Right so I'm 174cm which is abt 5'8 ½ which is pretty tall for a girl
I used to be very insecure about my height thinking it made me uglier and less desirable cuz I had a terrible terrible need for male validation that i simply never got when I was younger.
I have gotten over that now and honestly tall girls are so gorgeous and pretty.
But like shorter girls keep fucking complaining about "I can't wear these shoes I'll be too tall" right in front of me like WHAT
Ok ur shorter then me ur literally average height why are you complaining abt shoes, like I'm not even THAT tall and I've gotten over this whole shoe problem
But gosh fucking pissed me off
yesterday
This girl is talking to me abt wanting to get new shoes but she says "I'll be too tall with them"
uhhh no???? No you wont
She said "I'll be like the same height as you"
Uhhh
Girl
WHAT ARE YOU SAYING
Why is being my height bad
Literally I dont get it
174cm is a perfectly perfect height
Why is she saying this backhanded shit
NOOOOOO YOU WERENT SUPPOSE TO FALL IN LOVE W ME NOOOOOOOO
Why do they call bruises black and blue when they are purple and red and turn yellow later on
My notes app is colour coordinated for this reason
I just had the most extreme urge to relapse into sh again but then I had a poo and now I don't have the urge anymore
Anyone else ever cry because of a friends death but without them being dead. Like they are alive and well and i fully know this fact so why was i breaking out into borderline hyperventilation about their death
I have no future uh..... I'm actually very scared
Bro this film gets more and more relatable.
Dont think ive ever gotten this emotional over a film
The anger i share it the sadness the guilt i share it
Lowk lost all will to live again
Lowk burnt out again
Lowk drinking alone again
Lowk ugly again
Lowk fat again
Lowk hate myself again
Lowk relapsed again
Lowk unlovable again
Lowk lost everything again
I hate spring
I got that spring time apring time sadness
Why does no one else have spring seasonal depression
Spring highlights my low mood cuz everything is suppose to be happy
this ego train I've been on for the past 3 months it's starting to crash
maybe I was never that bitch
maybe I am just ill
maybe it was never meant to be
it being happiness and me
slowly starting to not reply and not text
if I'm not needed then I wont try stay
if life is meaningless then so be it I dont care
I hope we all die from isolation
into disintegration