Having Some Morning Rain And Smoke On The Porch. The Sun Is Rising And I Think Of One Of My Many Favorite

Christian Lacroix Haute Couture Fall/Winter 1993

Model: Helena Christensen

romanticizing vampirism again. you know, the type of desire that goes beyond simple mortal pleasures of the body. the deeper form of love that is stored within, the carnal wanting of the red essence that brings life into the flesh. it is to want the very thing that makes you. it is to want you entirely.

seeing straight men be disgusted by booktok smut recommenders has actually radicalized me to the side of booktok smut recommenders. girls your taste may be atrocious but i will never disparage you for exposing mainstream discourse to the concept of soaking through your underwear. spent my whole life listening to men talk about penises it’s about time they get jumpscared by women talking about pussy in crude detail on social media. go forth and goon my warriors

The more I get back into liking, loving and lusting on people, the more I'm reminded what a sanitized, segregated lie queers have been built into.

I've met the sweetest, prettiest queens who tell me "Well, I'm a transsexual. Sometimes I call myself a transman because both my trans self and my manhood are me."

New friends tell me about the sexcapades their closed polycule gets up to that they just watch because they're a kinky ace.

There's staunch lesbians who helped the love of their life transition as a transmasc, gay men begging to be topped by trans men with the fattest tits.

Older queers don't hesitate to shout "oh, like Prince!" when I tell them I'm androgyne. Vanilla questioning men will text me day after day before shyly confessing I'm their dream guy. Closeted trans women ask to kiss me because I'm their dream girl. Doms and subs who melt when they realize I'm both and neither, and they didn't know somebody like me existed.

There's vanilla lesbians on Grindr and acearos who have shown me love deeper than I thought possible and guydykes kissing girlfags and MtFtMtX elders and throuples that have so much affection that they just collectively parent babygays who got disowned.

Everybody is so beautiful! There is so much love! It is no wonder a cruel world has a vested interest in suppressing queerness when humanity is so expansive to us.

Why is it always the "career" jobs that take forever to hire, have the longest interview processes, and never ever communicate internally?

I interviewed 2 months ago for a position that is *still* interviewing candidates. That's funny, in my interview you expressed an urgency to fill the role. It feels like you wasted my time.

I AM Bella!

4 of my dark romantic gowns in black with a dash of colour ^^ For all about my designs, see https://somniaromantica.com ^^

I was thinking recently about how "alt" subcultures are so aestheticized now but they used to be much more about your societal views than the clothes you wore or even the bands you listened to, and my brain connected some dots. Idk if this is anything

Vintage sacred heart french votive lamp