TW Suicide And Depression Please Let Me Know If These Posts Are Annoying Or Anything Like That I'm Just

TW suicide and depression please let me know if these posts are annoying or anything like that I'm just hoping to share some stuff so other people know they are not alone in this

Anybody who has been depressed or suicidal probably understands the feeling of being completely alone in a room full of "friends" that cannot possibly understand what is happening to you. In my case it was because I was so young when I started feeling this way. The growing up too fast, the adults that don't believe you are struggling or in pain because you are so small. I had my 1st asthmatic brush with death as a child and had nobody who could relate, no Internet to look for like minded individuals and a shitty dad who did understand but was too mentally absent to care. I was the weird undiagnosed autistic kid with joint pain. Sorry to get weird and personal but now as an adult I have been able to find solace in music especially Nine Inch Nails. My pain is very different to Trents but I think every one that has stared into the void has something in common. I know now because of people like him that it is possible to become better and I'm so grateful to every artist that have shared their pain with us and formed communities of 'others'

Eventually I discovered that pushing down these emotions will only lead to one place. I will not go.

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mothlikesrock

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God invented insomnia so I could be annoying at all hours of the day x

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mothlikesrock

2 weeks ago

These are so artsy omg

The First Three Are Some Rarer Trent Pics Pinterest Likes To Throw At Me Because It Loves Me.

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Four and on are pics I found on the German nin presse archive:

http://www.nin-pages.de/interviews.htm

If anyone has the last pic in better resolution please share :)

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mothlikesrock

2 weeks ago

I love how my flavour of autism makes me feel like a piece of shit for getting excited about my interests and sharing them with friends... like bro we are all massive nerds keep calm post more pictures of Trent Reznor

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mothlikesrock

2 weeks ago

I love this shoot, the contrast of the vulnerability of his pose against the cold harsh stone and roughed up clothes. There's so much going on but it's incredibly simplistic at the same time

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mothlikesrock

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Kerrang! [July 1st, 2000]

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mothlikesrock

2 weeks ago

The bts for this video are crazy so much effort and talent put into a 3 minute masterpiece

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mothlikesrock

2 weeks ago

Does he like being pet like a dog? He does this a lot...

I'm the crowd

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mothlikesrock

3 weeks ago

I want to start hitting people with my walking stick so they move the fuck out of the way

As a wheelchair user I'm trying to reframe my language for "being in the way."

"I'm in the way," "I can't fit," and "I can't go there," is becoming "there's not enough space," "the walkway is too narrow," and "that place isn't accessible."

It's a small change, but to me it feels as if I'm redirecting blame from myself to the people that made these places inaccessible in the first place. I don't want people to just think that they're helping me, I want them to think that they're making up for someone else's wrongdoing. I want them to remember every time I've needed help as something someone else caused.

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mothlikesrock

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I don't post enough Robin here is Robin rubbin his behind