut cake
honey cake
maple sugar pie
mini apple and almond cakes
mushroom meringues
patterned pumpkin swiss roll
perfect apple pie
pryaniki
pumpkin spice cupcakes
pumpkin spice muffins with cream cheese filling
pumpkin spice scones
soft pumpkin cookies with cream cheese frosting
toffee apple muffins
vanilla and nutmeg baked rice pudding
dinners
aubergine and mozzarella bake
beef cheek and butternut squash broth in sourdough bread bowls
butternut squash curry with cauliflower rice
chicken, leek, and mushroom pies
coddle with pearl barley
irish stew
kiki's delivery service fish pie
lamb casserole with aubergine
leg of lamb m'hammar
mushroom omelette
one pot creamy mushroom pasta
pumpkin risotto
sausage and bean casserole
sicilian pasta with tomatoes, garlic, and almonds
spicy root and lentil casserole
stuffed eggplants
vegetable pizza
veggie pot pie
dips, preserves and sauces
apple and blackberry jam
apple sauce
aubergine hummus
bessara
blueberry butter
country apple sauce
date jam
jumbo chilli sauce
plum jam
soups
borlotti bean, tomato, and spinach soup
chicken and barley stew
chicken and brown rice soup
chicken soup
chicken wild rice soup
curried carrot soup
garlic broth
good vegetable soup
harira
hearty irish veg soup
hearty white bean soup
lentil, chickpea, and paprika soup
minestrone in minutes
pumpkin soup
potato leek soup
speedy seafood supper
stuffed pepper soup
sweet potato soup
starters, sides, etc
butternut squash, sage, and crรจme fraรฎche mash
champ
chinese dumplings with mushrooms and butternut squash
creole aubergines
colcannon
mhencha with spicy ground beef (you can get the kiri cheese from any middle-eastern run store).
moroccan potato salad
mushroom hand pies
naan bread
polish mushroom pasties
sweet potato wedges
tuna and beans
vegetable cigars
I blinked and half of October is gone
what
archive moodboard: order for @frangiponi | want one?
Not deadportrait making art for you and then me doing it too because I got jealous๐คฃ๐๐คช๐
Why are you guys so damn amazing?! I don't know man, I need to sit & think about this. ๐โโ๏ธ I can tell a lot of time went into this masterpiece. I'm tickled you made this because I kept telling Yasmin that leaves were falling weeks before autumn hit. This is that brought to life.
I love the palette in this. I don't even celebrate Halloween but the ghost bubble is so cute. All the thought bubbles are accurate. Especially the pie. Round of applause, gotta clap this one up. ๐๐๐๐๐ Tyvm! โค๏ธ๐งก
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~Goodnight~
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(Personal Note): Even if you feel shitty today, tomorrow is a new day. For new opportunities, a new beginning, a fresh start, a new life. Stop focusing on the bad things that happen in your life & focus on the small moments you're fortunate to have, simple things like being able to snuggle under your covers with a good book & good food are a blessing. It's okay to be upset today. It's okay if today didn't go the way you wanted. Don't beat yourself up. Tomorrow's a new day. Start again.
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Nobody's talking about wonkasseur though?
Hi. Your cult followers are still ganging up and attacking wonkasseur just because you 2 donโt get along, they have already done damage with getting rid of coffeescandyshop permanently and I used to follow that person. They literally bullied them off tumblr just because their blog page didnโt look flashy or whatever like yours. :( Like they keep tearing other people down while your just getting more and more popular. So itโs gonna be a problem in the future because since your growing fast then more of your followers will just see and bandwagon the hate to fit in and get your attention. From what I see they attack random (lgbt) blogs that they donโt like and other blogs if they think that you donโt get along with them. I never seen anyone get bullied off tumblr until coffee left. You probably won't see this because of your notes but if you do please reply. Iโm really scared someone else might leave. I love you bc you seem mature and your funny and I think your probably an adult by the way you disencouraged their bullying before but I hate your followers very much; the ones that gatekeep you
Still?
Dm me.
I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER ANON! <3
Hello. My name is Nica. I want to stay anon until I get comfortable and Iโm not good with new people. But my question is, how do you advise someone to deal with their depression? Do you know any remedies that help with chronic sadness? Or panic attacks? My life isnโt where I want it to be atm, dealing with a lot of stuff and I donโt have any friends to talk to or get help from. Sorry if Iโm bothering you in the morning I just saw that youโre leaving tumblr and it triggered an attack and I feel like crying. You were the one blog I liked and how you helped people and now I donโt have anybody :/
Omg. No, no, no, you're not bothering me at all, & you're not just going to wake up one day & my account is going to be deactivated. I'll tell you all when I'm leaving & chances are I still won't deactivate, just cause. I'm so, so sorry, I didn't mean to trigger you. It was just an idea I had. I used to have really bad panic attacks to a point were my muscles would hurt for days, I had to be taken in an ambulance & put on meds cause I had them daily for like a month. I wouldn't eat, I was constantly snapping on people & irritated. I turned into someone who isn't me. My family noticed the change & pointed it out & I snapped on them for that. It was that bad. And this was recent, this wasn't like 5 years ago, all this happened LAST year. So I know from experience how difficult & painful what you're going through right now can be.
Even though I still have anxiety sometimes, I learned how to stop the attacks from happening, I don't have them anymore. But before then my doctor wanted to put me in a psych ward, (yeah, he literally recommended that) & I took Xanax (& Zoloft for two days) for a while, then it stopped helping, so he wanted to increase my dose. And I didn't want to become an addict or dependent on meds (I personally don't believe in taking meds for mental illnesses), so one day I just decided "fuck it, I'm not taking anything anymore" & I realized in that moment that the decision I made scared me a fucking lot cause I wasn't going to have anything to run to, but ultimately it was going to help me. I had to hurt & pray A LOT before I got better. While I was going through it I felt so hopeless & lost & I started questioning my faith in God cause I didn't feel like anything was changing, I felt worse tbh. I remember one night I just completely gave up & I drove to my mom's house in the middle of the night cause I didn't know what else to do. We went for a walk & talked until the sun came up. I never call my parents when I'm going through something terrible, I always try to resolve my problems on my own, so if I call them it's serious. But with time I got better. And I'm happier. So I'm living proof that you CAN overcome your biggest demons. My advice to you would be to start slow, you won't get better overnight. It's going to take time & it's going to hurt - I won't lie to you, but you WILL prevail in the end. But for now, distract yourself, get on your phone & find a funny video. Give yourself time to breathe & realize you're safe. That feeling will pass & you'll be okay again. & if you ever need someone to talk to to help you calm down, come hop in my dm's & we can hang out until you feel better. You don't have to be alone. & you definitely don't have to suffer alone. I often get people who ask me for advice in handling depression, that's partially the reason I haven't left Tumblr. I wouldn't want to abandon anybody. I'm so sorry you're going through this, honey. I hope things get better for you. Literally if you need me to just stay here for you just to help you, I will. & if you need any more resources in dealing with anxiety/depression, dm me. I'm so sorry for triggering you. I'll choose my words more carefully next time. Bless your heart, I'll pray for you.
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Organizations:
National Institute of Mental Health (NIMH); 866-615-6464
National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI); 800-950-NAMI (800-950-6264)
Anxiety and Depression Association of America (ADAA); 240-485-1001
American Psychiatric Association; 800-357-7924
Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, Division of Mental Health (CDC); 800-CDC-INFO (800-232-4636)
American Psychological Association; 800-374-2721
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Coping, Advocacy, and Support:
Anxiety and Depression Association of America: Support Groups
The Anxiety Network: Help and Support
Anxiety Central: Forums
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Medications for Anxiety Disorders (talk to your doctor first):
Cymbalta (duloxetine)
Celexa (citalopram)
Zoloft (sertraline)
Anafranil (clomipramine)
Prozac (fluoxetine)
Paxil (paroxetine)
Xanax (alprazolam)
Klonopin (clonazepam)
BuSpar (buspirone)
Valium (diazepam)
Ativan (lorazepam)
Lexapro (escitalopram)
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Links:
https://www.counseling.org/knowledge-center/mental-health-resources/anxiety
https://adaa.org/understanding-anxiety/generalized-anxiety-disorder-gad/resources
https://blog.thetransitionhouse.org/anxiety-help-and-resources-1
https://www.rtor.org/anxiety/
https://www.nami.org/About-Mental-Illness/Mental-Health-Conditions/Anxiety-Disorders
Source: @Thesecountryroads ๐พ